Chapter 202: Bloody Diary
Xu Lang and Ning Yanran arrived at the scene half an hour after receiving a call from Mao Wenshi, led by a criminal policeman.
When Xu Lang came to the outside of the rental house, he saw Mao Wenshi standing in the corridor, leaning on the railing and smoking, and the blood-stained notebook was smashed into the transparent evidence bag and put aside.
After Xu Lang walked over, he first glanced at the notebook in the evidence bag, then looked at Mao Wenshi, pondered for a while, and asked, "Is the deceased really Yu Duyun?" ”
Mao Wenshi nodded first, and then said slowly: "The physical characteristics are all consistent, it should be her, but whether she needs to do DNA comparison or not." ”
Hearing Mao Wenshi say this, Xu Lang nodded, didn't say anything more, the two of them fell silent, while Ning Yanran stood far away from the two of them, she still resisted the scene of the murder, especially the scene with a corpse, after all, and did not come, although she already knew that Yu Duyun's body had been sent to the forensic doctor for a judicial autopsy, she was still reluctant to approach.
For Xu Lang, who has been working with Ning Yanran for a long time, he was not surprised at all, but Mao Wenshi was thinking about other things and did not notice Ning Yanran's abnormal performance.
After a long time, after Mao Wenshi finished smoking a cigarette, he turned his head to look at Xu Lang, then turned his gaze to the notebook, and said to Xu Langnunu: "Look at this." ”
After Mao Wenshi finished speaking, he lit a cigarette again, looked downstairs, and surrounded the crowd of onlookers outside the cordon, everyone's expressions were very indifferent, completely looking at the excitement, they were not afraid because there was a homicide here, on the contrary, they were still talking about who the deceased was, how he died, how the police would solve the case, etc., which made Mao Wenshi, who was already in a heavy mood, more and more depressed.
Xu Lang didn't say anything more, but borrowed a pair of gloves from a criminal policeman, carefully took out the notebook from the evidence bag, and then opened it and looked at it.
The notes were written twenty-five years ago, and the contents were very simple, and they were not recorded every day, and the contents of the records were a bit like the form of a running account, and the length of each record was very short, and the number of words was not much.
1985, January 18th, cloudy.
We have been married for more than three years, and we still have no children, no matter how hard we try, there is still no result, I don't know if it's my problem, or his, it's about to be the New Year, I really don't know how to face his parents, what should I do?
On January 23, 1985, it rained lightly.
We had a quarrel again, a fierce quarrel, the reason for the quarrel was because I failed to conceive a child, I was very guilty, I failed to give birth to a son and a half daughter to the Jin family, watching him hang his head and smoke, I was also very helpless, more than a year ago, I saw a lot of doctors, took a lot of medicine, tried all the methods I could, and still failed to conceive a child.
1985, July 15th, fine.
I asked him where the money came from, and he told me that he secretly stole the parts in the factory and sold them in exchange for the money. If the factory finds out, he will be fired, and he will be arrested and sent to prison, but he told me that it is okay, I am worried.
On January 7, 1986, it rained moderately.
I don't know how many times we've had an argument, for more than a year, we still haven't conceived a child, his temper has become more and more grumpy, he has learned to smoke, drink, gamble, and beat people, I know, the reason why he became like this is because I didn't fight and didn't conceive a child, he stole parts in exchange for money was squandered by his gambling, I was really worried that what he did would be found out by the people in the factory, what should I do?
October 17, 1986.
We talked less and less, he came home later and later, and even when he came back, he was drunk, we had no topic, only quarrels, endless quarrels, I was fed up with days like this, should I leave him? No, I can't, I can't abandon him.
1987, January 13th, cloudy.
I learned from a distant relative that they bought a child outside because they couldn't conceive a child, should I tell him that we should buy one too?
1987, January 20th, cloudy.
I thought about it for a long time, but I decided to tell him about the child, I thought he would object, but unexpectedly, he actually agreed, and agreed without hesitation, so we went to the relative, and they told us how to contact 'them'.
1987, January 27, cloudy.
Originally, we wanted to buy a boy, but the price of the boy was too expensive, more than 10,000 yuan, and we didn't have that much money, but looking at the white face of the child in the swaddling clothes, we still decided to buy the child.
February 3rd, 1987.
We named the little girl Jin Enpei, we took the child back to our hometown, my parents were very happy after seeing Enpei, my parents, who had never had a good face, showed a happy smile for the first time, he also showed a long-lost smile, our life seems to have returned to the past, we seem to have returned to the beginning.
1987, April 13th, cloudy.
Since he has Enpei, there are more smiling faces in the family, he has quit smoking, he has also quit drinking, and he is not addicted to gambling anymore, he is full of passion at work every day, I am sincerely happy to see him like this, it seems that I decided to buy a child, it was the right decision, but, recently, I always feel that there are strangers around us, as if someone is watching us, is it the police? Did they find out about our baby? Or are the parents of the children coming, are they the ones who have it? I had a feeling of unease.
On March 10, 1988, it rained heavily.
Enpei has begun to learn to walk slowly, watching the child grow up day by day, I am very happy and gratified, but the feeling of uneasiness is getting stronger and stronger, he has started a life of going out early and returning late, and often disappears, I don't know where he went? What are you going to do?
November 3rd, 1988, cloudy.
He suddenly brought back a child, who was only a few months old and was sleeping, and with him came two other people, a man and a woman, I didn't know them, but I always felt as if I had seen them somewhere, he didn't tell me where the child came from, they just stayed at home for one night and then left.
November 23, 1988, overcast.
He came back and brought back a thick wad of money, worth a thousand dollars, but the child was gone, and the man and the woman were gone. Where did the child go? Could it be that he started selling children? God, this can't be, how could he do such a thing? It's crazy!
April 27, 1989, cloudy.
Today is Enpei's birthday, he came back very late, bought the White Rabbit toffee, and a lot of milk powder, today is the day Enpei came to us, and it is also Enpei's birthday, he finally came back after disappearing for three days, he was very happy, he kept teasing Enpei, I could see that he liked Enpei very much, and so did I, but when he slept in Enpei, and took out a wad of cash, I couldn't help it anymore, I asked him, where did the money come from, he told me the truth, he joined the trafficker gang, Engaged in human trafficking in private, we had a fierce quarrel again, the quarrel was fierce, the sleeping Enpei was scared awake and kept crying in bed, I held Enpei and coaxed her to sleep, Enpei was crying, I was crying, he looked at Enpei in my arms and just kept sighing.
1989, May 7th, heavy rain.
He brought back another baby, and 'they' also appeared, and when I saw the baby in the swaddling clothes falling asleep sweetly, I knew that this child must have been stolen by them, and I wanted to question him, and I wanted to ask him why he did this? However, I looked at Enpei who was already sleeping on the bed, because of the thunder outside, shrunk into a ball, my heart softened, Enpei was also bought back by us, her arrival saved our broken family, I can't open this mouth, who makes my own stomach not angry, can't give birth to a son and a half daughter to the old Jin family?
March 22, 1990, moderate rain.
Mom and Dad are gone, he rarely comes back home, watching him deal with his parents' funeral with a straight face, watching him kneel in front of the grave and whispering, I know that he has too many grievances and depression in his heart, nowhere to tell, and hatred, watching Enpei grow up day by day, I found that he has changed, and his eyes when he looks at Enpei are no longer as doting as before, probably because the child is not his own.
December 17, 1990, cloudy.
Enpei is sick and I am alone taking care of her, he hasn't been home for half a month, I don't know where he went, but, I know, he must be with ' They're together, since his parents passed away, he doesn't go home less and less, even if he comes back, he doesn't want to get close to Enpei, every time Enpei plays with him, he is not very happy, however, he will still hug Enpei, however, he didn't throw Enpei away, I'm already very satisfied, I'm inseparable from Enpei, even if I leave him, I'm going to leave with Enpei.
Seeing this, Xu Lang paused, he raised his head, looked at the gray sky outside, exhaled deeply, and then also took out a cigarette and lit it, Xu Lang knew that Jin Enpei was not born to Jin Kaize and Yu Duyun, Xu Lang originally thought that this child was adopted or adopted by them, but he didn't expect it to be bought with money, and after Jin Kaize bought Jin Enpei, he actually joined the gang of human traffickers, and embarked on the road of crime from an ordinary person, in Yu Duyun's diary, Xu Lang saw at least a dozen children appear, and these were all crimes committed by Jin Kaize in those years.
These are all Yu Duyun saw, know, she doesn't know maybe there are more, Xu Lang can't imagine, how many originally happy and happy families, because of their existence, resulting in a broken family, the child's parents are heartbroken, Xu Lang's heart can't help but rise a nameless anger, although he is not a child who was trafficked, but, Xu Lang lost his parents at a very young age, he can understand, the pain of not having a father's love and mother's love, to treat others with himself, he still has a sister and grandmother after losing his parents, but, What about the children who have been trafficked? What do they have? Do they know who their biological parents are? Maybe they know that they are not born to their parents now, maybe they know that they were bought, maybe, they don't know their life experience until now, this kind of feeling, it is not difficult for the parties to empathize, but that kind of confused feeling, Xu Lang can still imagine.
Mao Wenshi saw Xu Lang's expression, the corners of his mouth showed a wry smile, his front was full of cigarette butts, during this period, he didn't know how many cigarettes he smoked, this diary was read before Xu Lang came, otherwise, he has always been very restrained about smoking, and he will not smoke one after another, in addition to sympathizing with those abducted children, in fact, Mao Wenshi also because of personal family reasons, before, he also had a very cute child, however, when the child was only three months old, it was stolen, Until now, he has not been found, Mao Wenshi's wife has also suffered a great mental blow, suffering from depression, and finally chose to divorce Mao Wenshi, this is Mao Wenshi's eternal pain in his heart, he hates human traffickers more than anyone else, if he was not wearing this uniform, not because he was afraid of being sorry for the police badge on his head, he would have resigned a long time ago to find his son, but his faith and moral bottom line told him that he couldn't do this.
After Xu Lang finished smoking a cigarette, he continued to look through the diary.
April 27, 1993, light rain.
I don't know what's wrong today, my eyelids keep jumping, I feel that something bad is happening, it can't be something wrong with him, right? Today is Eun Pei's birthday, does he remember the child's birthday? Enpei is very happy today, and has been asking me when my father will come back, I don't know, I can only comfort her, tell her that my father is very busy, but he will definitely come back. Late at night, Enpei finally went to sleep, but he didn't come back.
April 28, 1993, heavy rain.
Suddenly two policemen found me today and told me that he died because of a car accident, and I knew that sooner or later there would be such a day, and this was retribution, but I didn't dare to tell Enpei about it, after all, she was still so young, so looking forward to the arrival of her father, when he left, he also promised Enpei that he would come back to celebrate her birthday, but he broke his promise, I went to buy a watch and put it next to Enpei's pillow.
1993, August 18, cloudy.
Lately she keeps asking me where her dad has gone and why he hasn't come back, and I don't know how to tell her that her dad has passed away.
On January 20, 1994, it rained lightly.
'They' showed up again, gave me a sum of money, which was hush money, so that I was not allowed to tell the police about them, I didn't accept the money, just nodded and agreed to them, they saw that I didn't take money, first threatened me, and finally took the money and left, he was gone, I don't know if I should tell the police about his child trafficking, if I tell the police, then we can't hide the matter of buying Enpei, I can't lose Enpei, she is already all I have.
1994, March 15th, cloudy.
Enpei came back from school and told me that someone was following her, she asked me if it was my father, I was speechless, looking at Enpei who had grown up, I didn't know whether to tell her the truth, I knew that the people who were following Enpei must be 'them', they were threatening, threatening Enpei's life, what should I do? Kaiser, if you have a spirit in heaven, can you tell me, what should I do?
October 8, 1995, fine.
I feel like I'm going crazy, 'they' always appear around Enpei from time to time, 'they' still don't worry about me, they are still threatening me, what should I do, if this continues, sooner or later, I will be driven crazy by them one day.
July 2, 1996, fine.
I dreamed of him, he told me to protect Enpei no matter what, in the dream, I looked at his bloody face, I didn't feel afraid, only endless grievances, and after waking up, I made a big decision.
January 7, 1999, cloudy.
I was laid off, and I resigned, in fact, I was fired, and the money paid by the perpetrator's family was enough for Enpei to finish college, and 'they' would still occasionally appear by Enpei's side, and I was willing to sacrifice everything for Enpei.
July 28, 2003.
Enpei knew that I was crazy, everyone around me knew that I was crazy, Enpei was admitted to a good high school, I couldn't hold her back, I decided to be admitted to a mental hospital, as long as 'they' weren't by Enpei's side, even if I really became mentally ill, I was willing, Enpei was already a fifteen-year-old girl, she was already a little adult, and I was relieved to know that I could take care of myself.
July 8, 2005, sunny.
Enpei jumped a level and was admitted to S University, S University is a good university, I know that Enpei has always been very smart, Enpei thought I was really crazy, and told me the good news while pressing and washing my feet, looking at Enpei's happy smiling face, I really wanted to be happy with her, but I can't, I have to continue to go crazy, I have to go crazy,
July 17, 2009, sunny.
Enpei graduated, she told me that she got a job in S City, working in a detective agency, I was very happy, she also told me that her boss used to be a very famous policeman, but he didn't stay in the company often, I was happy for Enpei at the same time, my heart was also full of worries, whether it was a detective or a policeman, I was worried that Enpei would know the truth sooner or later, what should I do?
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