Chapter 193: It's all you in this life

Qingzhi took the letter with trembling hands, only to see that she couldn't wait to open it, and then read it in front of him.

She knew that the wind curtain was here at the moment, and she saw that this letter was the safest, and when she opened the letter, there was Gan Tang's familiar handwriting on the paper, and a warm current poured into her heart, as if it was the only warmth since these (day rì) children.

She read the letter in her hand carefully, and her hand trembled unconsciously, it turned out that they had experienced so many things since these (日rì) children (情qíng), and it turned out that the inadvertent encounter was actually specially arranged by God, arranging the encounter, acquaintance, and continuing to write the unfinished story.

It turned out that the three of them guessed wrong, how can there be any male and female protagonists in this world, some are just their own stories and their own choices.

Feng Muya sat across from her and raised his eyebrows, he didn't know the content of the letter, but looking at the tears in the eyes of the woman opposite, he probably guessed something.

After the previous attack, Gan Tang was unconscious, and after coming to Rongcheng, the doctor said that she was fine, but she never woke up...

She didn't open her eyes until a month later, a month in which he tasted all sorts of unknown tastes that he hadn't had in more than twenty years before.

Seeing her lying there quietly motionless, his heart ached inexplicably, as if he was doing something wrong.

Every day he fed her, he always flowed (body shēn), and he took a big sip of the bowl and kissed her pale lips.

One day he accidentally saw her fingers move, and from that moment on he felt that everything he had done was worth it, all he wanted was for her to wake up.

One night, he couldn't sleep to see her, but found that there were tears in the corners of her eyes, reached out and touched it, the tears were still flowing, he shouted her name over and over again, I don't know how many times, he only felt that his voice was about to be hoarse, and she finally opened her eyes.

At that moment, he only felt that his eyes became unusually bright, and it turned out that this was what it was like to be alone.

After reading the letter, Qingzhi was already in tears, she got up (body shēn) burned the letter, and then slowly walked over to look at the wind curtain.

Feng Muya was also thinking about leaving, but saw her frowning brows and eyes that were a little angry.....

Ahem.... The little woman wouldn't tell her everything, would she?

........

At three o'clock, a soft mist rose above the tent, and the mountains in the distance seemed to be painted with a soft (milky) white, and the white mist rendered everything hazy and psychedelic.

The air was cold, but the three people on the martial arts arena were tirelessly waving the long swords in their hands, only to see that the three gods (情qíng) were serious, and their foreheads were covered with sweat, and they didn't know how long they had been here.

In the distance, I saw two (身shēn) figures walking slowly, clasping their hands tightly, how many of them are doing this? Think you can get revenge in this way? Immature!

"Wouldn't it be better to give them hope?" Holding on to the suspense that wanted to step forward, Suo Huaixiu's cold voice came, "Put it down, start over, only then can you be worthy of Master Xuanji." ”

"Down? Do it all over again? Oh, how easy is it to say? Hang is not lacking sneer

With a sound, he glanced at Suo Huaixiu and the green ribbon on his head, "If you can put it down, why don't you put it down and don't start again?" Wind Dance Haruka...... Helian Shuang, heh, which one is not better than my little junior sister? ”

"Hanging ....." Suo Huaixiu knew that his state of mind at this moment was very different from before, but when he mentioned the little woman again, his heart still hurt, yes, let it go, it's not easy to talk about.

"A few of them will be handed over to you, in this life I only wish to fulfill my grandfather's wish, and the rest.... Won't think much about it. With that, he bowed and turned to leave.

Suo Huaixiu quietly watched him turn (shēn) and leave, fulfilling Master Xuanji's wish? Others won't think much about it, but what about Helian Shuang? Don't want it either?

These few (day rì) Helian Shuang has been coming to Qingping, and after coming, his eyes have been following the hanging unmissing, and the hanging is not missing only to do the duty of a doctor, he said, when the Jin Cangguo is destroyed, he will return to the Xinglin Courtyard, take it back and then carry forward the vastness, and die there from then on.

Suo Huaixiu sighed lightly, it seemed that this blow had made him a little slumped. Not far away, Helian Shuang had already arrived, and when she saw that she was walking towards the camp tent, she turned over and dismounted, and without saying a word to him, the general, she went after the man.

Looking at Helian Shuang again, his eye frames were red and swollen, obviously he had been crying for the past few days, his face was unusually pale, and the whole person was emaciated.

Suo Huaixiu smiled bitterly in his heart, how could he not be like this at the beginning, looking at the sun that was about to rise in the distance, he slowly closed his eyes and asked himself, "Do you regret it?" ”

In the barracks, a small courtyard specially fenced for the military doctors to put herbs and dry herbs, there are six camp tents in the courtyard, and the rest of the place is placed on wooden medicine racks.

At this time, he was a little stiff and accompanied by the herbs in front of him, ignoring the presence of the woman behind him. But listening to the sound of sobbing one after another, his heart was like a knife.

A little annoyed, he threw the herbs aside, grabbed Helian Shuang's hand, and pulled her into his tent.

He wanted to make it clear to her that even if she killed him, he would admit it.

But when he turned around, he was hugged tightly by Helian Shuang, and she cried loudly, and in a short time his clothes were wet.

His hands froze in mid-air, not wanting to push her away, let alone hugging her.

I don't know how long it took, so long that he wanted time to stop here, so he was held by her and went on like this.

I saw her wiping her tears with her hands, her already red and swollen eyes were even redder and more swollen at the moment, her pretty little face was also red, her tears and snot were wiped by her indiscriminately, and there were some bright ones on her cheeks, I don't know if it was tears or snot.

He sighed lightly, went to the inner room and took a (hot) towel out to scrub it carefully for her, but the more he wiped it, just because she was moved, he finally cared about himself.

"How many days have you had? It's been a long time since you finally saw me...", and then she began to cry again.

"Don't cry, it's ugly." Hang Weiqian controlled himself not to hold her.

"I'll cry, I'll cry..."

"You'll hate me when I'm ugly

Is it? Helian asked, looking up at him.

After a pause in her hand, she put the towel in her hand, "Dislike you?" What right do I have to dislike you now? ”

"I have nothing left....."

"Unexpected..... Helian looked at him with a towel in a daze, knowing that he had said the wrong thing, so he quickly stepped forward and hugged him again.

She was a little scared, if he didn't talk to him again, he was afraid that he wouldn't talk to him again in this life.

"The county lord will go back." As if helpless, as if he was ready to let go, his voice sounded both vicissitudes and helplessness, not at all like what it looked like a few months ago.

Helian shook his head and sobbed: "I don't want to go back, I'm not Qingzhi, I know that I like each other but I don't fight for it...."

"There is no shortage in the future, you don't want to draw a line with me in this life."

"The soldiers all know that Suo Huaixiu and I have divorced, and they all know that there is a man in the heart of the county lord of Ning'an, and that man is called Xuanweixi."

"I also know that you have me in your heart, I will accompany you through this difficult time, and I will also help you take revenge." Helian Shuang was afraid that he would push her away, so she tightened her hands tightly, until she felt his powerful heart beating in her ears, and she closed her eyes in satisfaction.

"I have recognized you in this life, and it will always be you."

"If you want to leave me, I will wait for you, and I will always wait here until you come back to pick me up."

Nothing hurt his heart more than her words, his hands clenched and loosened, and clenched again. Slowly, he stretched out his hand to hug her, her body trembled, her little face rubbed in his arms like a kitten, and after a while, he heard her low sobbing and whimpering.

"Woo~ I thought you would push me away, I thought you would ignore me all the time, I thought you would not want me." A fist gently pounded his mouth, and all the grievances and worries that had been in place since the time turned into tears, and Helian Shuang felt that he had not been able to reach the tears shed at this time for so many years.

Letting her cry and thrash, he closed his eyes and thought, will she suffer with him in this life? Thinking about the road ahead, he was reluctant to let her suffer with him, she could have found a better man than herself, did he really want to be so selfish?

Helian opened his eyes and secretly looked at the man holding her, who was frowning at the moment and didn't know what he was thinking, and his god seemed to be in a little pain.

She was uneasy, he couldn't be trying to regret it, right? Don't you regret hugging yourself just now, right?

No, no, he can't regret it, they like each other, why care about other people's eyes? Why can't we be together? Do you have to be like Qingzhi and Suo Huaixiu, who regretted it only after they were separated?

I don't know where I got the courage, I saw her wrap her arms around his neck very quickly, stand on tiptoe and close her eyes, and kiss his somewhat cold lips a little shyly....

Suddenly felt a warmth on her lips, her heart trembled, and she opened her eyes suddenly, and in her red eyes was Helian Shuang's (Jiaojiāo) shy little face, her closed eyes, and her eyelashes trembling with nervousness. Reddened cheeks,

Clumsy movements...

As if he didn't feel his response, Helian felt a little lost in his heart, and slowly opened his eyes that were a little red and swollen, and there was a handsome face and deep eyes in the mist.

At this time, his mouth was still attached to his mouth, and Helian wanted to stun himself in shame.

"He.... He won't be looking at me all the time, will he? ”

"I must be ugly now, right?" Just when she wanted to sneak back, she only felt that there was a big hand on the back of her head, and she pressed herself violently against him.....

Before she could exhale, his red lips were caught by him before she could retreat.....

The crimson sun slowly rose from the east, and the colorful rays of light sprinkled on the body (body shēn) that they hugged each other tightly.

The rising sun is as warm as the blossoming of warm flowers, as soft as a person whispering, and the wind blows slightly, cool, gently, as if to play with the sun together, and as if laughing at the two people in the kiss. They fluttered mischievously, bringing up the woman's soft hair, and rolling up the corners of the man's white clothes, as if they were not hidden, as if they were sprinkled (Jiaojiāo), and as if they were blessings....

(End of chapter)