Chapter 57 The precept punishes the mind for knowing that it is wrong
Hearing this, Li Zhenzhen was stunned, and it took a long time to react.
I only heard her say slowly, "Brother Junyan, I know." ”
In fact, since she heard that Zhao Wuyan pushed Zhao Qingyang into the water that night, she had a vague premonition in her heart. Compared with Zhao Qingyang, she was more willing to believe Zhao Wuyan's words. And Zhao Qingyang is willing to do that, I am afraid that he has already had some kind of deal with Su Junyan in private. It's just that she still had a trace of fantasy in her heart at that time, maybe Zhao Qingyang wanted something else.
However, from beginning to end, what Zhao Qingyang asked for was Su Junyan, and he was just deceiving himself.
Zhao Qingyang's feelings for Su Junyan have long existed, otherwise with the dignity of her princess, how could she not marry at the age of nearly twenty. You must know that if you don't marry at the age of sixteen in various countries, she is an old girl, so she once became a laughing stock among countries. Li Zhenzhen knew that it was because she was waiting for someone.
Su Junyan sighed, "Zhenzhen, believe me. ”
He sent Zhao Wuyan and Gao Wanwan away, but Zhao Qingyang came again, naturally knowing Li Zhenzhen's unhappiness. But now he can't do it.
Even if he had never had such a deal with Zhao Qingyang, he still had no choice. Because in his father's heart, he had already made up his mind to marry her, after all, it was far easier to marry a princess than to give away a princess. So he chose to stay in Birou's marriage, but he was probably happy to see it happen to himself and Zhao Qingyang.
One day, he will send Zhao Qingyang away. All he needs now is Li Zhenzhen's trust.
Only if she trusts him can he be at peace in his heart.
Li Zhenzhen leaned into his arms and said in a low voice, "Brother Junyan, it's really hard to follow you." ”
Hearing this, Su Junyan's heart gradually sank. He knew that she was working hard with him, but he seemed to be a little unable to accept these two words coming out of her mouth.
She suddenly chuckled, "But, I'm willing to eat it." ”
From the beginning to the present, as long as he still loves her, she is willing.
Su Junyan only felt that his heart suddenly floated again, and the feeling of going up and down like this was indeed a little difficult.
He attached himself to her ear, kissed her earlobe gently, and suddenly bit her mischievously.
Hurt. Li Zhenzhen covered her ears and looked at him in disbelief, "Brother Junyan, you actually bit me." ”
Since the two reunited, he has treated her like a treasure, holding it in his mouth for fear of melting, and holding it in his hand for fear of falling. Who knows, he actually wants her today.
Su Junyan smiled and said, "Zhen Zhen, you little villain, make my heart go up and down, so this is your punishment." ”
"Punishment?" Li Zhenzhen was a little unconvinced, "You punished me before, that is, you ignored me." That time, he hit my palm with a ring ruler. Why do you still want to bite me now, don't you think the real bad person is yourself? ”
Su Junyan's expression was a little weird, "Do you remember the time I hit you with a ring ruler?" ”
"Hmph, how could you not remember." When it comes to this incident, Li Zhenzhen is still uneasy, "How can I forget, even today, it is the saddest day of my life." ”
Hearing this, Su Junyan's eyes were dark. He knew the reason why Li Zhenzhen was sad, because he beat her because of Zhao Qingyang.
At that time, Su Junyan was sixteen years old, and I don't know when Zhao Qingyang, who was the same age, suddenly began to pester him.
Every time, he was indifferent. However, that Zhao Qingyang did get worse, and he was pestering him for longer and longer.
Twelve-year-old Li Zhenzhen has been liking Su Junyan for a long time, even if she is still young, she can see something in Zhao Qingyang's eyes. So, whenever Zhao Qingyang came to Su Junyan, she would go over to make trouble.
Su Junyan likes Li Zhenzhen's appearance, but Zhao Qingyang doesn't like it.
So one day, Zhao Qingyang found an opportunity where only two people were present, twisted his foot, and then said that Li Zhenzhen deliberately pushed her.
Li Zhenzhen was naturally unconvinced, and argued with reason. When Su Junyan arrived, she immediately grabbed his hand and told him that she was innocent.
However, Su Junyan didn't believe her words, but instead asked people to find the ring ruler and hit her palm.
Her hands hurt and her heart hurt even more.
Later, because Su Junyan had already punished Li Zhenzhen, this matter was forgotten, and he didn't go to the palace.
At night, Li Zhenzhen hid in the room alone and cried. She really couldn't understand why Brother Junyan didn't believe in himself and beat himself so ruthlessly. Her hand was already red and swollen.
Later, Su Junyan found her squatting in the corner and sighed deeply. Then take out the niche painkiller medicine and give her a gentle wipe.
Li Zhenzhen instantly felt that her hands were extremely cool, and the pain had disappeared a lot. Still, her heart hurts.
Later, Su Junyan suddenly asked, "Zhen Zhen, do you know what's wrong?" ”
She was angry, and naturally said unconvinced, "I'm not wrong." ”
She didn't push Zhao Qingyang, of course she was not wrong.
"It seems that today's ring ruler has been in vain." Su Junyan said slowly, "Zhen Zhen, you think about what you did wrong tonight, and come back tomorrow morning to tell me." ”
After that, he put the bottle of medicine on the ground, "When you get up tomorrow morning, remember to rub the medicine first." Your beautiful hands are good at the guqin, and you can't make mistakes. ”
When he hit her palm, although he mastered the strength, why didn't he feel distressed in his heart? It's just that if Zhao Qingyang pushes Zhen Zhen into the Zhao Palace, this matter can be big or small. They are just princesses and princesses hostage, and he naturally can't let Zhen Zhen take risks.
It's a pity that Zhen Zhen is smart every day, but today she hasn't even thought about this reason clearly. He knew it was because she had blinded herself. And what blinds her is her love for herself.
At that time, he thought about taking care of her for the rest of his life, but he hadn't realized that he loved her too.
After Su Junyan left, Li Zhenzhen finally began to sort out what had happened, and finally understood Su Junyan's deep meaning. He hit her, not because he didn't believe her, but because he wanted to protect her.
As soon as she thought of it, Li Zhenzhen's heart was not sad. In my whole heart, there is even a trace of sweetness. Brother Junyan, he also likes himself. No, it is possible that he protects himself only because of his promise to his mother.
So all night, Li Zhenzhen never fell asleep, but the focus of attention changed from why Su Junyan beat her to whether she liked her or not.
On the second day, Su Junyan waited for a long time and didn't see Li Zhenzhen, so he simply knocked on her door. He didn't answer for a long time, he became worried, and then pushed the door open.
The moment he saw her, his heart relaxed. I saw that she was lying on the bed, sleeping quietly. The scene was quiet and peaceful, and the present world was peaceful. Su Junyan couldn't help but raise the corners of her mouth, she originally thought that the little girl was still angry with herself, but she didn't know that she was sleeping here. I should be angry, why is my heart so happy?
Perhaps, letting the little girl in front of her sleep peacefully is the happiest thing in her life. His hand unconsciously stretched out to Li Zhenzhen's cheek and rubbed it carefully.
Her skin is fair and delicate, which makes people love it. Su Junyan unexpectedly found that he was reluctant to withdraw his hand.
Li Zhenzhen's eyes opened without warning, and Su Junyan had a feeling of being caught doing something wrong, so he immediately changed the topic, "Do you think of what you did wrong?" ”
Hearing this, Li Zhenzhen felt a little lost in her heart, "Brother Junyan, I thought you would ask if my hand was better first." ”
Su Junyan was stunned, and then asked, "Zhen Zhen, are your hands better?" ”
Li Zhenzhen smiled lightly, "It's much better, it doesn't hurt much now." With that, she sat up, her long black hair scattered over her shoulders. Although it is still childish, it already has the capital to attract attention.
Su Junyan suddenly realized what a reckless act she had been when she entered her room. This little girl has gradually grown up, but he doesn't have the awareness of male and female defense, so he really did something wrong.
"Brother Junyan, you see, my hands are not so red and swollen anymore."
She put her hand in front of him and smiled and invited him to look at it.
Sure enough, it was no longer so red and swollen, and he was relieved. Such a beautiful hand should not bear these injuries.
He couldn't stay here any longer, so he asked, "Zhenzhen, do you know what you did wrong now?" ”
Li Zhenzhen looked at him with a pair of beautiful eyes, and said slowly, "Brother Junyan, I shouldn't go against Zhao Qingyang. I know that you hit me to protect me. ”
Su Junyan breathed a sigh of relief, at least she understood her good intentions.
"Brother Junyan." The lovely man in Su Junyan's arms suddenly sat up and whispered his name.
"Hmm."
"Will you still beat me because of Zhao Qingyang, even if it's to protect me?"
Li Zhenzhen looked at Su Junyan's eyes, waiting for his answer.
Hearing this, Su Junyan was stunned, and various thoughts surged in his heart. Finally, he finally spoke, "Zhenzhen, I will do my best to protect you. ”
Li Zhenzhen laughed, "I know. The ambiguous answer is that there is no answer, but she is not obsessed with it.
In other words, it was enough for her to know that Su Junyan would protect her.
"Zhenzhen, I love you." Su Junyan's lips covered her lips and whispered in her ear, "Zhao Qingyang, it won't be an obstacle between us. Give me time and I'll do it. ”
Su Junyan didn't wait for Li Zhenzhen's answer, because his kiss had already drowned her out. Li Zhenzhen felt that there seemed to be a hint of helplessness in that kiss.
Su Jun was helpless when he said it, he was willing to live for her and die for her, but now he can't allow her to be a couple for the rest of his life. Because there are many things that are more complicated than life and death.
He suddenly felt really sorry for Li Zhenzhen and wanted to make it up to her. Maybe my own plan can take her with me. Away from Huichi for a while, she will be given a memory that will not be forgotten.
In the nunnery, Su Birou was sitting in front of the desk practicing calligraphy. Suddenly, there seemed to be a dark shadow moving outside the window. She rubbed her eyes, but found nothing, and she smiled, I am afraid that her own eyes were dazzled.
The breeze and moon in this mountain are clear, and the trees are lush and green, and I am afraid that the mottled shadows of the trees are swaying.