I understood what I was afraid of: I was afraid that this town of hope was not as rosy as people said it was. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info I'm afraid I'll be disappointed. I'm afraid I'll never see any hope again if I'm disappointed.

The nostalgia is even more timid.

Yes, Peace Town, I just need to think of it as a nice place, why should I come?

I want to go. I wanted to leave right away. I want it to remain the pure land in my heart.

However, the only thing that people cannot defeat is themselves.

After all, I couldn't restrain my curiosity and desire, and with confusion and doubt, I walked into the town of peace.

The town was as I thought, lively, busy, and everyone had happiness on their faces.

I walked cautiously down the street, watching the bustling crowds come and go, and I felt unreal.

I can't believe it's true.

They don't worry about life at all, and they're really not afraid that someone will end their lives at any time!

How is this possible?

Is this really possible!?

Confused, uncomfortable, out of place...... Thoughts crossed my mind, and I pushed my wheelchair at a loss. For the first time, the feeling of being on the edge of the world was so strong! Even when I had only spoken to Xiaoxiao in a year, or even when I looked down on the killing, it was not so strong!

Why? Is it because their happiness makes me feel lonely?

After all, I'm a psychiatrist, and I was dazed for a while and then recovered quickly. Anyone who comes to Heping Town for the first time will probably feel this way, and keep asking themselves why they only make themselves more lonely. It's good to get used to it.

I found a small two-story building with a basement, which is a third floor, for our new home and my office.

There is a convenience store near the building, so I need to buy toothbrushes, towels and other items that I need to buy.

She is definitely the purest temperament I have ever met, and she definitely deserves the word 'most'. Dressed in a white dress and snow-white skin, the breeze blowing the ends of her hair from time to time, she sat quietly by the cash register, reading a book called "Heart". When she saw me enter the convenience store, she smiled at me slightly, and two shallow dimples rolled up on the sides of her mouth.

I was slightly stunned when I saw this kind of temperament that I had never seen before, or that I had only seen in books. Then he smiled and nodded, turned around, and went shopping.

She expertly counted the items on the side. I glanced at the cover of the book and smiled at her and said, "You also read books on psychology." My name is Bu Injury, and I am a psychiatrist with a little bit of psychology. If you need help with this, you can come to me. ”

She raised her head, looked at me with confusion and joy, and said, "Are you really a psychiatrist?"

In case some people mistakenly think that I will use such inferior techniques to pick up girls, I need to make a slightly scary explanation: as a psychiatrist, observation must be exercised. Generally, only people who need to decompress themselves or have deep things in their hearts will read psychological books on their own. So I expected her to be interested. She will be my first client here.

Working for the happiness of others is us.

"Yes," I smiled and nodded.

She went on to count her belongings and whispered, "That's great." My name is Bai An, I still need to work these days, I'll go to you in three days. ”

"Haha, you're my first customer here, I'll give you half price, how about you give me half price too?"

Hearing this, she suddenly became a little embarrassed, and whispered, "Ah! So, is it expensive?"

"Well, usually, it's quite expensive, even if it's half price, it's not cheap. But as I said, you're my first customer here, and of course I'll give it to you for free. And we're friends, so just talk to me. "Only if it is a little more expensive, she will cherish this opportunity, and the treatment effect will be better.

"Okay, okay, thank you. I can't give you half price, though, sorry. Bai An blushed and said embarrassedly. It can be seen that her life is relatively poor, and she rarely communicates with people. This shows that her heart knot must have existed very early and has been there for a long time.

To put it simply, it is not easy to treat.

Only Heping Town would give birth to such a girl, her psychology is as white as her skirt.

Sighing and saying goodbye to her, I returned to the small second floor.

"Xiaoxiao, I didn't expect that I would have customers so soon. And she's a beauty, aren't you jealous?" I crouched next to my wheelchair and looked at her tenderly. Gently brushed away the few strands of hair that stood in front of her eyes. Looking at her face that had been smiling and never speaking, I laughed: "Of course you won't be jealous, don't you know ......"

“......”

A soft whisper. Due to my shyness, these sensual words naturally will not be written.

"Come, smile, I'll help you take a bath. I slowly helped her undress, picked her up and walked to the bathroom without saying a word.

Sighing, I took a towel and wiped the water droplets from my hair, sooner or later I would not be able to control it if I continued like this. If that happens, forget it, and you won't be in control.

With a gentle kiss on her forehead, she was already asleep. I rolled over, remembered what the old man outside the town had said to him this morning, and shook my head helplessly. I have my own rules as a psychiatrist, which is to know as much as possible about the counselor. Therefore, it is always my best to take a closer look at the client's home. Even with the consent of the counselor, I install a camera to observe the client's condition.

Of course, he doesn't agree that I'll do the same.

So I never asked.

These are the things I have to do for the sake of the therapeutic effect.

So I thought about it and finally decided to give way and try not to go to the counselor's house in person, just install pinholes. As for how to be safe, I have my own way.

Two days passed quickly. The past two days have been very fulfilling, because I have installed 360-degree high-definition and high-precision 'eyes' in my Dongfang, Xishe and Bai'an homes. Actually, the installation process is very simple, I just need to control them to fly into the neighbor's house. The 'eyes' are not small, the size of a small thumb nail, and can be seen clearly with the naked eye. But the most important thing is that when they fly, as long as they are not within a meter of people, people cannot hear. With this kind of voyeurism, my business is getting easier and easier.

Whenever I talk about these 'eyes', I can't help but admire the terrible creativity of those people in the organization. To be honest, I even wished they could be invisible, color-changing, or something like that, but they refused after scolding me for being perverted.

I haven't kept an eye on my neighbors because I haven't gotten to know each other yet. It's rude. And Bai An seems to be normal, reading quietly, having a regular schedule, going to work and getting off work. Except for one point: the white is not normal.

White dress, all her clothes are white dresses. White skin, white empty room, white lights, white curtains, white sheets, white toilets, white tables and chairs, etc., almost all the items she chooses are pure white.

She has a hygienic fetish because she bathes at least three times a day, each lasting from thirty minutes to an hour. The reason why all items are white is also because white is the purest color that looks.

She is very fond of pets, two white rabbits, one mutthel kitten and one white cat, and a turtle the size of a small washbasin.

Based on the above observations, I have a preliminary judgment:

Possibly, Bai An, should have suffered strong psychological injuries in childhood, may have been abused, and tarnished.

Possibly, she had a pet when she was a child, and the blood of the pet splashed on Bai An's body when it died unexpectedly.

I won't list other reasons that are too bizarre. I'm more convinced of possible two. She seems relatively pure, easily shy, and behaves mostly normally. However, it is too early to draw conclusions, and I still need to continue to observe, after all, after only two days of observation, the error will be very large.

At noon on the third day, she was at work, but that didn't stop me from going to the supermarket to buy something. Well, since it's self-report, I'd better be honest: I need to get a closer look at her.

So naturally, I had lunch with Bai An, and then talked for a whole afternoon. She smiled from time to time, and two small dimples appeared on the side of her mouth from time to time, and her face was pink.

Bring calamity to the country and the people.

It's not the looks, it's the heart.

You can see that she is very happy. She was so quiet all afternoon. This tranquility made me feel that it was very easy to talk to her, and my heart seemed to beat very slowly, time passed very slowly, and the sun was shining slowly. There was peace in my heart.

But as a good psychiatrist, an afternoon of observation will naturally not be limited to this. To look at a person's heart, of course, it must start from the eyes. There was also a serene, deep and wise look in her eyes, but there was still a hint of sadness in my temptations from time to time—for example, when I brought the topic to my family.

She would have felt that I was staring into her eyes all the time. As we all know, the expressions between the gaze, the attentive look, and the affectionate affection of love are extremely similar, so unconsciously, the pink haze on her face quietly spreads to her fair neck.

I finally came to my senses and smiled apologetically and ended the conversation.