"But ......" Qin Youran looked at Zhao Xiaotang in front of him, opened his mouth, and the worry and apology in his eyes were almost overflowing, "This matter is my fault, even if I am asked to make up for it, so let me help, and...... And aren't we friends? ”

Qin said leisurely, looking at Zhao Xiaotang, there was a bit of expectation in his eyes.

But Qin Youran's expectations were ultimately disappointed.

Zhao Xiaotang just sniffed lightly, with a smile on her face, hiding the embarrassment on her face, and said to Qin Youran, "I don't need to make up for it, leisurely, you are a good girl, but we may not be suitable to be friends, but I am not worthy." ”

Qin Youran listened to Zhao Xiaotang's words, and suddenly choked, and the tears in his eyes also filled his eyes.

Biting his lower lip tightly, Qin Youran reached out and wanted to grab Zhao Xiaotang, but in the end, his fingers only stayed in the air, and he was dodged by Zhao Xiaotang.

Raising his head, Zhao Xiaotang's face still carried his pride in front of the piano, "Leisurely, if it is to be friends, I don't regret meeting you, but unfortunately, we are not only friends, but also hope that you can leave my world in the future." ”

After speaking, Zhao Xiaotang turned around and left directly, with a slender back, straight and straight, with her usual pride.

Looking at Zhao Xiaotang's back, Qin Youran finally slowly withdrew his hand, and unconsciously clenched it tightly, with remorse.

Maybe just like Zhao Xiaotang said, she shouldn't be here, so that she can still be the best she can be, and it won't affect anyone's future.

Taking a deep breath, Qin leisurely hung his head, just stood in place lightly, letting the scolding around him resound in his ears.

"Hmph, it's disgusting, I thought she was a good girl at first."

"No, I liked her at first, but unfortunately she only has good looks."

"Okay, let's talk a little less, be careful when people go back and tell her dad and mommy."

"I feel sick in a classroom with her......"

Qin Youran almost all day, and no other sound appeared in his ears.

Perhaps, she deserves it.

Thinking about it, Qin leisurely hooked the corners of his mouth with self-deprecation, and then raised his head and glanced at the sky in front of him lightly, with a faint smile in his eyes.

Before you know it, you've come out.

Just thinking about it, a man's familiar voice had already sounded behind Qin Youran.

"Qin Youran? Why are you here? Teacher Yan said, and also walked towards Qin Youran, with a smile on his face, obviously in a good mood, "Have you seen the notice, the quota for the competition is yours now." ”

"You did this?" Qin said leisurely, his eyebrows tightly twisted together, looking at Teacher Yan, not only did he not have a little gratitude on his face, but there was a little more complaint, even hatred, "Why did you do this?!" ”

Listening to Qin Youran's words, Teacher Yan was also stunned, and then his face stiffened, and then he spoke to Qin Youran again, "No, is it this special way for you people from country A to thank you?" ”

As he spoke, Teacher Yan also had a slightly embarrassed smile on his face.

Qin Youran looked at Teacher Yan in front of him and didn't care about what he was thinking at this time, just thinking that this matter was because of his changes, which finally caused her and Zhao Xiaotang to become what they are now, "Teacher Yan, don't you think this matter is unfair to Xiaotang?" Such a quota is hers, why are you giving it to me?! ”

"Because of this?" Teacher Yan said, his eyebrows were tightly twisted, and he looked at Qin Youran's eyes with a bit of incomprehension, "Survival of the fittest, isn't it normal?" You didn't participate in the selection, but I met you and found out that you are the most qualified person, so what's wrong with changing the spot to you? ”

"No, of course not!" Qin Youran said, with a bit of crying in his tone, "Do you know this matter, it is really important to Xiaotang, I don't want this quota, can you return this quota to Xiaotang?" ”

"What are you supposed to be?" Teacher Yan listened to Qin Youran's words, and his face was also a little sharp, "You are young, I can understand your recklessness, but I want you to know that this competition is not child's play, in my heart, this competition is sacred, and no stain is allowed, are you questioning me now, or what?" ”

Teacher Yan said, looking at Qin Youran's eyes with a little more seriousness, "This is my decision, I only need the best people in this competition!" ”

"I don't care!" Qin said leisurely, with a little more stubbornness in his eyes, and said to Teacher Yan in front of him, "Since you want to do this, then I also have the right to refuse to participate!" ”

As he spoke, Qin Youran also straightened his back, and his delicate little face was full of determination.

Teacher Yan looked at Qin Youran in front of him, and was immediately so angry that he gasped.

I've seen waywardness, but he's never seen such waywardness!

"What the hell do you think this contest is!?" Teacher Yan said, his breathing became a lot heavier, obviously he was not lightly angry, "This competition relies on strength, and you are also a person who learns piano, so you don't understand this reason!" And this opportunity is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, if you go, you will be the youngest person in this competition, but if you don't go, it will only prove your stupidity! ”

After speaking, Teacher Yan turned around and left directly, without giving Qin Youran a chance to speak.

Qin leisurely looked at the back of Teacher Yan leaving, biting his lower lip tightly, and his fingers clenched into fists tightly.

That's exactly what she intended.

The piano is indeed very important to her, and this competition is also very sacred in her heart.

But no matter what, these are just just an item, and Zhao Xiaotang is different.

What she hopes more is to see Zhao Xiaotang standing in that position, not because of herself, she has lost all her hopes and dreams.

In short, she has already thought about it, and she must not participate in this matter!

Thinking so, but Qin Youran didn't expect that she would wait for Zhao Xiaotang's arrival at night.

Looking at the haggard girl in front of her, Qin Youran had apologies in her eyes, but more, she was still happy.

Hurriedly walked in front of Zhao Xiaotang, Qin Youran sniffed and said, "Xiaotang, let me tell you, I won't participate in this competition, unless they change you back, otherwise I won't play in those places!" ”

"That's enough." Zhao Xiaotang looked at Qin Youran in front of him, and just hooked the corners of his mouth with self-deprecation, "Qin Youran, don't make trouble." ”

"......" Qin leisurely listened to Zhao Xiaotang's words, and the smile on the corner of his mouth froze on his face, "Xiaotang, I, I hope you can have a chance." ”

"Don't you think I'm embarrassed enough?" Zhao Xiaotang said, looking at Qin Youran's eyes, there was a lot less warmth, more cold and alienated, "Do you think you are helping me like this?" ”

"If it doesn't work, then I'll think of another way, okay?" Qin said leisurely, and there was even a little more pleading in his tone, "Xiaotang, I was wrong in this matter, but I beg you to give me a chance to do something, okay?" ”

"Giving you a chance?" Zhao Xiaotang said, sneered directly, and said, "Then who can give me a chance?" ”

Listening to Zhao Xiaotang's rhetorical question, Qin Youran just wanted to speak, and also thought of Teacher Yan's words.

She can't be the master of this place, and she really can't give it to Zhao Xiaotang.

Zhu lips pursed tightly, Qin Youran looked at Zhao Xiaotang with a bit of expectation in his eyes, like a criminal waiting to be judged, hoping that there would be a slight turnaround.

"Qin Youran, I beg you for this competition, you can participate." Zhao Xiaotang said, taking a deep breath, even if he tried his best to hide it, Qin Youran still caught the tears in Zhao Xiaotang's eyes, "Do you know, if you don't go, they will find me after all, I can't afford this kind of pressure, and I don't want to be told by people outside that you are affected by me." ”

"I'm not, I'm ......" Qin Youran opened his mouth to defend himself, but in the end, Zhao Xiaotang shook his head, "Even if it is to help me, I beg you, the last performance, go, bring my hope." ”

After speaking, Zhao Xiaotang just glanced at Qin Youran deeply and turned to leave.

Looking at Zhao Xiaotang's lonely back, Qin Youran pursed his lips tightly, and finally didn't say the words on his lips.

She didn't have the courage to stop her anymore.

She was the victim of all this.

Thinking about it, Qin Youran's eyes also carried a bit of sarcasm and self-deprecation.

Said yes is a friend, said yes, she wants to help her, watch her win the championship, the result?

It can even be said to be ironic.

Taking a deep breath, Qin Youran didn't say much.

The surrounding doubts still exist, but they are limited to the school, and the media outside have been shaped by Teacher Yan as a genius.

It's just that looking at himself in public opinion, Qin Youran couldn't be happy at all.

I only felt a burst of coldness in my heart.

Before this has reached a certain level, do you already feel the cold in the heights?

With a self-deprecating smile, Qin sat leisurely in front of the piano, his fingers dropping, but he felt that every time he stabbed.

The original classmates and playmates also began to alienate her because of this incident.

Is it a betrayal?

Qin Youran didn't know.

This incident was not her fault, but it was caused by her.

Later, the performance went on perfectly, and Qin Youran received the biggest applause and the highest honor.

Later, Zhao Xiaotang completely lost the news.

Afterward...... Qin Youran also found that she no longer dared to touch the piano, and the last piece she performed was also her last song so far.

Even after three years, sitting in front of the piano now, the loneliness and helplessness seem to haunt her, and those rebukes and insults continue to echo around her, almost wanting to devour her.

Even the moment she put her fingers on the piano, the tingling sensation was not half a point of decay compared to the past.

Sighing lightly, Qin leisurely rubbed his eyebrows, looking at the covered piano in front of him, with bitterness in his eyes.

After all, she still can't forget this incident and can't let it go.