It stands to reason that Ning Zhixuan's mother Ye Lanshuang is the daughter of Taifu Mansion, and her identity is far more noble than Bai Jingyan's identity as the concubine of Bai Jingyan who later corrected herself, but Taifu Mansion is thin, and only Ye Lanshuang has one daughter in Ye Taifu's generation, and Ye Taifu is honest and upright, and the Ye family is a family of clear streams for generations.

Ning Mansion is only three generations of ancestors have only issued a county order, and finally Ning Fanzhi has studied hard for ten years, once the champion and the first, the old lady Chen naturally hopes that Ning Fanzhi can marry a noble wife who can help him in his career, so he is not optimistic about Ning Fanzhi's request to marry Ye Lanshuang. At first, Ning Fanzhi would try his best to maintain it because he was sincerely in love with Ye Lanshuang, but since Ye Lanshuang gave birth to Ning Zhixuan, who was infected with a strange disease, Ning Fanzhi believed in the absurd statement that Ning Zhizhi was destined for evil, and gradually snubbed Ye Lanshuang from then on.

In fact, Ye Lanshuang was often treated coldly by the old lady at that time, but she always adhered to her daughter-in-law's duty and served the old lady diligently.

Ning Zhixuan was originally the concubine of Zuo Xiangfu, but because she was infected with a strange disease and was born with white hair and blue eyes, she was regarded as ominous by the old lady and unlucky by her father, so she was trapped in the Yunxi Pavilion on weekdays, and only when the family was reunited on Chinese New Year's Eve, the old lady would allow Ning Zhixuan to attend the family banquet for the sake of Ye Lanshuang being the concubine of the Taifu Mansion.

Originally, it was a family reunion and a family day to share, but Ning Zhiwen was like sitting on pins and needles every time, feeling the strange eyes of the ladies and the subordinates.

At that time, Ye Lanshuang was disliked by the old lady, and was snubbed by Ning Fanzhi, and there was an identity as the housewife outside, but the big and small matters in the house had already been handed over by the old lady to the Bai family who carried the concubine, and the Bai family was carried by the concubine at that time, and the back of the imperial concubine, and the daughter she gave birth to was also beautiful and moving, so she gradually changed the old lady's disgusting attitude towards her.

In the previous life, Ning Zhiyun was young, and she always thought that she was infected with a strange disease that affected her mother, so everyone pointed at her now, saying that she had a good background, but it was far inferior to Ning Banghua, who was beautiful and moving.

At that time, whenever she heard these unscrupulous and vicious words, Ning Zhixuan didn't dare to make her mother even more sad, so she always hid in the quilt alone and cried.

Until now, Ning Zhixuan still remembers how sad and desperate she was when she heard those unscrupulous ridicule and vicious debasements, when she was young, she actually thought of death, she really wanted to die to relieve the dark days of being imprisoned in Yunxi, but she couldn't do that, she was reluctant to leave her mother alone in this desperate world.

Grandmother embarrassed her mother, father hated her mother, if she also abandoned her mother, then who else in this world can be by her mother's side and accompany her through these difficult years.

"Su Xin, why did you choose to stay with me?" Ning Zhixuan retracted her thoughts and suddenly asked thoughtlessly.

Su Xin thought for a while and replied: "Miss treats Su Xin like a relative, and Su Xin naturally regards Miss as the most important person. ”

"Su Xin, you have accompanied me all the way for the love of each other." Ning Zhiyun asked again, "Then why did the Bai clan follow the imperial concubine all the way?" What is Ning Moru settling Ning Banghua for? ”

Before Su Xin had time to think about it, he blurted out: "Nature is for profit." Su Xin suddenly remembered the sentence she read when she was a child when she accompanied Ning Zhiyin to study, "The hustle and bustle of the world is all for profit, and the hustle and bustle of the world is for profit."

"Eli gets together, and when the profit is exhausted, it will naturally be split in two."

Looking at the sneer on the corner of Ning Zhiyun's lips, Su Xin knew that she was laughing at the centrifugal detachment and intrigue between the relatives of the great prime minister's mansion on the surface, but in her heart, she was connected by cold blood, but she had to fight in the same room, if she didn't put the opponent to death, she would be put to death by the opponent.

Su Xin could have said some comforting words to appease Ning Zhiyun, for example, the old lady was just cold, maybe the old lady still loved Ning Zhiwen in her heart, and Xiang Ye was just busy with official business, so he neglected to care for Ning Zhiyun, how could he also be a father and daughter whose blood is thicker than water, but these words tossed and turned in Su Xin's throat, until her throat hurt, Su Xin still couldn't say it after all.

Su Xin and Ning Zhiwen grew up together, and Su Xin was by her side when Ning Zhiwen experienced all the ridicule and insults, and Su Xin really felt all the sorrow and pain in Ning Zhiwen's heart.

It's just that Su Xin was still young at that time, and Ning Zhixin was withdrawn, so she didn't spread out the words in her heart with Su Xin like now, and Su Xin at that time could only stand powerlessly outside Ning Zhixin's world, watching her suffer and suffer.

Seeing that Su Xin was secretly sad because she couldn't comfort herself, Ning Zhiyun quickly covered the gloomy look in her eyes, and when she spoke again, her voice was already a little indifferent to see through the world: "Su Xin, in this huge Zuo Prime Minister's Mansion, as long as we slack off a little and wait for the next step, some people will come up and put us to death, so no matter how difficult and dangerous the road ahead is, we can only go on step by step." ”

In the past, Ning Zhixuan curled up in a dark corner and didn't dare to fight, didn't dare to resist, her mother's last words left to her before her death were "You can't have the heart to hurt people, and you can't have the heart to prevent people", but she thought that as long as she was kind to others and didn't fight or rob, she would be able to wait until the day she married Su Mowen.

In the previous life, Su Xin once told Ning Zhiwen that Ning Banghua and Su Mowen were quite close, but she didn't pay attention because she believed in Ning Banghua's sisterhood, but now think about what she could do even if she paid attention at that time, she was so weak and incompetent in the previous life, and she just wanted to escape from Zuo Xiangfu, escape from the cold cage that imprisoned all her youth.

Now thinking about herself in the previous life, she just lacked the courage to resist, but in fact, there are some things that you can't do as long as you step out and want to turn back, so now she chooses to compete with the Bai clan and the Xiao clan, since the moment she stepped out of Yunxi Pavilion, the ever-changing situation has been pushing her forward, she can only go forward, if she wants to turn back and wait for her, there is only the abyss behind her.

The Bai family is fierce and cunning, the imperial concubine's scheming is unfathomable, and the methods are even more ruthless, if she is not afraid of them at all, it is too contrary to common sense, but once people are forced into a desperate situation, they will have a determination to move forward alone.

Ning Zhiwen did not listen to Su Xin's persuasion to serve and curry favor with the old lady this time, and it is precisely because she deeply understands that sometimes if you are afraid of a person in your heart, you want to show favor and beg for mercy from her, but the other party will not be merciful to you because of your courtship and begging for mercy. If Ning Zhixuan, who is a human being in two lifetimes, still can't understand this truth, then that incident is a waste of God's gift to let her be reborn.

In the past, the Bai family treated the old lady like this, and now the Bai family treats Ning Zhiyun the same, even if Ning Zhiyun kneels in front of the Bai family at this moment and kowtows and begs for mercy, with the Bai family's ruthless and suspicious temperament, it will definitely not be able to tolerate the Bai family, since the current situation does not allow her to have the slightest cowardice and retreat, it is better to be willing to take a single body, maybe she can survive in a desperate situation and see new vitality.

If the Bai family tried to reverse the old lady's dislike with her mother with sincerity, I am afraid that she would have become a lonely soul in this Zuo Xiangfu, if she tried to emotionalize the old lady with sincerity and grandchildren, I am afraid that the result would be the same as in her previous life, and she would end up with a miserable end of wandering for half a life.

There are some things that Ning Zhixuan has already doubted in her heart, why did the old lady in the previous life unite with the Bai family to put herself to death, if she successfully married into the Su Mansion, she would not be able to hinder the old lady at all, why did she want to kill her?

There must be a reason for killing, if it is a murder without a reason at all, then eighty percent is to extinguish the mouth, but if it is really to extinguish the mouth, it is to cover up some unknown truths, as for what the truth is, Ning Zhixuan already has a faint sense of uneasiness in her heart, but she is unwilling to catch the truth behind the floating light, so she does not want to think deeply.

After all, she is a close relative connected by blood, she can also hide her true heart because of her ruthless indifference, after all, there is no reason in this world that a cow does not drink water and force her head, if she only thinks that she is a nominal relative, who can criticize her for half a sentence, she thinks that in this life she will only treat Ning Xiang and the old lady as her blood and nominal relatives, and they have a little sincerity towards her, and she will give back a little sincerity.

Sincerity can be exchanged for sincerity, not to mention that there is a sentence behind repaying grievances with virtue.

If she really repaid her grievances with virtue, and poured the pain of the old lady and Ning Xiang on her mother, and gently brushed it with the four words connected by blood, then how could she be worthy of her mother's love for her, and even did not hesitate to fight to the death to preserve her honor and hope for a turnaround in the second half of her life.

If he has forgiven those who have done evil, how can he be worthy of those kind people who are bent on her and even give their lives for her.

"Su Xin, our drama has been performed for many days, and now we are only waiting for those with ulterior motives to sing on stage on the stage we set up." Ning Zhiwen deliberately pretended to be pampered and arrogant these days, especially when she deliberately served the pavilion master's shelf in front of Mama Song that day, that was because she knew that Mama Song was the confidant of the Bai family, and she also really loved Ning Banghua, so she was particularly disgusted with Ning Zhiyun, who occupied the status of wife and daughter.

"The young lady has fought openly and secretly with the eldest lady several times, but the eldest lady has not been able to get the slightest bargain, so I am afraid that she will not make a rash move this time." Su Xin reminded Ning Zhiyun and said, "Now it's not as good as last time in the north or Yunwu Mountain, now that the eldest lady is by the eldest lady's side, how can you not mention her and let her make a fool of herself." ”