The night in the East Palace is the kind of indescribable loneliness. After the palace people held the lamp, the lights were bright, but it was silent.

This is not the main hall, not the Mingde hall, and not the Chengqing hall.

Just a quiet abode.

"Draw Dai," Wan Zhao called out to the maid of the night watch. "Bring water."

She straightened her clothes first, and then staggered over to serve the water.

"Why are you stuck like this?"

Rubbing her eyes, she whispered, "It's almost ugly, and it will be dawn in a while." ”

"It turned out that before I knew it, I waited until I was ugly. Go to sleep in the middle of the night. Yun Zhaoqiang smiled.

Hua Dai said: "Princess, it's too late, you should go to bed quickly." ”

There was pity in her eyes, and that gaze was deep in her heart.

"Okay, I'll go to sleep."

Yun Zhao was still undecided, and he suffered another night. Night after night, long nights. She only hopes that the bright moon will hang high and she will be able to meet her husband. Fate always plays tricks on people, and the reason that when the moon is full, it will be lost, has existed since ancient times. So much so that she could only see him twice a month.

"T瑽瑢"

Her rings hadn't been untied yet.

The luster of Namjoo is not so eye-catching. The brilliance of pearls is short-lived, and if you play with pearls for a long time, it won't be long before the pearls will turn yellow and dull.

Wan Zhao rubbed the pearls, trying to recreate the glory of the past, but in vain.

She got out of the house and trotted over barefoot to put the ring back in her makeup. It was cold at night, and my feet suddenly felt cold when they touched the cold ground.

Quietly, but there was the sound of soft footsteps.

Yun Zhao looked eagerly at the past, it was him, and he couldn't be wrong. She could hear it.

"I haven't slept yet." Prince Zhao Rui said tiredly.

He had been busy all day in the main hall, perhaps too tired. Yun Zhao greeted her, "Lang Jun," she was short of words, she always had a lot to say, thousands of words, and she couldn't say the last sentence.

"Wan Zhao, you should go to bed early in the future." Yun Zhao was overjoyed when he heard it, but later Zhao Rui said: "The imperial doctor said that you are not in good health, so I will come to see you." That's it, I'm tired, and I'm back to Chengqing Palace. ”

Yun Zhao was disappointed, but he couldn't say anything. After all, it was late at night, and it was time for him to rest.

"Crown princess, go to sleep quickly."

The voice echoed in her mind over and over again.

When she finally saw each other, she didn't feel cold.

Obey the father at a young age and marry a husband.

Her life has already been properly arranged, she was a well-behaved girl in her early years, and she would be a good wife and mother after she got married. If you have a child in the future, maybe the prince will be able to worry a little more.

When he was tired, he didn't want to think about it, and he fell asleep.

The next day, she woke up early. The crown princess is not only blessed with Qingfu, she also wants to meet those concubines who come to ask for peace.

The prince and concubines are in groups, and the people standing are all in the dark, and she may not be able to call each of them by name.

When they saluted together, she didn't want to say anything. Looking at the people below, I only felt like a knife. But which time it wasn't, she had long been used to it.

"Xiao Liangdi is not here." The female officer said.

"What's wrong with Liangdi?" She asked.

Xiao Liangdi felt uncomfortable in the morning, and the doctor said, "The female officer couldn't continue."

Yun Zhao had already guessed in her heart, and she still said with an unchanged face: "What did you say? ”

The female officer said hesitantly: "The imperial doctor said that Xiao Liangdi is pregnant." ”

Her heart tingled as if she was bleeding, and she had to pretend that her eyes were bright and she was very happy. "What a happy event. Let the palace people take care of her carefully. ”

Zhou Huiyan gave birth to her eldest son, and now she has another child. Yun Zhao was sad, for three or four years, she waited from day to night, from spring and summer to autumn and winter. What day is not the same, and which day is not like this. This situation really paid for the tears.

"I am also happy to have children for the crown prince."

She said many more things to hide her heartache, and she did not stop until noon. She went for a walk alone, and spring was about to twilight. Begonia flowers bloom just right, or begonias bloom at the turn of spring and summer. The white begonias are like snowflakes, like snow-covered spring branches.

Wan Zhao wanted to break a branch, but in the end he just stroked the calyx. She loves the heart of flowers, just like the prince Yu Xiao Liangdi. Not far away, the prince and his beloved Liangdi were looking at each other and smiling. The smile on Wan Zhao's face was faint, and she just turned a blind eye.

How do you survive the night?

"Today, I heard that Prince Qiao drove the crane to ascend to immortality, so he was respected as a god. Does the crown princess know? Tu Dai smiled.

Yun Zhao smiled: "Where do I know the method of ascension." If Princess Yuanzhen is enlightened, I can still trust it. ”

Knowing that painting Dai is nonsense, she also has to deal with the past.

"There is a Taoist aunt surnamed Tan in Yuanzhenguan, who has been cultivating the Tao every day for more than ten years, but I don't see her famous."

"And such people?"

She has also heard about this Tan Daogu.

"She said that she has been cultivating her mind for more than ten years, and she asks for immortals, and if she doesn't have a true heart, it's all in vain."

"It seems that this aunt still has a bit of a temper, call her one day."

She is not good at Buddhism, but she can't bear the loneliness of the deep palace, so she called a Taoist aunt in to relieve her boredom. Fortunately, that aunt is well-read and knowledgeable, and she has learned a lot from it, and it is not a waste of time.

After waiting for a long, long time, she finally got pregnant. I've been looking forward to it for many years, and finally I have it. She had been worrying about the children for others, but sooner or later the children would have to return to their birth mother when they were older. can only be regarded as their own, but they are not her children after all.

Heartache.

Zhou Huiyan used to be like that, also for her children. But she thought wrongly, who was not a helpless person in the East Palace, how could Yun Zhao want to help her raise a child. It's just because she's a wife.

It's ridiculous that Zhou Huiyan never knew what the crown princess did.

Dignified and elegant, prudent, etc., Yun Zhao must do it. All the children in the East Palace are all her children, and she is their mother.

Wife, wife, she was deeply locked by these two words.

Xiao Liangdi occupies the spring alone, and everyone else has to survive night after night in vain. also includes her, the crown princess who is marrying after three books and six ceremonies.

Now she just wants to wait for the child to be born safely and watch him grow up.

"I think both men and women are good."

She muttered. If the boy is to be as handsome as his father, he will grow into a civil and military all-round talent in the future. If it is a daughter, the daughter's family is considerate and cute, and it is good to grow up to be a beauty.

Wan Zhao thought about it, and smiled himself. She used to think like this, but she didn't feel happy. Now I feel much smoother, and I often smile for my children.

No matter how you think about it, children must always be happy and safe all their lives.

But her speculation was soon interrupted.

The older the month, the more uncomfortable it became, and Wan Zhao fainted in pain in the cold night.

When she woke up, everyone around her hid it from her, but she already knew it. But so what, it's just a blessing.

The flowers outside were scattered everywhere, and she didn't know where to go, and all she was waiting for was the full moon.

She was no longer the girl she had just reached her prime, but a woman in her prime. This year she turned twenty, and before she knew it, five years had passed. If this continues, she will soon be able to see the children grow up.

I don't know how I'm going to go there.

Spring goes to autumn, and soon Xiao Liangdi's complexion will decay. Does she have to wait until they are all old before she can get a little mercy? She didn't know. There are so many women, and there will be more people without Xiao Liangdi.

Soon it will wither like a flower, soon.