Ning Xue looked a little depressed and lonely at the moment, and I couldn't understand what she was thinking now, so I had to say to Ning Xue: "If you don't mind, can you tell me about what happened since you left home?" ”

Ning Xue looked up at me, a strange and strange look appeared in her eyes, and said to me, "You really want to hear it?" ”

"Of course, I'm willing to be your first listener."

I am very sympathetic to what happened to Ning Xue, a kind of sympathy from the bottom of my heart, and I want to know how people like them have come through so many years.

Perhaps only a more in-depth understanding will be of great help to the detection of similar cases in the future.

"Actually, I'm also from Huaxia."

Ning Xue told me about her experience over the years.

At the very beginning, that is, when Ning Xue's memory was hazy and vague, she could only vaguely remember that her home seemed to be in a lot of houses.

She doesn't remember her parents' appearances anymore, but there is a not very clear back that often appears in her dreams, and the others are unknown.

When Ning Xue was about three or four years old, Ning Xue remembered very well that she had been arranged in an orphanage, according to Ning Xue, all the children in the orphanage she stayed in were the same as her, not without parents.

Many children don't know how they got here, they just remember that they seem to have a home in their vague memories, but when they want to remember, they can't remember anything.

Ning Xue said that her time in the orphanage was the happiest, she stayed there for a total of four years, I don't know why, and then the director of the orphanage didn't know what happened and was arrested, and it didn't take long for the orphanage to close.

After the orphanage was closed, Ning Xue was taken to the ship and sat on the ship for more than a month, but Ning Xue was blindfolded from beginning to end, and she couldn't see what was going on outside.

After being taken on the ship, Ning Xue was taken off the blindfold, and at the moment when the blindfold was removed, the environment that appeared in Ning Xue's eyes was pitch black, without any lights.

Except for three meals a day, Ning Xue has not said a word for more than a month, and every day she doesn't know anything except thinking about her days in the orphanage.

Since then, Ning Xue almost never speaks, and then she was placed in a place where there are a lot of people, which are full of girls who are about her age, and they have to learn various things every day, such as cooking and laundry.

Ning Xue, who is six or seven years old, doesn't even know a few big characters, and in this collective life, Ning Xue can be said to have fallen from heaven to hell all at once.

Every day, someone will arrange a lot of tedious things for them, and if they can't finish it, they will be beaten, Ning Xue is blue and purple almost every day, and after a long time, Ning Xue has become accustomed to her situation.

It can also be said that in this collective life, all the little girls are used to it, and in their worldview, this kind of life is arranged for them by God, and they are the ones who live this kind of life.

Among this group of girls, Ning Xue told me that not everyone doesn't remember their home, in fact, most of them still remember it very clearly, but they don't know their home address.

Because they are so young, it is useless for anyone to resist, and in their collective life, not only is it strictly managed, but there are also many people who take turns guarding it 24 hours a day, and there are high walls around it, even adults cannot run out.

Ning Xue said: "I have seen some girls sneak out, but they were all caught, and when they came back, they were all beaten half to death, and then thrown into the ice cellar, but the girls who were thrown into the ice cellar never came out." ”

Since then, no one has dared to sneak out, because everyone knows the consequences of sneaking out, so they dare not speak out.

I don't know how many years I have been in such a cruel life, Ning Xue only remembers that the girls around her have been taken away one by one, and sometimes they will be gathered in a place like a playground, and someone will come to pick the girl they want, as long as they are picked, the girl will change into a new dress the next day, and then leave this collective life.

Later, I don't know who inquired, but these girls who put on new clothes were all taken by the boss, and then bought them home to do laundry and cook for others.

Not long after this kind of life began, Ning Xue was chosen to leave, and the day she left, Ning Xue remembered very well that she was picked up by an old woman.

Looking at the kind old woman, Ning Xue thought that her hard fate was over.

But who would have thought that this seemingly kind old woman was actually vicious to the extreme, she seemed to be kind on the outside, but in fact, when she was alone with Ning Xue, she often beat and scolded, and even threw Ning Xue outside on rainy days to get drenched in the rain, and several times Ning Xue almost died because of a cold.

Hearing this, I couldn't help but wonder: "Didn't you think about running away?" ”

"Run?" Ning Xue is like an iceberg beauty at the moment, exuding a cold and piercing feeling from the depths of her heart, but this coldness is mixed with too much helplessness.

Ning Xue said to me: "I can't escape, this is fate, even if I stay alone with the old woman, even if she falls asleep, I don't dare to escape, even if I escape in a foreign country, maybe the next person I meet is not as good as this old woman." ”

The old woman in Ning Xue's mouth, Hua Yu, doesn't know what to call it, few people in her family come, and even if someone comes, she will lock Ning Xue in a small dark room underground, so Ning Xue has never been in contact with outsiders for so many years, and even in Ning Xue's life for so many years, no man has appeared.

That's why when I was in the black market, Ning Xue saw me approaching her, and she seemed so panicked.

Because the old woman told herself that when she grew up, she would find someone to marry her, and by the way, she could make some money, which could be regarded as a reward for taking care of Ning Xue for so many years.

After hearing Ning Xue finish talking about what happened to me, the complexity of my heart can no longer be described in words.

"I met you two days after I arrived at the black market, because they told me that I could find a man to support myself in it, and I wouldn't have a hard life in the future, so I have been waiting for this person to appear, but I know very well in my heart that my life is like this, no one will pity me, even if I meet the next person, my life will be the same."

Ning Xue told me that she never wanted to get out of such a situation, because her heart was dead in that collective life, and she had long been numb to the despair of life and the injustice of reality, which, in her words, was fate.