Chapter 45: Worries that can't be let go
Wang Yuan didn't say a word when he got up in the morning to pack his luggage, looking at the almost empty room, he had packed a lot of things in the past month and sent them back to China, and now there was only a backpack and a box of materials left. His parents were already putting on their shoes at the door, and he walked through each room one last time, as if he could remember that when he first came to this room, everything was little by little.
In the study he saw a guitar that he had almost forgotten, and in the corner of the bedroom he saw the nightlight again. He took them to the door of the house, and was just about to put on his shoes when what his mother said caught his attention.
"Huh? There's a cake here, alas. Xiao Yezi, that child sent it? ”
Almost striding over and taking the cake from his mother's hand, it was the tiramisu he had wondered why he had never seen her make it. He looked at it for a while, carefully put it on the ground, then turned over a post-it note and a pen from his bag, took the guitar and night light, and put it in front of Ye Tang's house, leaning against the door, he left her a note. It's a pity that she can't come to see him off, and she can't say goodbye properly. In the end, he wrote: "Mine, little leaf." ”
The title "Little Leaf" was first called out by his mother, and he always thought it sounded good, but he didn't know why, until the last moment it seemed to be a title that could be called out.
Do all this well, no one knows how much he has walked step by step, and he is not willing to give up this family, nor is he willing to give up Ye Tang. When waiting for the bus downstairs, Wang Yuan seemed to feel a sight looking at him, looking towards the 18th floor, he didn't see anything, yes, Ye Tang should be at school, it should be his own illusion. He hugged the tiramisu in his hand tightly.
After getting in the car, Wang Yuan's eyes kept looking out the window, watching the familiar street a little farther away from him.
"Yuan'er, why don't you eat this cake now...... It's a shame to go through the security check and throw it away in vain. ”
Listening to his mother's reminder, he opened the cake box mechanically, divided it into three pieces with a knife, handed it to his parents, and looked at the remaining piece himself, and his mood suddenly collapsed. He subconsciously touched the crystal candy in his pocket, but when he touched it, he didn't take it out, but picked up the spoon and dug a mouthful of tiramisu.
It was the familiar taste of cream, but he didn't know why he felt that the chocolate powder was particularly bitter, and his mouth was full of astringency. Before arriving at the airport, he slowly ate the cake one bite at a time, very seriously, trying to keep the taste in mind.
After the security check, there were still 3 hours before the plane took off, he was not in the mood to go to the duty-free shop, just sat on the chair in the waiting room, the taste of cream in his mouth had not dissipated, sweet, Wang Yuan suddenly remembered something, that distant memory. I took my phone and checked, and "tiramisu" translates as "remember me".
Eventually, his eyes turned red and the tip of his nose was a little sour. He pinched his nose and didn't shed tears. Instead, she took out her mobile phone, flipped out her WeChat, and edited a paragraph.
"Yezi, you should be in class right now. Thank you for the tiramisu, it was delicious. I left something for you at your door, remember to go back early and get it. When I get back home, I probably won't have the opportunity to go back to Boston again. Take care of yourself in the days without me.
First, transfer to a shift with Uncle Yun, don't be in the bar so late. Either let Uncle Yun leave you a room. It's too late, it's not safe for you to go home by yourself as a girl.
Second, make more friends, you have to know that you are good, you are good. There is always more good faith in this world than bad intentions.
Third, enjoy life, even when you are alone. Your life is your own, and you may be reluctant to me, but college life is only once, even if it is the last year, you have to live a wonderful and happy life.
Fourth, don't be afraid to trouble others, Uncle Yun is like our relatives, he cares about you very much, if that person comes to disturb you again, don't forget to ask him for help. If you're sad, don't forget to come to me. Don't worry about jet lag!
Finally, I wish the next days a smooth and smooth entrance examination, and remember to inform me when I get the offer. ”
After posting this paragraph, he put on headphones, and the single looped the "Overflow" he recorded that day and sang with Ye Tang. A passage from "Doctor Geneva" comes to mind.
"I bless you, and may you endure long partings, all kinds of trials, unpredictable torments, and long dark journeys. Organize your life as you wish, as long as you feel good. ”