45 It's all my fault

Mo Zhuoyi smiled with his eyebrows, and called in a low voice, "Shanshan." ”

Yun Shan trembled, this title was so familiar. She remembered that before, Mo Zhuoyi obviously called her by her full name, and she was terrified by this title in her previous life. She looked at him with wide, round eyes, not daring to respond.

"But I only have money now." Mo Zhuoyi raised his eyebrows, "I don't want to give it all to you, what do you want me to do?" ”

Yun Shan bit her lip, wondering how their topic had something to do with money? She hesitated for a moment and said, "I have money." "So don't want yours.

Mo Zhuoyi was particularly curious, "Oh? How many? ”

Yun Shan thought about it seriously, she basically didn't use the previous 20,000 yuan, she replied seriously: "More than 20,000 ......"

Mo Zhuoyi couldn't hold back and laughed.

Yun Shan didn't understand what he was laughing at, but knowing that he must be laughing at herself, she was a little overwhelmed, her eyes were blank, is there anything funny about more than 20,000? It's a lot, not to mention that after the filming of the movie "Room for Eight", she will be a rich person when she gets paid, and it will not be a problem for her and Deng Yu to finish college.

Between them, it is clear that the understanding of the concept of "rich" is completely different. Mo Zhuoyi secretly sighed in his heart, how could someone be so stupid. But no matter how easy her heart is, she can't hold him. Even if he poured out all his family wealth, he couldn't get into the eyes of others.

Mo Zhuoyi sneered lightly, but he still remembered the purpose of his return, "There are still many people who are waiting and watching about you, and if you want public opinion to be completely calmed down, you can either suppress them all, or kill them on the spot, which one do you choose?" ”

Both methods were extremely rude, Yun Shan looked at him and said softly, "I don't choose either." ”

Mo Zhuoyi was a little surprised, and he didn't say anything for a while.

Yun Shan was also silent, if she wanted such a tragic result, when she recorded the video, she would tell all the loneliness and pity that she had been at her uncle's house.

Mo Zhuoyi seemed to want to say something, but Yun Shan's phone rang suddenly, it was Deng Yu calling.

Thousands of thoughts flashed in Yun Shan's heart, Deng Yu and Deng Xuan didn't know that their uncle was raised by their grandmother, and only their grandmother, uncle and her knew about it in the family.

She thought that Deng Yu was here to question, but the young man's voice came from the other end of the phone, and he tried his best to suppress his strong emotions, "Yunshan, go home right now!" In the Yelin community not far from the original house, 503, come to see grandma for the last time! ”

Yun Shan didn't hold the phone steady, and almost smashed it to the ground, but was hurriedly caught by Mo Zhuoyi. Before she could even react, large tears had already slipped from her eyes.

Yun Shan trembled and snatched back her mobile phone from Mo Zhuoyi's hand and wanted to book a plane ticket, but her hands trembled so much that she cried even more fiercely.

How so? Obviously, there is still more than half a year to go, and my grandmother also had heart surgery in my previous life, but she didn't die until June of the following year, how could I ...... in this life Is it the deviation caused by her rebirth? If rebirth must pay a price, can she bear it herself, why her grandmother?

Mo Zhuoyi asked calmly, "Where to book the ticket?" ”

"H City."

"Okay, you change your clothes, I'll take you back." Mo Zhuoyi didn't drag the mud and water, went out first, and helped her bring the door.

The door soon opened again, and Yun Shan walked out with a pale face.

Mo Zhuoyi had already called and arranged everything, "Go to the airport now." ”

When the plane took off, Yun Shan had stopped crying, and her reddish eyes looked at the white clouds outside the window.

Mo Zhuoyi probably guessed what was going on through a few words, "Shanshan, if you're sad, just tell me, I'll share it for you, okay?" ”

Yun Shan lowered her head and looked at her hands, "Did I do something wrong?" She changed a lot of the past, she didn't be Mo Zhuoyi's lover anymore, saved her legs, and successfully entered the showbiz. But the price of all this is that my grandmother lived half a year less.

Mo Zhuoyi held her hand, those small hands were cold, without a trace of warmth. His eyes were gentle, and he said softly, "Shanshan can't do anything wrong." If there is real karma, if you want to punish someone like me, you have to punish it first. "If he were going to die, he would die before her.

"No, it's not." Yun Shan whispered, "It's all my fault......"

She has long known the impact of the butterfly effect, there are gains and losses, but she still wants to change it at all costs. Second...... She has experienced her grandmother's departure for the second time.

Yun Shan felt a dull pain in her heart, and at this moment she suddenly remembered why she hated Mo Zhuoyi so much, and why she decided not to love him forever.

She remembered that in June of her previous life, she didn't want Mo Zhuoyi to touch her, he didn't give up, she was in a hurry to scratch his face into a red mark, from the eyebrow bone to the cheek.

Mo Zhuo smiled angrily, looking completely bad, turned the person over, and slapped her on the buttocks. He didn't take it seriously, and he was reluctant to really hit her, "Lao Tzu has a meeting tomorrow, how do you say to meet people, huh?" ”

Yun Shan was stunned, and even more because of shame, "It's you ......"

"My woman, can't you touch it?"

Yun Shan's argument with him was like playing the piano to the cow, she was so ashamed that she was about to cry, "You know I don't want to, I don't like you, I can earn money to pay you back, I remember my grandmother's surgery fees and medical expenses, I will ...... in the future"

The man was silent for a moment and held her tightly in his arms, "I'll tell you one thing, don't cry." ”

Yun Shan's eyes were confused and confused, and she looked at him stunned, her eyelashes were still stained with a faint vapor, "What's the matter?" ”

"Will you cry?" Mo Zhuoyi asked in a low voice.

Yun Shan was a little scared, and there was a faint sense of foreboding in her heart, "Why am I crying?" ”

"If you cry, I'll be sad too." The red marks on Mo Zhuoyi's face oozed a little blood, his dark eyes stared at her, and he said calmly, "Your grandmother passed away, three days ago. ”

Yun Shan blinked, her body trembled slightly uncontrollably, and she tried to pull the corners of her mouth, "Mo Zhuoyi, don't make such a joke with me...... I...... I'll be angry. ”

Mo Zhuoyi looked away, a little afraid to look directly into her eyes. He struggled to speak, "Not kidding. ”

Yun Shan's eyes were slightly red, tears did not fall, but her body trembled violently. Mo Zhuoyi refused to let go of her, Yun Shan raised her hand and slapped him hard.

The slap was so hard that Yun Shan used all her strength. After a crisp sound, Mo Zhuoyi tilted his face, wiped the corner of his lips with his thumb expressionlessly, and the scar on his face that was scratched out by her was hot and painful.

Mo Zhuoyi turned his head and stared at her, his eyes surging with indescribable emotions, and finally endured it.

"Three days...... It's been three days! Why don't you tell me when you know about it? "Why did he tease her like a cat for three whole days, and hide from her, just because he coveted the pleasure she bringed, she was a living, flesh-and-blood person!

Mo Zhuoyi squatted in front of her and looked her in the eyes, "Now that you know, will you leave?" ”

The reason why she stayed with him was for her grandmother. Mo Zhuoyi clearly knew that it was not the gossip in the school that made Yun Shan compromise, but the fear that her grandmother, who raised her, would die due to delayed treatment. Now that her grandmother is gone, is she planning to leave him?

He couldn't touch her anymore, he couldn't touch her, he couldn't see her watering the flowers in the morning, he couldn't see her gentle smile when she talked to Aunt Su, he couldn't hear her softly say "You're so annoying", and he couldn't hear her calling Mo Zhuoyi coquettishly......

Her tears poured out uncontrollably and kept falling. Three days! Three days after the death of her loved one, she knew nothing, and she didn't even see her grandmother for the last time. And the man in front of him was still asking if she would leave? Yes, of course, she hated him to death.

"Mo Zhuoyi." Yun Shan whimpered: "If it weren't for the fact that I just mentioned my grandmother, would you plan to hide it from me for the rest of my life?" ”

Mo Zhuoyi opened his mouth, not knowing what to say, obviously acquiescing to deceive as long as he could.

Yun Shan wiped away her tears, "You're terrible. "It's pathetic.

She stood up, and Mo Zhuoyi took her hand. His palms were hot, and he was still asking persistently, "Are you leaving?" ”

Yun Shan tried to withdraw her hand fiercely, she was heartbroken and put a lot of effort into it. Mo Zhuoyi froze for a moment, but still let go, he didn't dare to pull hard, for fear that she would be injured.

Mo Zhuoyi watched her go downstairs. Yun Shan never looked back.

He endured and endured, his eyes were full of violence and pain, and in the end he couldn't hold back and chased him out.

He didn't like Yun Shan to wear shoes at home, and at this moment she lost her mind and ran out barefoot. Yun Shan walked along the path outside the villa, and several scars had been added to her pale feet.

Mo Zhuoyi picked her up, and she struggled desperately. He said reluctantly, "I'll send you back to see her." ”

Yun Shan finally quieted down, and her eyes fell on him. Mo Zhuoyi was twenty-nine years old that year, and he was still full of anger and terrifying selfishness.

She originally wanted to treat him well, but he not only helped her, but when you think about it, it doesn't seem that there is anything too much to her. Even if it was just a transaction, her employer Mo Zhuoyi did not treat her harshly, at least he was very infatuated with her.

Yun Shan once thought that if she accompanied him for a day, she would treat him sincerely for a day, even if she couldn't give him love, she would give him kindness. If he is gentle, she will return the same tenderness. So maybe in a few years, she will be gone, and we can live well with each other.

But at this moment, Yun Shan was in his arms, listening to his frantic heartbeat, and her heart gradually became cold.

The man's eyebrows and eyes are like knife carvings, the outline is sharp and angular, and he looks ruthless and indifferent. He pursed his thin lips and hugged her steadily.

Yun Shan glared at him, for the first time in his life, he hated a person so much. How selfish is he to hide such a thing? How ruthless is it to not care about anyone's life or death? For three whole days, how could he pretend that nothing had happened?

Yun Shan's voice was hoarse, "I hate you." ”

Mo Zhuoyi's arm trembled, and he hugged her tightly.

"I hate you......"

Mo Zhuoyi gritted his teeth, "Don't say it!" Don't talk about it! ”

Yun Shan really didn't say anything more, closed her eyes gently, and a tear slipped from the corner of her eye.

She learned that the day she lost her grandmother, she not only lost her family affection, but also lost the possibility of love.

Yun Shan was twenty years old that year, and it was the first year she met Mo Zhuoyi. She hates him and will never fall in love with him, not because of Xie Yuhan later, nor because her lover status is disgraceful.

All hatred began on the day I learned that my grandmother had passed away. I can't let go of it for the rest of my life.