Liang Lei returned to the room alone and locked herself up again.

Running back all the way had already calmed her down a little, and she could finally think carefully about what Yang Chen had just said. In fact, just now, she understood more or less in her heart.

I have gone back and forth from my mind several times to some details of the past, and I do remember some suspicious scenes.

For example, I did fall asleep on the side of my mother's hospital bed several times, woke up in a daze at night, and saw my father holding his mobile phone in his hand and didn't know what he was doing.

But then she also checked her phone, and there was nothing special. If Yang Chen was telling the truth, then his father was probably using his mobile phone to send text messages in his own name at that time, and deleted them after sending them.

Now that I think about it, there seem to be some small problems with my mobile phone during that time, sometimes the call history is missing, and sometimes some text messages that I remember receiving are gone. But I was too busy at the time, and I didn't have the time and energy to think about it, so I thought it was an ordinary electronic fault of the mobile phone, so I didn't pay attention to it.

Occasionally, I find that my phone is automatically turned off again, so it is also possible that my father turned off his mobile phone in order to prevent Yang Chen from finding him.

All of this really looks like something Dad would do!

But so what, even if these operations were done by my father back then, what can I do now? Dad is no longer here, and he doesn't even have a place to get back the so-called justice!

Liang Lei found that she couldn't even find the person she hated now......

It was late at night, and Yang Chen, who was also tossing and turning on the bed, was also awake, recalling the two of them at that time, and then looking at himself who had spent alone all these years, the memories in his mind were rolling like a movie.

Even if she and Liang Lei understand the truth of the year now, can you change anything? Even if she didn't take the initiative to let go back then, but now it's been five years in the blink of an eye, and how many things are wrong! Does she still have feelings for herself? Or is she already a new home, and she shouldn't bother her anymore? But the man's heart is unwilling, obviously neither of them does not love, obviously no one lets go, but now there is no way to solve the situation.

That night, neither of them had a sleep. It's already close, but for some reason, it's farther than on the other side of the ocean......

For the next week, Liang Lei was almost always sick, because she dreamed of those terrible pasts. Sometimes it's the scene where the father is lying in the morgue, and sometimes it's the scene where the mother floats down, but every shot is enough to kill her repeatedly.

Frequently waking up from nightmares at night, often in a cold sweat, I can only rely on the medicine I bring to calm myself, and I naturally don't have much energy during the day.

This week, Yang Chen could also feel that Liang Lei was deliberately avoiding him, and this awareness made Yang Chen very sad and helpless. But he didn't force her to face himself like he had done before.

Since she didn't want to see it, he naturally chose to avoid it, as long as she was there, he tried not to appear or rarely appeared.

Her crying, grief, and breakdown that day kept beating his heart with a faint pain, so all he could do during this time was try not to irritate her. Also, he himself needs some time and space to reorganize and accept.

On this day, it was a rest day for the training camp. There are only two days of rest in this month, and the students are free to do without training.

Liang Lei did not return to Blue City, because Huang Minliang would come to the capital from Hucheng today, and he came with medicine. There are some prescription drugs that Liang Lei can't buy by herself, so she can only ask Huang Minliang.

In the evening, after the two met in a restaurant.

"Is it hard here? How do I feel thin again. The first time Huang Minliang saw Liang Lei, he was used to touching her head.

Liang Lei didn't dodge, just stood in place and smiled bitterly and said, "It's okay, it's not hard, it's just that I've been dreaming lately." ”

"Lei Lei, it's over, it's all over." For a long time, Huang Minliang said.

"I know, I know. It's just a dream, it's not under my control. ”

“…… Then you insist on using some medicine during this time, it is said that you think about it every day and dream at night. Haven't you been dreaming about it for quite some time? ”

Liang Lei nodded and said, "Yes, it's been a while." ”

"What's going on lately?"

…… Liang Lei didn't answer immediately, just pulled the food in the bowl with a spoon, and replied after a long time: "Brother Huang, he's back." ”

"Who?" A bad premonition was beating suddenly in Huang Min's conscience.

"My ...... Ex-boyfriend. Liang Lei smiled bitterly and replied truthfully. Well, it should be right to say ex-boyfriend.

Huang Minliang silently put down the tableware in his hand, stretched out his hand under the table and clenched it into a fist. Is it? He's back!

In fact, I have accompanied Liang Lei all the way over the years, and I have always known that there is such a person for her and her ex-boyfriend.

Liang Lei fell into depression for so long, in addition to the blow of her parents' death, another important reason was because the man left without a sound and disappeared when she was most painful.

The girl's first love is like this, she loves devotedly, loves hard, and the death of her parents is coiled in it, and the man's influence on her can be said to be unforgettable.

Huang Minliang always felt that until today, he may one day be able to accompany Liang Lei out of the shadow of the death of her parents, but she must not be able to accompany her out of the harm caused to her by that person and man.

"Do you still hate him?" After a long time, Huang Minliang asked softly.

Liang Lei was stunned for a moment after hearing this, and then smiled, like a star in the night, a little bit of light in the darkness and despair, whose hope is that......

"I don't hate him, why should I hate him." muttered to himself, saying it to Huang Minliang and to himself. "I paid such a heavy price, just to love him. Why hate him? Without him, what is left in this world......"

"So you hate yourself?! So you're torturing yourself like this all the time? Huang Minliang asked, she was not even willing to hate, and what did she use to persuade her to let go.

Liang Lei looked at the other party for a while, and said softly: "It's all my fault, and if I do something wrong, I will naturally be punished." ”

“…… Even if it's all your fault, then why can't he accompany you to suffer, you can dig out your heart for him, and you don't even want to share your hatred with him, so where is he when you are in the most pain?! ”

“…… Hell is cold, I'll be on my own. ”

"Lei Lei !!"

"Brother Huang, thank you, I remember all the kindness to me in the past few years. However, some people cannot be replaced, even if the vicissitudes of life, he is the only one. ”

Huang Minliang's face was pale, and his fingers had scratched multiple folds in his pants. But still smiling and slowly reaching out to touch her head, she didn't hide, just looked up at him.

"I'm sorry, Brother Huang."

"You're not sorry for anyone." Huang Minliang's heart is trembling, it's me, I'm sorry for you, I want you to bear so much, how can I make up for it......

Liang Lei thought for a moment and then laughed self-deprecatingly, and said: "I don't hate him, but I won't have any more intersections with him, after all, there is more than a Pacific Ocean between us." ”

“…… Lei Lei. ”

"Brother Huang." Liang Lei interrupted what Huang Minliang was about to say: "Thank you for always being my tree hole." ”

"Hehe, then I also want to thank you for your trust in me."

"Well, now in this world, the only person I trust the most is you."

After Huang Minliang heard this, his face turned even paler......