Chapter 18: I didn't know how to love when I was young
Su Yimo ran upstairs in twos and threes, and hugged Yun Xijia, who was still standing by the railing, into the house.
Seeing that there was no excitement to see, the onlookers closed the windows one after another, and those who entered the house entered the house.
Su Yimo gently put Yun Xijia on the bed, still palpitating, his palms were covered with cold sweat, and he was very scared when he thought of Fang Cai's scene;
Reason instantly returned to the cage when Yun Xijia was about to jump from the fifth floor!
It almost caused a catastrophe!
He can't afford to lose Yun Xijia!
As long as Yun Xijia is good, that's enough!
Yun Xijia sat on the bed with an expressionless face;
I'm most afraid of the sudden silence of the air!
Su Yimo was a little at a loss, and opened his mouth for a while,
"Xijia, I ......"
"I think we'd better be apart for a while, calm down with each other and then rethink our relationship!"
Seeing that Su Yimo had calmed down, Yun Xijia directly interrupted the explanation he wanted to say and said to him lightly.
Su Yimo looked at Yun Xijia in astonishment, and his tone was a little incredulous,
"Xijia, what do you mean by breaking up with me?! Are you really going to leave me because of that guy surnamed He? ”
Yun Xijia also looked back at Su Yimo with an incredulous gaze, why was he so obsessed with He Junan!
Simply, unreasonable man!
It took a long time before he spoke, and his tone was serious, and he forced himself to say calmly:
"No, Yimo, it's not a breakup, we all need enough space."
In the past half a year, Su Yimo has been meticulous to Yun Xijia,
But there is one thing,
Su Yimo never let Yun Xijia make friends;
Neither can women!
Yun Xijia once went out for a while on a day off with a female neighbor who lived next door and was only a wall away from them;
Su Yimo came back from work and told her a lot of big truths!
What if someone took Yun Xijia and sold it?
What bad guys are not only men, women will also embarrass women!
Yun Xijia knew that Su Yimo was worried about her safety, after all, it was the first time she had left home and had come into contact with the outside world for the first time.
But there are so many things like this, Yun Xijia began to feel a little breathless.
Yun Xijia began to find that Su Yimo's possessiveness towards her seemed to be a little perverted;
is so perverted, not to mention going out with people Su Yimo doesn't know, that is, Yun Xijia goes out alone with Su Yimo's sisters for a while, Su Yimo has to make more than a dozen phone calls to ask Yun Xijia's whereabouts and ask when Yun Xijia will come back!
Later, he directly told his sisters not to take Yun Xijia out alone!
Not to mention that Yun Xijia went to play alone!
These Yun Xijia can bear it, she doesn't know what love is, so she takes Su Yimo's actions as love for her.
But she never thought that Su Yimo would be as extreme as today!
Yun Xijia felt that it was necessary to adjust their respective mentalities.
Looking at Yun Xijia's indifferent face, Su Yimo was even more at a loss, Yun Xijia said that he was going to be separated for a while, and they all called him Yimo instead of Momo, what is it if they don't break up? !
Besides, isn't being separated for a period of time just giving others a chance to take advantage of? Su Yimo would never allow such a thing to happen!
Su Yimo carefully sat next to Yun Xijia, and wanted to reach out to hug Yun Xijia but was pushed away by Yun Xijia.
Sure enough, it's a good reincarnation of heaven, so when he came back before, he dared to refuse Yun Xijia to take the initiative?
Su Yimo was very sad, after calming down, he also knew that he had overreacted, but he just couldn't stand Yun Xijia saying that she liked others, even if he knew that it was Yun Xijia's angry words, he still couldn't bear it!
"Xijia, I'm sorry! You don't leave me, you don't like others! ”
Su Yimo is like a wounded rabbit now, his eyes are red, and his expression is very aggrieved.
"I promise you, I'll never do this again, but don't say you like anyone else, okay?"
Seeing that Yun Xijia didn't speak, Su Yimo continued to curry favor with Yun Xijia and said:
"Do you like tablets very much, I'll take you to buy one tomorrow, okay?"
The previous series of questions didn't make Yun Xijia really angry, but Su Yimo's words instantly made Yun Xijia angry.
Yun Xijia sneered:
"Su Yimo, what kind of person do you treat me? You're still struggling with me and He Jun'an, aren't you? Do you think I've taken a fancy to He Junan's money? Good! Very good! I never knew I was this image in your heart! ”
After Yun Xijia finished speaking, she jumped off the bed, got up, and left as soon as the door fell.
Su Yimo hurriedly chased after him, and wanted to hold Yun Xijia's hand but was thrown away by Yun Xijia.
This is the first time Yun Xijia and Su Yimo have quarreled since they got together.
Yun Xijia is also really strange to Su Yi for the first time, she has always been willing to satisfy Su Yimo's perverted possessiveness towards her, because she chose this man to spend the rest of her life with her!
And Su Yimo has always been really good to her, and in front of her is completely different from the cold and silent in front of outsiders, so Yun Xijia has already planned silently in her heart, and when she is old, she and Su Yimo will get married!
Don't talk to Yun Xijia about any dreams in the past, dreams are also changed due to the current situation, and clinging to the obsession that can no longer be realized will only make you very tired!
Yun Xijia is still very casual.
But now, Yun Xijia feels that it is necessary to re-examine this relationship with Su Yimo.
Does Yun Xijia like Su Yimo?
She thought that she should like it now, and the initial gratitude has slowly turned into liking with the subsequent relationship, after all, her heart is not made of stone, and it is impossible for Su Yimo to be kind to her but be indifferent.
What's more, from the day Yun Xijia decided to be with Su Yimo, she was trying to accept everything Su Yimo had.
But now Yun Xijia thinks that Su Yimo's pathological possessiveness towards her must be changed!
In the past, Su Yimo was just worried that others would abduct Yun Xijia, but now it is even more serious, Su Yimo actually thinks that she will take a fancy to He Junan's money!
Is Yun Xijia such a money worshipper?
No!
Yun Xijia felt that she had been insulted!
The more Yun Xijia thought about it, the more angry she became, and her pace quickened a little.
Su Yimo followed closely behind Yun Xijia, he really just wanted to make Yun Xijia happy, he really just wanted to buy a tablet for Yun Xijia!
He is willing to give everything he has to Yun Xijia!
As long as he has it, as long as Yun Xijia wants it!
The city at night did not become dead and silent because of the darkness, but was as bright as a beast that had just awakened.
Yun Xijia didn't know where she was going, she just came out to breathe.
I've got to work tomorrow!
But Su Yimo followed closely behind without speaking, which made Yun Xijia feel even tighter in his chest!
Yun Xijia walked for a long time, passing by small vendors selling fruits, old men and old ladies dancing in the square, and bustling crowds of people who came out for a walk;
Yun Xijia has never felt so strongly, it turns out that in this noisy city, she is so lonely, and what she is familiar with is limited to the nest where Su Yimo and them live!
But now even Su Yimo can't rely on it!
Yun Xijia stopped in a park, found a corner where the street lamp couldn't shine, sat down, and sighed a long sigh when she looked up to the sky.
Su Yimo sat down next to Yun Xijia, he opened his mouth, but in the end he didn't say anything, he knew that Yun Xijia was really angry.
This is the first time Su Yimo has seen Yun Xijia angry.
Yun Xijia has always been gentle and understanding, except that she can't cook, Yun Xijia is almost a perfect wife, she never has Su Yimo's temper, no matter what Su Yimo asks, she has never refused, even if she doesn't go to work and rest all day and asks her to wait for Su Yimo at home all day, she will do it!
Su Yimo wanted him to be the only one in Yun Xijia's world, and he did it, Yun Xijia's world is now only Su Yimo!
Su Yimo thought, is he floating? Yun Xijia's bottomless connivance with him made him float?
But Su Yimo just wanted Yun Xijia to belong to him alone, he didn't want Yun Xijia to go out and be seen by others, let alone let others contact Yun Xijia, Yun Xijia could only be him!
So Su Yimo tried his best to give Yun Xijia the best, just to keep Yun Xijia, he was afraid that Yun Xijia was with him because of impulse, and when the impulse passed, Yun Xijia would leave suddenly!
So this time it's the same, when he saw Yun Xijia playing with He Junan's tablet, he subconsciously wanted to buy one for Yun Xijia too, as long as Yun Xijia likes it, even if he has the current ability, it will cost him two and a half months' salary!
After a long time, Yun Xijia gently asked Su Yimo, who was still in a daze:
"Su Yimo, what do you think love looks like?"
Su Yimo was stunned, and then he realized that Yun Xijia was talking to him, and reached out to grab Yun Xijia's hand, but was avoided by Yun Xijia.
Yun Xijia said:
"Let's talk, don't do anything!"
Su Yimo hurriedly apologized:
"Xijia, I'm sorry! I'm really sorry! Did I scare you? I promise you, it won't be like this in the future! It's true! ”
Yun Xijia had a little headache, what she wanted was not a bunch of nonsense that Su Yimo didn't know what was wrong!
But it feels like asking what to love or not seems a bit esoteric.
Yun Xijia asked Su Yimo again:
"Are you so worried about me and He Jun'an, just because you think I will take a fancy to He Jun'an's money?"
Without waiting for Su Yimo to answer, Yun Xijia continued to ask:
"I was never allowed to go out to work before, because I was afraid that I would make friends with rich people of the opposite sex and run away with other people's money?"
Su Yimo hurriedly shook his head, he had never thought about it like this, he was afraid that Yun Xijia would run away with others, but he was not worried that Yun Xijia would fall in love with a rich man, but that Yun Xijia would be deceived by other people's rhetoric, Su Yimo is a man, and he can best understand the inferiority of men!
Yun Xijia is so simple, others can win her sympathy with a few words! She hasn't seen the sinister heart yet!
But Su Yimo knew that Yun Xijia was very angry now, no matter what he said, he couldn't explain it clearly, and it would only get more and more chaotic the more he talked, so Su Yimo apologized to Yun Xijia vigorously, and coaxed people home first!
"Xijia, I'm sorry, I misunderstood you, forgive me, I swear to God, I'm definitely not the kind of thought you said!"
Su Yimo looked at Yun Xijia, and saw that although Yun Xijia did not speak, her face had eased a lot, and she continued:
"Xijia, can you go home first? It's so late, don't you have to go to work tomorrow? ”
After speaking, he handed his hand to Yun Xijia,
Yun Xijia listened to Su Yimo's apology for a long time, she was not angry for a long time, after thinking about it, she felt that it didn't seem to be a way to sit here all the time, so she should go back first and talk slowly!