In the bedridden Murong Qin's disgusted eyes towards Chen Yi, we left the Hou Mansion.

Sitting in the carriage of the British Mansion, I said calmly: "Chenyi, I'm not angry. ”

"But I'm also worried that you'll resent me in your heart," I said, "just as Murong Qin said to me, Chen Xian hurt your best friend, and I didn't even stand in the same camp as you. ”

"Don't think about it, Cheng Guohou is in a hurry, I believe that Ran'er has his own considerations for doing things." Chen Yi took my hand and smiled slightly, but I noticed a flash of gloom in his eyes.

"Chenyi, you have something on your mind." I said, "If it's relevant to me, tell me." ”

"It's okay, I'm just ......" Chen Yi looked up and smiled bitterly, and sighed again, "Ran'er, I just found that even if we are already together, I never seem to be the first person you think of to rely on." ”

I laughed: "Who said that, you hand over your shoulder now and let me lean on." ”

He did as he said, but his expression was still lonely: "Ran'er, I'm not joking with you." ”

"You first went out of Dingyan City to find the antidote, and then in order to find out the truth, you disguised yourself as a man and mixed into the palace, planned to go to Dali Temple to clear the grievances of Gu Jiajun, and even you yourself solved the residual poison, and then to the current matter of the broken blade swordsmanship, all of which are impressive, but——"

"I will always be the last one to know, even if many of them are for me and the Gu family." Chen Yi looked at me and said, laughing at himself, "If others listen, they will definitely scold me for having no conscience, you have sacrificed for me to such an extent, I am still picking and choosing what you didn't tell me earlier, I think this is ridiculous to myself." ”

"But I'm really scared, you're doing this because...... I don't want to believe that I have the ability to rely on you, or is it ......" He held my hand a little tighter, as if he had made a great deal of determination, "Ran'er, have you always felt that my position is different from yours?" ”

I looked at him, the two of them were relatively silent, and the air in the car seemed to freeze.

After a long time, I slowly spoke: "It's true, our positions have always been different. ”

At first, he was the son of a family, and I was a commoner; Now, he is an important minister of the imperial court, and I, even if I put aside the past of the original owner of my soul, I am not destined to stand in the same camp as the imperial court.

Now it seems that Chen Yi and I have never been on the same page.

I felt his figure trembling, and he looked like he had been hit hard, and when he spoke again, his usual gentle and calm voice was three points more flustered and seven points sad: "I understand." ”

I looked at him, and he smiled reluctantly: "Ran'er, in the future, as long as you speak, I will definitely respond to your request." ”

"But if one day you feel that our positions are irretrievably opposed, can you ...... Tell me first, let me figure out how to fix it, and don't keep me in the dark like a fool, okay? "The emotion in his eyes was unbearable for me to look at.

I looked at him, and suddenly felt a sour look in my eyes, this young man who has always been high-spirited, even when he was injured, has always been calm and calm, but because of my words, he frowned, and looked forward and backward to such a point.

"The position is different...... Is it a serious matter? I asked him, and my other hand was lightly placed on the back of his hand.

"Sometimes it won't, but sometimes it will." Chen Yi said, "It's like the old owner of Yan who used to be in Yinfeng Villa, and your grandmother's master Chen Rong, who flew from Lao Yan to water and fire, but only for three years. ”

"So are you worried that I will become as extreme and ruthless as Chen Rong, or will you be as stubborn as Yan Ping was back then?"

Yan Ping is the name of the founder of Yinfeng Villa, and now he is 90 years old, and the villa has also been passed on to his grandson, who has cultivated himself in the village and become a master of escapism.

"Well, that's not what I meant." Chen Yi said, "But the reality is so cruel. ”

"What are you afraid of?" I slapped him, "Even if you become the master of Yanzhuang in the future, with a full house of descendants, disciples everywhere, high morality, and worry-free food and clothing, the current martial arts alliance leader is still his grandson, isn't his life complete enough?" ”

Saying that, I whispered: "Unlike Chen Rong, I fell in love with him once, and in the end, there were no bones, and a set of swordsmanship became a hot potato, and her apprentice's family, well, lived in the same village with me, and had to pick up firewood in the snow in the winter to go back to make a fire, this ending was happy enough, right?" ”

"Ran'er, what you said made me feel ashamed."

"Well, I don't know if you should say that you are thoughtful or that you are thoughtful." I sighed, "The pair you said did not end well, and their disagreements did not stem from their positions, but from their own ideas. ”

"And now, you say that I never think of you in the first place, and you still think that it is because we have different positions, and you are very wrong," I said angrily, "Do you know that we seek common ground while reserving differences?" How can there be a black and white world! ”

I wrenched him on the shoulders and said, "I know that you still have a lot of responsibilities and constraints, and I can rely on you, but I am afraid that this dependence will affect you." ”

"And I still have Achu and them, it is true that there are fewer restrictions in comparison, if I can solve it myself, I don't need to alarm you."

"But ......" Chen Yi was slightly stunned.

"But! In fact, the first thing that comes to my mind every time is you, do you know? I raised my eyebrows, "Even if I can't cope with it in the end, I still have Chenyi, he will protect me, accompany me, and never abandon me, so that I can have the courage to do those things that we can't dare to do on our own." ”

I said, aggrieved eyes with tears in my eyes: "You are my backing, but what you just said is like you are going to leave me, hmph, if you are tired of me, then you tell me, I will understand it in time, and disappear without a trace in front of you!" ”

For the first time, Chen Yi heard me express his heart to him so clearly, and his expression was very moving, and when he saw me looking at him with tears in his eyes, he hurriedly hugged me into his arms: "Ran'er, don't cry, how can I be willing to leave you?" You see me as your backing, and I willingly ...... Rejoice in your heart. ”

I'm just worried that one day you'll abandon me first, that's what Chen Yi didn't say.

I hugged his arm: "You must not think nonsense in the future, unless you ...... It's you who want to go. ”

He hugged me tighter, and I said, "Aren't you going to send me back?" Just right, I'll show you something. ”