"Knock knock, knock knock."

A quick knock on the door woke up Gu Changsheng who was asleep. He opened his hazy sleepy eyes and turned on his phone next to his pillow, three o'clock in the morning.

Gu Changsheng walked to the door and opened the door, and Yang Shi stood at the door sweating profusely with a panicked face. Gu Changsheng grabbed a handful of his hair, a little irritable. After getting along for almost half a year, Gu Changsheng also knew that Yang Shi was a good person, and he was also very friendly to him on weekdays, and basically responded to his needs.

"Uncle Yang, is there something wrong?" Gu Changsheng leaned against the door and asked.

Yang Shi gasped heavily, wiped a handful of sweat from his forehead, and said with an anxious face: "Changsheng, your father has entered the intensive care unit, hurry up!" ”

"What!" Gu Changsheng was first taken aback when he heard this, how could such a good person suddenly be like this? When I went out early this morning, I said that I would work overtime today and come back later. But after thinking about it in a blink of an eye, Gu Changsheng still suppressed his mood, and said without looking around: "What does it have to do with me?" ”

Yang Shi first trembled when he heard Gu Changsheng's angry words, then sighed heavily, slammed his fist on the door, and then pointed at Gu Changsheng's face and said angrily: "Lao Tzu really can't stand you father and son!" An old one dies to save face, and a small one also dies to save face, you bastard boy wait for me! With that, he hurried downstairs.

After a while, Gu Changsheng heard a sound of slamming the door from downstairs, and then Yang Shi rushed up, handed a notebook to Gu Changsheng's hand, and said sternly: "After reading this, you are deciding whether to come or not, I will wait for you in the garage downstairs in ten minutes!" ”

Yang Shi turned around and left, scolding as he walked: "Gu Jiaxing, this old bastard boy is too, I have to say something and I will hand it over to you after I die...... Do you really want to leave a lifetime of regret between father and son? How can a person who is usually so smart not be able to turn a corner at a critical moment? ”

Gu Jiaxing will die?! This is something that Gu Changsheng could never imagine. Although he slandered him every day, when he really came to him this day, Gu Changsheng suddenly felt that he didn't want this result.

Gu Changsheng opened the book in his hand tremblingly, the page was already a little yellowed, it looked like it had existed for a long time, and there were a few big words written on the first page—Xiao Changsheng's growth diary. Gu Changsheng looked at it page by page, and his tears unconsciously wet his clothes. When he came back to his senses, Gu Changsheng had already cried.

......

20xx/x/x, today is the second day of my son's birth, last night I thought of many names all night, and decided to call him immortal, hoping that he will be safe and secure in the future, and he will live forever.

On October 20xx, Xiao Changsheng was already able to speak, and the first thing he said was his father, but he was envious of Xiaoli, and his son should be more close to me in the future, right?

20xx year x month x day, yo, I can't imagine that Xiao Changsheng is actually quite talented in basketball, if you grow taller in the future, you can consider sending it to play professionally, it is a very happy thing to be able to use the hobby as a cooking bowl.

20xx year x month x day, worthy of my son, the final exam shook the second place more than 30 points, it seems that he can be admitted to the city's key middle school in the future, when the time comes, buy him a game console he has always wanted, do I want to play with him? Unconsciously, the book is almost halfway through the book.,It seems that it's not enough.,I have to buy a new one.。

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On October x, 20xx, the company's business has been sluggish recently, and the funds have been somewhat turnover, and tomorrow I will be busy with the company's affairs and go to my son's sports meeting to cheer, I don't know if I can take the time to get out?

On 20xx/x/x, there was a big problem with the contract, and the smart one was confused for a while. Now that the company's funds have all been lost, I am afraid that it will go bankrupt if it continues like this, my hard work for so long cannot be ruined like this, I still want to give Changsheng and Xiaoli a better future, only to take risks!

On October 20xx, it failed, the company went bankrupt, and the loan sharks owed to it simply did not have the ability to pay it back, what should I do!

On the x/x/x/20xx year, the deadline for usury is about to arrive, and if the group of people is not enough, they will come to the door, even if I explain the situation to Lu Li in 1510, she will not leave me, in order to ensure the safety of their mother and son, they can only find a way to force them away.

On October 20xx, I decided to find a girl from the original company to pretend to cheat, hoping that Lu Li would be able to leave me after seeing it. I'm sorry Lu Li, I'm sorry Changsheng, all of this is a last resort, and I will definitely come to you when I make a comeback in the future!

On October 20xx, I got divorced, Lu Li cried before leaving, I was really a waste, I never thought that I would have such a day, am I still a man? The only thing that can be done is to give them the little money left. I also quietly sold the house to pay off the debt, but I still owe more than one million, and it seems that I have to flee Jiangzhou City. I wonder where their mother and son will go?

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On October x, 20xx, I couldn't accept Xiaoli's death for a long time, I was drunk like mud without drinking, did I kill Xiaoli? If I hadn't let her go, wouldn't it have ended like this? Changsheng must hate me very much...... Otherwise...... I'm going with Xiaoli, right?

On the xth day of 20xx, when he secretly swept Xiaoli's tomb that day, he was discovered by Changsheng, and he threw a big stone at me, and his right arm was cracked, this kid ...... Alas, it's all my fault, it's me who is sorry for him, I'm not a qualified father. If I could do it all over again, I wish I hadn't made that decision! What about the comeback? I've lost my whole world, and these have long since lost their meaning......

On October x, 20xx, I was diagnosed with heart disease, and I had heart failure caused by overwork over the years, and the doctor said that I didn't have much time left, and if I could live for three or five years with a good rest, it would be meaningless, maybe this was also a relief, so that I could go to see Xiaoli earlier, maybe in the last period of my life, I should face immortality...... This diary ends here, if you can't forgive me after Changsheng, I hope he can understand me a little when he sees this diary, my only wish is to be buried with Xiaoli, I hope that Changsheng can fulfill my sinful father.

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Gu Changsheng wiped away his tears, ran out of the room like crazy, and rushed out of the door before he even had time to put on his shoes, Yang Shi was already sitting in the car waiting for him.

"Uncle Yang, quick! Go to the hospital! Gu Changsheng shouted to Yang Shi with red eyes. Yang Shi didn't say anything, and rushed out of the courtyard directly with a step on the accelerator.

Gu Changsheng in the car was no longer in the mood to be sad, he stared out the window and looked at the buildings along the way, thinking about when he would be able to get to the hospital, glancing at the time in the car from time to time, watching the time pass by second by second.

Yang Shi had already raised the speed to the fastest, and he was just as anxious at this time.

finally came to the hospital, and Gu Changsheng rushed directly to the elevator. Looking at the overcrowded elevator, he rushed directly to the staircase and ran all the way to the fourth floor.

The light in the corridors of the hospital is a little bright, and the smooth white tiles combined with the pale yellow light look a little unreal. Gu Changsheng was suddenly a little distracted, and stood in place in a daze, why is this situation so familiar.

Why? Heaven always has to play this joke on himself. Why, this kind of thing has to be met twice, whether it is Lu Li or Gu Jiaxing, why do you have to let yourself suffer this pain. Why!

"What are you still doing in a daze, turn left to the first room, go quickly!" Yang Shi also hurriedly followed, but he was old after all, and he had just climbed to the fourth floor and was half-squatting on the ground panting, looking up and finding Gu Changsheng standing in place, he hurriedly scolded again.

Gu Changsheng was awakened by Yang Shi's scolding, and he hurriedly rushed into the ward.

......

Still the same scene, still the same pale face, still the eyes that had been waiting for a long time, Gu Changsheng looked at Gu Jiaxing lying in front of the hospital bed and walked over step by step. When he got in front of him, he knelt directly on the ground, and shouted out the word that Gu Jiaxing had been waiting for for almost six years with red eyes and tears - Dad.

Gu Jiaxing's smile was tired, but it could be seen that it was from the heart. He replied in a weak voice, "Eh! ”

"I ...... I ......" Gu Changsheng knelt in front of Gu Jiaxing, he didn't know what to say, he was anxious to say something, but he didn't know where to start after holding back his heart for too many years. He wanted to say that he didn't blame him, he wanted to say why he didn't tell me the truth, he wanted to say: I'm sorry, Dad.

Gu Jiaxing stretched out his hand and put it on the top of Gu Changsheng's head, and his movements were surprisingly consistent with Lu Li back then. He said in a whisper: "Don't be sad, I have long wanted to go to your mother, this is also ...... It's a relief......"

"These days, the company's affairs have been almost taken care of, and I have already sold. The rest of the money Uncle Yang is on the third floor, you are on the seventh floor, he helped me in my most difficult days, don't be angry. ”

"Your original mobile phone is in the cabinet under my bed, you can do what you want to do in the future, Dad can't help you anymore, I can only leave you some money, Tang Wan is a very good girl, cherish it."

"Actually, I talked to her before, she really wants you to study hard and live well, and I'm the same, I hope you and her will be admitted to the same university, but everyone has their own ambitions, it's okay if you really don't like it, as long as you can give her happiness, everything doesn't matter."

Gu Jiaxing explained the aftermath one by one, Gu Changsheng nodded desperately, and then clenched his hand, but it felt as cold as an ice cube.

"My only regret is that I don't know if your mother forgave me...... I guess it's in the sky, I'll have to explain it to her for a long time......"

Gu Changsheng cried and shouted, "Forgive, she has already forgiven you before she left!" She told me not to resent you, saying you must have done it for a reason! ”

Gu Jiaxing breathed a sigh of relief after hearing this, and he was also relieved for the last time. He smiled heartily: "That...... That's good. ”

"Alas, it would be nice if I could eat pears again, eat pears and eat pears, the white head is not separated, eat pears, eat glass ......" Gu Jiaxing's eyes gradually dimmed after saying this, and there was no more sound.

Gu Changsheng watched him go, with a smile on the corner of his mouth.