Chapter 121: The past is unbearable, looking back at the moonlight

The red-nosed clown, with a long sigh:

"None of your words are wrong.

You are really powerful, no wonder, the vicious white nose, the insidious and cunning black nose, all died in your hands.

I buried myself in the deepest part of Tian Xinyuan's memory, no different from dying.

If it weren't for him witnessing Zhu Yajie's human skin balloon and subconsciously collapsing with extreme stimulation, I would never wake up in my life.

Because, I will never forgive myself for killing Zhu Yajie, this matter is ......"

On his face, an expression of extreme pain appeared, as if he was hurt to the extreme, but he did not vomit or feel unhappy:

"Just like you said, Tian Xinyuan is an orphan in the orphanage.

From birth to adulthood, in the past twenty-three years, he has never left the orphanage for half a step.

Every day is a boring, boring, and painful life.

Eat, sleep, eat sugar.

Cycle.

There is no end to this kind of life.

People always have to find something to do to kill time.

The thing Tian Xinyuan found was embroidery.

With a needle, on the clothes, sew out one beautiful pattern after another.

His hands are very skillful, he does needlework, he does it very well, and he is also very sensitive to various embroidery patterns.

Tian Xinyuan and I are not separated from each other.

Because of this, I noticed at a glance that there were two different traces of needlework on the willow quilt.

Orphanages can't hide secrets.

Orphans, there is no privacy at all.

Soon, Tian Xinyuan's little hobby was discovered by Ma Guoping.

This vicious woman is far from being as innocent as she says.

She is also a demon.

Taking needle prick orphans as fun, she laughs more than anyone else when she sees others suffering.

Her favorite thing is to force orphans in pain to grin.

It's so perverted that it makes people's scalps tingle.

You should be able to get a glimpse of this in the video that leaked out of the 3.29 tragedy.

Every day, she thinks about how to improve her needle skills to make the orphans more miserable.

The biggest wish is to hope that the pain of his acupuncture can be compared with eating candy.

Even when she died, she was not forced by public opinion to commit suicide with guilt, but was disguised by the dean after killing people in order to calm public opinion.

Being targeted by this vicious woman will naturally not end well.

Ma Guoping admires Tian Xinyuan's craftsmanship very much, thinking that he is ingenious and has high attainments in the use of needles.

Such a pair of skillful hands should stick needles in the bodies of orphans, vertically-horizontally-galloping.

Therefore, she forced Tian Xinyuan to let him learn acupuncture skills from her in the needle room after eating sugar every day, and asked him to imitate the movements of the female nurse and inject innocent orphans.

I also want to tell you, Tian Xinyuan, I'd rather die than give in.

But in orphanages, the cost of disobedience to the top is severe.

After Tian Xinyuan refused Ma Guoping's request, she tried her best to torture and ravage him.

In addition to eating sugar every day, I also have to endure all kinds of pain that subverts my imagination.

It's really, it's so hard.

Therefore, in the end, Tian Xinyuan could only pick up the needle and punish the other poor orphans together with the female caretaker.

When doing all this, Tian Xinyuan's heart was extremely distorted.

He began to have self-doubt, self-loathing, and thought that he, like the female caretaker and the dean, was a perverted and disgusting being.

I am the product of his resentment and shame towards himself.

Later, the turmoil of the '3.29' tragedy gradually intensified, the 'dean' was exposed, and the orphanage was disbanded.

Tian Xinyuan was not affected.

Because almost no one found out that there was another perpetrator in the video of the '3.29' tragedy.

The orphans were transferred to other children's rescue centers.

Tian Xinyuan is already an adult.

The children's rescue center is no longer suitable for him.

In this way, he obtained the freedom he had dreamed of and became a free man.

Although he left the black, white and red orphanage.

But everything in the orphanage, like a nightmare, reminded him and affected him all the time.

He couldn't sleep at night, living in pain and guilt every day, like crazy.

Eventually, his personality split.

The master's personality is still submissive in the orphanage, but he fantasizes about a comfortable and happy childhood and family for himself, living in a false illusion.

The personality that stores him, everything about the past.

So, his personality is irritable, crazy, and cruel.

often takes advantage of his waking up to revive and torture some stray cats and dogs near the community.

The technique is cruel and makes people's scalp tingle.

Those stray cats and dogs were pierced into a lump of flesh by steel needles, one needle at a time.

The flesh and blood are blurred, and there are no dead bodies.

The personality is becoming more and more violent, more and more crazy, and there is a faint tendency to devour the master's personality.

And I, the Weaver Girl, was pulled out of Ma Zhiqiang's mind......

Continue, doing harmful deeds, intimidation, persecution of visitors who have strayed into this place.

You talk about things in the world, isn't it, particularly interesting.

Ma Zhiqiang, who desperately wanted to escape from the orphanage, was left in the orphanage.

I don't want to hurt others anymore, I become a ghost, and I continue to do harmful things.

I am the embodiment of resentment, reasonable, should be extremely vicious, and in my head, there is only killing and madness.

However, I am not the same as the white nose and the black nose.

My hatred and resentment are directed against myself.

I hate myself for being a bully. hated himself for succumbing to Ma Guoping's obscenity. I want to kill myself.

I don't have the slightest hatred for outsiders, so I can't afford to have the idea of hurting others.

But I can't, do nothing.

Once the white nose and the black nose are aware of it, and I don't want to harm people, the consequences will be very serious.

So, in order to hide from them. As a last resort, I often walked out of the orphanage, borrowed the surrounding villages, and in the name of hunting, secretly got some animal blood, smeared it on my body, and on the blade of a knife, pretending to harm people.

My days in the orphanage were lonely and boring.

Every minute and every second of every day is as long as a century.

Until, the arrival of the two Yangliu sisters.

Especially the willow who has mastered the terrifying head lowering technique, so that the white nose and the black nose are jealous.

Yang Liu became the new owner of the orphanage.

With her, the black nose and the white nose no longer dare to act recklessly, and dare not kill innocent people casually.

My life in the orphanage was much better.

But I'm still a clown, still, bound in this orphanage.

I was accompanied only by two sick murderous clowns.

I couldn't be happier, no matter what.

Until one day......"

Red nose sighed: "I went to a nearby village, and when I was wandering, I met Tian Xinyuan......

That is, my deity.

I never thought that in this life, there would be a chance to meet him.

But he scared me a lot.

At that time, it was night.

His body is occupied by his inner personality.

is using a needle to torture a pet dog.

The technique is skillful and makes people's scalp tingle......

I was shocked, and I thought Tian Xinyuan was crazy.

I hid far away to see what was going on with all this.

But......

At this time, a little boy of seven or eight years old suddenly appeared in front of us.

In his hand, he carried an empty pet collar.

Needless to say, the boy is the owner of the tortured pet dog.

He's looking for his puppy.

After seeing Tian Xinyuan, who looked like a hellish ghost, he stayed in place in fright, and with a 'snap', the collar fell to the ground because of fear.

Tian Xinyuan's personality was almost like a beast, with keen five senses, and in an instant, he sensed the existence of that little boy.

In the neighborhood, brutally killed countless cats, dogs and pets in the neighborhood.

His heart gradually degenerated, gradually became wild, and gradually became dissatisfied.

And the boy is like a fat meat sent to the mouth of a hungry wolf.

It fills the emptiness and dissatisfaction in his heart.

Nothing, more exciting, more evil than killing.

So Tian Xinyuan's personality dropped the dead pet dog, laughed weirdly, and pounced on the little boy.

The little boy, who had never seen such a terrifying picture in his life, had a blank brain, was stunned, and his legs seemed to have grown to the ground, and he couldn't move at all......

I could only watch Tian Xinyuan, step by step, walking towards him......