"It's hard to believe that my previous life, like living in a novel, was the nine ordinary and unique ones. If I am not forced to do so, a person like me will not leave a place I am familiar with. ”

"You're going to get off to a great start. We'll help you. ”

Wang Yuan said to her. Is that why she closes herself.

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As soon as June passed, the summer vacation began, Wang Yuan returned to China, and began his continuous "holiday life" again. The summer of that year was very hot, and Ye Tang still did not return to China, but found himself several jobs during the long summer vacation, leaving early and returning late every day. Sometimes she would make some desserts and bring them to Qiqi, watching the little girl eat with breadcrumbs on the corners of her mouth.

One night, Wang Yuan sent her a message, complaining to her that she hadn't slept enough for 3 consecutive days, but said that she was going to record a new song with her brothers and hold a concert, and she was quite happy. Ye Tang looked at these messages, and could only reply with some cheers, or okay. Although Wang Yuan was nagging in the dialog box, Ye Tang rarely took the initiative to say something, but even so, they could feel the other party's understanding.

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At the end of July, she went to Uncle Yun's bar to help, and Chinese songs were played in the bar. There are classics such as "Ten Years", "Meet", "Cheers" and so on. When the scene was cleared, the boss played a song, and Ye Tang heard that it was Wang Yuan's voice.

"Why is the world so quiet,

Feeling abandoned by everyone,

Life works so hard,

Isn't it also a kind of distancing?

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It's already a quiet 12 o'clock in the middle of the night, and the bar is not like other bars when 12 o'clock is lively, and at this time the number of people has begun to slowly decrease, and this song is even more sour and helpless. This was the first time that Ye Tang heard the loneliness in Wang Yuan's voice, thinking about what he had experienced over the years, it was surprisingly close, and his heart was swelling and uncomfortable.

"Uncle Yun, is this Wang Yuan's? What kind of song is it? ”

"It's Xiaoyuan's, it's called "There is no real empathy in the world", when I accidentally saw his variety show video, I have to say that this song moved me. Sure enough, living in this world, individuals have their own difficulties. However, he has a good mentality, and he is quite calm when he studies abroad. ”

After returning home, she looked for this song to listen to, only to know that it was written by Wang Yuan herself. Wang Yuan, whom she knows, is a silent and cold teenager most of the time, and occasionally shows his childish side, probably because of the star, his emotions rarely fluctuate, and even if they fluctuate, they will soon calm down. She thought that Wang Yuan was at least happy and happy. But after listening to this song, she realized that she didn't know all about this friend.

So she went to Baidu for the first time to check Wang Yuan's information, copied all the programs he participated in, and also went to the music software to download all the songs he has released over the years. Watch an interview and an interview, brush a variety show, and listen to a song and a song.

looked at his smiling face in the variety show, looked at the cuteness of the fans under Weibo, and learned about the "Wang Yuan refuses to be cute" during that time - the mutual hatred between fans and idols. She suddenly understood the lyrics

"Every day it's as warm as the sun,

But is it really happy? ”

Is it really happy? Probably not. She flipped to the smoking incident at that time, and once again felt the pressure exerted on him by society. It's because he can't stand the violent control of that person.,So he left his hometown to pursue freedom.,I even take it for granted that there is only beauty in his world.。。

Can I empathize with the feeling of losing my freedom?