Extra: My heart is deep and broad [Yu shallow]
On the plane to Canada, she looked out the window at the clouds, and her feelings were complicated and indescribable. It's like a sea of clouds through the fuselage, as fleeting and unpredictable as a dream. If you want to say that you are not sad, it is definitely not true, but if you want to ask and regret it, she doesn't feel it at all.
Since she was a child, she grew up in the love and harmony of her parents, and she knows best what true love is. She had seen her father give up his time off to rest for his mother's elaborate memorial gifts. I have also seen my mother cook an exquisite dinner for them with a smile on her face after a hard day. I have seen countless nights when they snuggled up to each other on the couch and watched TV.
In my memory, it seems that there are very few disputes left. Perhaps the most impressive thing is that when she was in high school, the head teacher saw someone handing her a confession letter and called her parents. When they came home that day, they invited her to sit on the couch together, like equal friends, and discussed it with her.
From that incident, she learned one word: responsibility.
And just a few hours ago, she learned another word called letting go. This is a relationship that was cut off by her own hands, and the long pain is better than the short pain. What's more, this is also responsible for the two of them. If a person does not know the true face of the mountain in the middle of the mountain, then the person outside the mountain is obliged to tell him that the peak he is walking towards and the mist he is chasing are not coming in his own direction.
After she arrived in Canada, she had already packed up her mood, greeted the director who picked her up, and went back to the B&B to make up for her sleep before filming officially started, and fell asleep. There is a saying, sleep and cry, and all your troubles will dissipate.
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After completing this work, Yu Qian gave himself a long vacation. Planned a trip around the world. From the slow path of spiritual cultivation in the Sahara to the whale hunting trip in the Arctic Ocean, I also gritted my teeth and climbed the snow-capped mountains and dived into the deep sea. During this period, I changed countless means of transportation, and I also met countless interesting people and things.
It was also that winter that she was looking at the starry sky in Norway, and that night she didn't wait for the aurora, but she met someone. After that, the two went on the next journey together. And on Mount Kilimanjaro in Africa, the man professed his affection to her in a pool of pure snow and ice. She looked at him with her own shadow in her eyes, Yu Qian did not answer immediately, but closed her eyes, calmed her mood, and measured her liking for him. After a few seconds, she opened her eyes with a smile in her eyes, and she nodded, reaching out to take his hand.
It is said that once you travel, you will know whether a person gets along with yourself, and they meet on the journey, accompany them on the journey, and understand on the journey. So Yu Qian saw his heart beating for him clearly.
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Their last stop was Lake Atitlan, a large endorheic lake in the Guatemalan highlands. They climbed the mountain to look down at the lake, and as far as the eye could see, the glass-like and transparent lake and the clouds and mist that were intertwined in the mountains were all around. At that moment, Yu Qian's heart was clear, and the pure air between the breaths seemed to wash the soul, and something was completely let go.
"I found the one who belonged to me. Between heaven and earth, volcanic snow-capped mountains, mountain streams and deep seas. Everyone's love may be different. Some are warm, some are silent. But we only have each other in our eyes, let go, and let go of ourselves, to find that better person. I loved you, and now I have someone I love even more. ”