Chapter Eighty-Nine: Parting
Chen Yi's face became extremely ugly in an instant, and his eyes were full of despair.
If I were in his place, I might have chosen to leave without looking back, even though I don't have a family that can chase me.
But the premise of all this is that I don't have such a strong clan concept, let alone a child of a family who grew up reading the Three Principles and Five Constants.
But what about Chenyi? What about Chenyi, who has been educated to be loyal to the country since he was a child, and who reads all about loyalty and filial piety, righteousness, benevolence, etiquette, wisdom and faith?
What is more cruel than killing a person is to use what he values most and what he believes in to make him submit and drive him into a desperate situation.
"Gu Ye, do you know what you're talking about!" There was such a big movement in the martial arts arena, someone had already reported it to the eldest lady Su, she really couldn't rest assured, and hurried over, but when she arrived at the door, she heard Gu Ye's words that Chen Yi was going to be removed from the family tree, so she couldn't care about everyone's wife's demeanor.
"Mother!" Several sons were shocked.
"Madam, why bother you to come here yourself." Gu Ye saw that Su Shi was like a different person, and his tone softened, and he was like two people when he was training his son.
"You still ask why I'm here?" Su's anger also rose, "You have to discipline your son, I am not qualified to interject, but my child, you will sweep him out of the house with a word, what is my mother in your eyes!" ”
"Madame's really tormenting me when she says that." Gu Ye was busy persuading, but he did not change his decision, "But it is a matter of the safety of the Gu family, and the sons are still ignorant, so I have to be ruthless, please forgive me." ”
"Then tell me what is it that makes you so angry. Also, this doctor has just given birth to his third daughter-in-law, he has excellent medical skills, he is a kind child, and he is a likable child, but you treat people like this! ”
Gu Ye sighed, "Ahem, madam, you don't know, if she is really an ordinary doctor, it would be fine!" ”
"Son, you say, what's wrong?" Su Shi looked at me, his eyes were full of love, "I'm in charge, I start a fire and don't choose what to say, don't go to your heart." ”
I looked at the room, took off the healer's crown, and took the turban that bound my hair, and the green strands fell out.
This time it was Su Shi's turn to be surprised, "Doctor Ren, are you a daughter?" ”
"Thank you, Madame, for speaking for me." I smiled bitterly and said, "However, I don't have a surname Ren, my surname is Shen, and my name is Shen Bingran." ”
"You are...... Miss Shen in Shiro's family book? ”
I nodded, "Yes." Madam, your son Gu Chenyi is the person I love with all my heart. ”
Tatsuyi looked up at me sharply - it was the first time I had said so directly that he was the one I loved.
Or in front of his whole family.
I crouched down in front of him in a room full of people, looking at him at eye level, "Chenyi." ”
"Call me again."
"......" Chen Yi realized what I was thinking, and his eyes turned red, "Don't ......"
"Scream."
"Ran'er, don't do this, we'll ......" Before he could finish his sentence, I reached out and hugged him, gently rubbing his chest, which was my favorite thing to do when he held me.
"Chenyi, are you willing to make your father and mother sad for you?"
"I don't want to, but I don't want to lose you either!" Chen Yi said in pain, "I can't...... I can't ......."
"Then don't force yourself to choose between me and the Gu family." I pressed the sadness in my heart and looked at him, "You care about everything, so no matter how you choose, you will be in pain." ”
"But that's okay, I can choose for you."
I got up and looked at the British Princess, I know that what you care about most is not me, but the entire Gu family, so I understand your anger and decision. ”
"However, you can also see that even when you are angry, Chen Yi has never really disobeyed you. So, don't say anything to him like that, which hurts the relationship between father and son. ”
I couldn't help but want to laugh a little, "Grandpa Guo, you may not know it yourself, but you, and the sons you taught, have a problem, that is, they always like to take responsibility for themselves." ”
"Actually, it's not necessary, just like this old matter of Mrs. Qinglan, you threw it away earlier, not to avoid trouble, but to settle down easily, isn't it?"
Gu Ye was stopped by what I said.
Sun Jichen, who had been shrunk aside and watched for a long time, saw that the atmosphere was no longer so tense, and finally said weakly, "Sister Bingran, what are we going to do in the future?" ”
"What to do? Gone, of course. I said, "The British Duke is an important minister of the imperial court, and he knows better than me how to give an explanation to the official family." ”
"Ran'er, where are you going?" Chen Yi was anxious when he heard it.
"Wherever I am, the British government won't allow me, so I naturally don't have to stay here."
Chen Yi looked at me, desperately shaking his head and unwilling to accept it, I sighed and said, "Chen Yi, when I think of my complete past, I will know what I should do." ”
"But now, I have to leave...... Go back to my memories. ”
After saying this, I walked out of the martial arts arena around everyone with my hair covered, not worried that the British Guild would suddenly give me a sword from behind, Sun Jichen hurriedly nodded at everyone and followed closely.
"Ran!" Gu Chenyi chased him out regardless of it.
The rest of the sons looked at each other, and finally looked at their parents together, and Gu Ye suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness in his heart.
"Go out and have a look."
Even though I was walking fast on my own, I was still caught up by Chen Yi in three or two steps, and he blocked in front of me, "Ran'er! ”
"Are you going to send me out? It just so happens that I don't remember the road very well. I smiled at him.
He shook his head, "Ran'er, I'll take you away!" ”
"Where to go?"
"It's good anywhere, let's find a place with beautiful mountains and rivers, stay away from these disputes of right and wrong, regardless of the old feelings of those Laoshzi!"
"Gu Jiajun doesn't care?"
"I have my own arrangements."
"It doesn't matter if you're removed from the family tree?"
Chen Yi hesitated for a moment and said, "Yes! ”
I understood and said, "Chenyi, I won't let you go with me." ”
"Why?" His eyes were frighteningly red.
"Because you are the only one who never hides your emotions in front of me." I smiled, "I can see that you really planned to take me away and live in seclusion, but doesn't this indirectly prove that what you found behind my back is indeed very serious?" ”
"I asked you earlier, and you answered without hesitation, which shows that you are mentally prepared; But you hesitate when asked if you care about being removed from the family tree, something you haven't thought about and don't want to accept. ”
"......" Chen Yi did not answer.
"So, even if you are gone today, how will you be happy in the future?"
"But even if you don't let me do it, we can face all of this together, can't we?" Chen Yi's voice was a little hoarse, "I can take your responsibility." ”
"Chen Yi, there are some things that you should not bear, and they should not be left to you to take them for me." I shook my head, "I'm leaving now, I don't have to break off my relationship with you, I just want to figure out something." ”
Figure out who I am and what exactly I'm going to do.
"But I'm not sure what the options will be in front of me after I figure everything out, and I'm not qualified to trap you here waiting for me." I stared at him, "So, Chenyi, I'm very sorry. ”
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