Fate is a wonderful thing, and it is a blessing to meet some people and a misfortune to meet others.

Yu Pan suffered from the white eyes and ridicule of her classmates, and was ignored by the teacher, Yu Pan's young heart was hit again and again, this blow did not start when she was in junior high school, but since she was a child, from the moment she was born, it appeared with her, when she was born, because of the birthmark on her face and the defects in her eyes, her parents once thought of abandoning her, but, as parents, and honest rural people, perhaps driven by natural fatherly love and maternal love, they did not abandon Yu Pan, Instead, they chose to raise Yu Pan as an adult, of course, Yu Pan's relatives and friends did not have no objection to her parents' choice to keep her, but since her parents chose to keep her, they did not regret it, no matter how those relatives persuaded her, they still insisted on raising Yu Pan as an adult, and for her to study, and because of this incident, many neighbors who had a good relationship with Yu Pan's family gradually reduced their contact with them, Yu Pan was still young at that time, and he didn't understand anything, so he didn't have any impression.

Since Yu Pan went to elementary school, the kind of look at monsters has never been less, in fact, Yu Pan and Yu Hongxuan are almost the same, she has no friends since she was a child, no child wants to be friends with a child with a terrible birthmark on his face, this congenital disability is a misfortune for Yu Pan, as Yu Pan grows up, this misfortune is becoming more and more prominent.

When Yu Pan was talking about her life in junior high school, a wry smile appeared on her face, her eyes were very sad, and she said in a sad tone: "Do you know, when I came to T City alone to go to junior high school, when I first came to my aunt, when I saw my lower body bleeding, I was frightened, I thought I might be going to die, I didn't know what to do, at that time, I didn't know that this was a normal phenomenon for girls during development, at that time, when I first came to my aunt, The roommates who were in the same dormitory as me, they looked at me gloatingly, pointing at me, saying that an ugly monster would actually come to the big aunt, you know, I really wanted to cry at that time, I wanted to kill them, I admit it, I was ugly, but was it my fault for being ugly? Can I change that? I'm helpless too. ”

Everyone in the interrogation room fell silent when they heard Yu Pan's words, yes, real life is not, it's not a film and television drama, Cinderella is still Cinderella, the ugly duckling is still an ugly duckling, when you are different from others, everyone will look at you with colored glasses, ridicule, contempt, white eyes are inevitable, loneliness and sadness are the most obvious portrayal of their hearts.

Yu Pan first thought of suicide in the second half of the first year of junior high school, after half a semester of study career, Yu Pan still has no friends, go to class alone, go to dinner alone, study alone, no matter what you do is alone, in the second half of the first year of junior high school, one night, after evening self-study, she was once again ridiculed and despised by her classmates, other students have returned to the dormitory one after another to get ready to sleep, and she went to the roof of the teaching building.

That night, the moon was very round, and she could vaguely see the twinkling stars in the sky, standing on the top of the teaching building, looking at the bright moonlight, and then looking down at the black roof under her feet, she wanted to jump, intending to end her life with death, just when she walked to the edge of the roof, about to jump, an indifferent voice sounded in her ears.

"I heard that people who commit suicide by jumping off a building, their deaths will be very ugly and terrifying, and their brains will be mixed with blood flowing all over the ground, do you really plan to do this?"

Yu Pan was startled when she heard this voice, she originally thought that all the classmates would go to the dormitory after the evening self-study, but she didn't expect that there were still people on the roof of the teaching building, and because of this sentence, she subconsciously turned her head to look at the source of the sound, and as a result, she saw Yu Hongxuan sitting on the edge of the roof, his legs hanging in the air, swaying freely, and Yu Hongxuan put one hand on the platform on the edge of the roof, holding a cigarette in one hand, sitting there with his head raised, staring at the moon, The flame of the cigarette was extinguished, and the smoke rose in a curling manner, covering Yu Hongxuan's face.

Yu Pan knows Yu Hongxuan, in fact, the more isolated people are, the more they want to blend in with the crowd, Yu Pan is like this, there are more than 50 students in the class, and some students may not be able to remember everyone, however, Yu Pan can clearly remember everyone's appearance and name, and even, even what their academic performance is, and what subject they are in know when they see Yu Hongxuan for the first time, Yu Pan felt that this boy who looks very delicate and even a little feminine is very arrogant and not easy to approach.

In the dark night, by the moonlight of Sky Mountain, Yu Pan saw Yu Hongxuan's side face, I don't know if it was because of the presence of outsiders, or because of what Yu Hongxuan just said, so that Yu Pan gave up the plan to jump off the building to commit suicide, she cautiously retreated to the roof, and then walked towards Yu Hongxuan, stopped two meters away from Yu Hongxuan, Yu Pan looked at Yu Hongxuan's side face, and whispered: "Smoking is not good." ”

Hearing what Yu Pan said, Yu Hongxuan turned his head and looked at Yu Pan in surprise, maybe he didn't expect that the first thing Yu Pan said to him would be this, he stared at Yu Pan's eyes for a long time, suddenly smiled, and then threw out the cigarette butt that was still burning in his hand, the burning cigarette butt pierced the night sky, fell to the ground with his tail in the air, jumped a few times, splashed sparks, and then extinguished.

After Yu Hongxuan finished this action, he beckoned to Yu Pan and motioned for her to come over and sit down and watch the moon with him.

Yu Pan looked at Yu Hongxuan's beautiful face, looked at it for a long time, hesitated for a long time, and then plucked up the courage to walk over, sat down next to Yu Hongxuan, Yu Hongxuan looked at the round moon, and Yu Pan secretly looked at Yu Hongxuan, when she approached Yu Hongxuan, she found that Yu Hongxuan, who had always rejected people thousands of miles away, was not as difficult to contact as she imagined.

That night, neither of them went back to the dormitory to sleep, they stayed on the roof and watched the moonlight, Yu Pan said a lot of things to Yu Hongxuan, most of them were the grievances and white eyes she had suffered since she was a child, and Yu Hongxuan just listened silently on the side, neither comforting nor impatient, he just listened quietly, maybe it was because of Yu Hongxuan that Yu Pan wanted to get closer to this man more and more.

Yu Pan told Xu Lang them, "In his eyes, I didn't see the ridicule and contempt I was familiar with, not at all, this is the first time since I was a child that I didn't see the kind of eyes that look at me like seeing a monster in the eyes of outsiders." ”

In this way, two people with different fates and similar encounters gradually got closer and walked together, Yu Hongxuan was still the top student in the class with the best academic performance and was taciturn, and Yu Pan was still the existence that was looked down upon everywhere, but when they were no one, they would often go to the roof to see the moon.

Maybe it's because of Yu Hongxuan's appearance, maybe it's the first time someone doesn't care about her appearance, Yu Pan has never thought about suicide since then, she began to study hard and be motivated, and because of this, Yu Pan's grades began to make a breakthrough leap, and the improvement of her academic performance gradually attracted the attention of the teacher, and the classmates who bullied Yu Pan before, after seeing Yu Pan change from a student who couldn't get up or down to a top student, all kinds of gossip began to spread again, at first, Yu Pan was still very concerned, but, under the comfort of Yu Hongxuan's few words, she became less concerned.

Later, Yu Pan and Yu Hongxuan were admitted to a key high school in T City with excellent results, and the two became classmates again, if the children in junior high school are still just children, they are still in an ignorant situation, then in high school, many children have begun to be sensible, what they see and care about is no longer the score on the test paper, nor is it the praise in the teacher's mouth, they began to find ways to attract the attention of the opposite sex, And Yu Pan and Yu Hongxuan are still the same as before, often after evening self-study, the two of them go to see the moon together, or find a place to meditate, in fact, they have always been a simple friend relationship, just like two frightened rabbits, hugging each other to keep warm on a cold night.

One night in the second year of high school, Yu Pan and Yu Hongxuan were still looking at the moon in a remote place in the school as usual, but this time it was not as quiet and peaceful as before, the scene of Yu Pan and Yu Hongxuan together was seen by a girl who had been pursuing Yu Hongxuan, but was ignored by Yu Hongxuan, at that time, Yu Pan was still a little nervous, and Yu Hongxuan didn't care at all, didn't care about other people's opinions at all, originally, Yu Pan thought that nothing had happened, but the next day, when she went to class, When she walked through the crowd, she could clearly hear someone whispering her name, as if talking about her.

Because of his appearance, even after going to high school, Yu Pan still has no friends, except for Yu Hongxuan, who doesn't know if he is a friend or not, at first, Yu Pan didn't know what they were talking about, and later, an explosive news spread in the class, Yu Pan and Yu Hongxuan were actually in love, and they also drilled into the woods.

The appearance of this news can be said to be that a drop of water dripped into the oil pot, and it exploded in an instant, at first, it was just that someone in their class was discussing, and slowly, the news began to spread throughout the school, and their teachers also got the news, and successively found Yu Pan and Yu Hongxuan to talk, whether it was Yu Pan or Yu Hongxuan, when facing the teacher, they just said that they were just friends, and they didn't fall in love again, probably because Yu Hongxuan and Yu Pan's looks were too incompatible, so, The teachers also felt that this was impossible, so they asked them to pay attention to it in the future, and they did not delve into it.

The teacher is not delving into it, however, it is becoming more and more intense among the students, saying everything, and feeling worthless for Yu Hongxuan, although Yu Hongxuan usually looks cold, but he is handsome, good at studying, and has a good figure, he is the boyfriend of every girl's dream, and it is natural for Yu Hongxuan to feel worthless It is the girls who like Yu Hongxuan, and the boys who look at Yu Hongxuan's jokes, the girls they pursue don't like themselves, but they like the cold guy on weekdays, It's a man who can't stand it, of course, there are some people who have a bad taste and feel that Yu Hongxuan and Yu Pan are very compatible, of course, not because of how simple their thoughts are, but because they are completely in the darkness deep in their hearts.

The girls who like Yu Hongxuan began to isolate and suppress Yu Pan, and those boys who saw Yu Hongxuan's jokes also began to trouble Yu Hongxuan every once in a while, as for those guys with dark psychology, they began to spread rumors that Yu Hongxuan and Yu Pan were together, how vicious, how evil, how obscene, they said what they wanted.

Yu Hongxuan didn't care much about all this, he was still the same as before, what should he do, he should eat and sleep, as if what others said was not him, unlike Yu Hongxuan, when Yu Pan faced these rumors and gossip, she originally thought that she didn't care so much about the opinions of outsiders, but once again fell into pain and entanglement, she avoided others every day to go to class, when everyone else went to eat, she was studying, and when others were almost finished, she would go to the cafeteria to eat, When the people in the dormitory are in the dormitory, she will choose to hide out and not be with them, she has begun to adapt to dealing with outsiders, and she doesn't care so much about her appearance, but once again she begins to care about her physical defects.

Swords and guns hurt people in the flesh and skin, and words hurt people in people's hearts.

In the face of the difficulties and suppression of the same sex, in the face of all kinds of unbearable gossip, in the face of those eyes that people can't ignore, Yu Pan can no longer study with peace of mind like before, her academic performance plummeted, she was no longer meeting Yu Hongxuan, and even took the initiative to avoid Yu Hongxuan, she chose to close her world, but, even so, those girls who like Yu Hongxuan still bully her every once in a while and find her trouble.

Yu Pan clearly remembered that in the winter of the third year of high school, after she got out of class, she returned to the dormitory alone, since there was no one in the dormitory that was very lively on weekdays, she felt a little strange, but since no one was in the dormitory it was a good thing for Yu Pan, she put down her textbooks and went to the bathhouse to take a bath, when she came back with wet hair, she suddenly found that everything she had put in the dormitory had been thrown out, textbooks, bedding, learning tools, clothes, all of them were thrown in the corridor. And on top of these things, is her washed and somewhat whitish underwear, and on top of the underwear is a crystal ball that she has always cherished very much, the crystal ball that was originally dazzling at night has long been broken at this moment, it was given to her by Yu Hongxuan when the third year of junior high school was approaching the high school entrance examination, she has always cherished that piece of clothing, but she didn't expect it to be broken now.

Yu Pan, who has always endured others everywhere, after seeing this scene, she went crazy, threw down the toiletry tools in her hand and rushed into the dormitory, and had a fierce fight with the girls in the same dormitory, four people in a dormitory, one against three, how could Yu Pan be an opponent, soon, she was knocked to the ground, bearing punches and kicks, in addition to feeling physical pain, the psychological pain was more intense, the broken crystal ball was like Yu Pan's heart, and it was broken with the broken crystal ball.

At the beginning, many girls came out to see the excitement, not only did they not stop it, but they clapped their hands, but, in the end, seeing Yu Pan, whose nose was blue and his face was swollen, and the corners of his mouth began to bleed, they finally stopped watching, but dispersed in a hurry, and finally I don't know who called the dormitory administrator, and this farce ended hastily.

In the end, the school's handling result was also very simple, it was her roommate who threw Yu Pan's belongings out, and it was Yu Pan who took the lead in beating people, and both sides did not do it right, so the school played fifty boards each, and the people who participated in the girls' brawl were all recorded and beaten once, and the whole school circulated criticism and wrote a profound review.

Although Yu Pan still stayed in the original dormitory in the end, because of that incident, Yu Pan once again became a celebrity in the school, and the three girls in the same dormitory became more and more unkind to see Yu Pan.

Just when Yu Pan felt discouraged and had suicidal thoughts again, the three girls in the same dormitory as her had strange accidents one after another.

First of all, when a girl went to the bathhouse to take a bath, she fell down because of the slippery road and broke a thigh directly, and it happened to be the college entrance examination at that time, and the girl was not able to participate in the college entrance examination because of this incident.

The second girl was on the way home, suddenly hit by a car, although she did not become disabled like a girl, but she was also hit by three broken ribs, the driver who caused the accident went directly to the police station to surrender after hitting someone, and in the end, it was only a compensation for medical expenses, the girl's fate was the same as the first girl, because she was hospitalized because of injuries and failed to participate in the college entrance examination.

The worst is the third girl, and the girl who has been bullying Yu Pan all along, when she went out shopping to buy things, she was splashed with sulfuric acid, which directly led to disfigurement and hospitalization, and also missed the college entrance examination.

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