35. Farewell
The small long vacation passed in this incomparable toss, and Liang Lei could be described as exhausted. And after coming back, there was very little time to stick to Yang Chen, one was because his mother was sick at home, and he had to face various exams. The other is also a study and studio run, and there are a bunch of activities to participate in. When they were busy at the beginning, they both felt very good, anyway, they were in the same city, but they could also give each other more space.
A week later, Liang's mother's examination and diagnosis report finally came out, and it was indeed breast cancer as predicted by his father. However, it is very fortunate that it is only a phase and has not yet spread, as long as you actively cooperate with the corresponding treatment, the cure rate is still very high. That day, Liang Lei looked at the report and looked up to the sky with tears in her eyes, but stubbornly refused to let it flow. I can't tell if it's sad or happy, so for a while, in addition to classes, all the spare time on weekends was spent running home.
The way he got along with Yang Chen in love was obviously in the same city, but he unconsciously became a phone call. At first, she made at least three phone calls a day, then one call, and then maybe once every two days, and in the end, she never got through. But at that time, my mother was about to have surgery, and she was about to catch up with the final exam, so she was too busy to know what was going on on Yang Chen's side. Mom is sick, busy with schoolwork, and the two cities are running, although Yang Chen said that he wanted to share it with him, but Liang Lei refused without thinking about it. At that time, she was still unable to balance the relationship between her family and Yang Chen, especially at this special time. So much so that later, he stopped even delivering milk.
It wasn't until many years later that Liang Lei recalled that she realized that she was really quite dull when she was young and had never been in love......
A month later, Liang's mother finally completed the operation, which was relatively successful, and she was already in the recovery period, so she could do chemotherapy with regular treatment. Liang Lei thought that she could finally breathe a sigh of relief, but she didn't expect that at this time, her father would actually settle the ledger with her, or because of Yang Chen, she forced herself to break up with her.
This time, it was still noisy again.
"Unless I'm dead! Otherwise, you don't want to be together! Father Liang roared angrily.
"I also told you, Lao Liang, I prefer to be with him, and when I graduate, I will marry him and never come back!" Liang Lei, who was angry, smashed the water cup on the table on the ground for the first time and shattered it, and then she turned around and ran out of the house crying.
But she never thought that when she turned around, she and her father would be separated by a lifetime. If she could turn back time, she would be willing to give up everything and not want anything. Love and freedom are all taken, as long as they are exchanged for family affection, is it okay......
A person cried and walked on the streets of Lake City, took out the phone, instinctively dialed Yang Chen's number, this time, it was finally connected after a long time, you must know that the two have not spoken on the phone for almost a week.
"Hey, Yang Chen." Liang Lei shouted.
"Hey." And on the other end of the phone, it was actually a girl's voice ringing.
He immediately stopped and suppressed his tears, and asked tremblingly, "Who are you?" What about Yang Chen? ”
"You're Liang Lei, right? Are you too embarrassed to call? You've all broken up, so don't fake it, it's disgusting. ”
“…… What the? What breakup? Liang Lei froze in place.
"Alright, don't pretend. We're about to leave for the United States, and it's time for you to let go. ”
"What do you mean? Who are you? Feed? Feed? Feed! "The only answer to myself was blind.
After hanging up the phone, Liang Lei's brain was blank, and she wanted to pull out the number again, but her hands kept shaking, and she trembled a few times before the phone was unplugged, but the voice that came out was: "The phone you dialed has been turned off." ”
Is it a prank? Or was Yang Chen angry and deliberately angry with her like this? What breakup? What to go to the United States? What happened, Liang Lei didn't remember it until this moment, as if she hadn't cared about her boyfriend for a long, long time.
Pulling out her legs and running to the station, there was only one thought in her mind, that is, to buy the first train back to Blue City, to find Yang Chen as soon as possible, she had to know what happened!
After buying the ticket, even the waiting time was so long and painful, although she kept calling, the other party never turned on. During this period, Dad's phone calls kept coming in, but Liang Lei didn't answer any of them, at this moment she just wanted to see Yang Chen and figure things out!
Until his phone rang again, I thought it was Yang Chen calling back, but when I picked it up, it was a call from my grandfather, and after being entangled for a long time, I still picked it up.
"Hello? Grandfather. ”
"Leilei! Where are you? Come back soon! Grandpa shouted anxiously on the phone.
"I ...... I'm going back to school. ”
"Come back first, your father...... He's in a car accident, come here! ”
"What?!"
Liang Lei almost stumbled into the gate of the hospital, her fingers didn't listen to the call, and the mobile phone had to be clutched so that it wouldn't fall to the ground.
"I'm at the hospital, where's my dad?" She wasn't crying, but her voice was distorted.
“…… Your dad has passed away, and we're in the morgue. "It was my father's phone that I called, but it was the medical staff who connected.
The weather was nice and sunny. But the corridor of the morgue is long and dark, like Huangquan Road and Nai He Bridge. Liang Lei didn't remember how she walked in, and heard a woman crying in the distance, crying loudly and sadly. There was also a man crying and sighing, all in a familiar voice. Unconsciously quickened his pace and ran to the source of the sound, as if trying to grasp the last straw.
Finally, she saw her grandmother sitting on a chair and crying, her hearing seemed to have a problem, she couldn't hear what her grandmother was saying, and her grandfather was standing next to her, as if she was comforting her grandmother, but she was also in tears.
There was also my mother next to her, who was also slumped on the ground by the wall, her eyes were empty, she didn't cry, she didn't make trouble, she didn't even have tears. But why didn't anyone help her? She is such a clean and detail-oriented woman, why should she sit on the ground!
"Mom!" After repeated efforts, Liang Lei felt that she finally had a sound in her throat.
The three of them raised their heads when they heard the sound and saw Liang Lei at the corner of the corridor. Grandparents hurriedly stood up and grabbed them: "Lei Lei! You're finally back...... What to do! Why are you so willful! Your dad he'......"
"My dad...... How's it going? "The hands are shaking, the body is shaking, the blood is shaking, and the voice is shaking.
He ...... He...... Oops...... "Grandma cried even harder, and Grandpa sighed heavily and turned around and tears fell even more.
Seeing that her mother had stood up and looked at herself, her eyes were red, and her bundled hair had been scattered to cover half of her face, and her already pale face due to illness was even more gray and blue at the moment. Having never seen her mother's expression, Liang Lei was shocked, but her footsteps moved.
"Mom......"
Before he finished speaking, a slap came over and hit Liang Lei heavily in the face. The strength and speed were so great that Liang Lei didn't stand firmly, and fell the wall, if it wasn't for the shoulder hitting the wall first, if it was the head, it would probably be blood splattered on the spot.
The air around her instantly froze, and everyone didn't react, Liang Lei only felt a buzzing in her head, and she couldn't even feel the pain. That gentle mom! Since childhood, Dalian has never been willing to touch herself with a finger, this slap, Liang Lei was completely stupid in place, looking at her mother in a daze.
"He's dead! Are you satisfied?! "Mother, who has always been gentle, these words seem to come out of hell.
"......" Liang Lei.
"Your dad is dead! To find you! But I can't find you! Now he's dead! You're willing to come back!! You run! Keep running! Why come back! After so long, this woman's tears finally welled up.
"Don't do that! Lei Lei was also sad. Grandpa wanted to comfort his daughter-in-law, but he didn't know where to start.
Grandma just kept crying......
Liang Lei looked at the roaring mother in front of her, and the kind and gentle figure overlapped very hard, but they couldn't get along.
Father...... Father...... He's dead!
How...... Father...... He's dead!
Impossible! It was fine when he left, and he was still yelling at himself so vigorously. How dad ...... What the... It's dead!
Mom's words hurt like arrows with poison in their hearts. But where the hell is Daddy!
"Mom, I was wrong! I know I was wrong! What about Dad? I apologize to him, and I won't be willful in the future. Can you ask me to apologize to him...... "Obviously she wants to be coquettish like before, as long as she is coquettish, even if she does many bad things, her parents will forgive her in the end." But at this moment, it was like a pleading, like the plea of a dying person who wants the last straw.
"He's dead! He'll never hear your apology again! See for yourself! Mother grabbed Liang Lei's hand and dragged her into the door of the morgue.
obviously wanted to see her father, but at this moment, Liang Lei instinctively resisted, and the fear she had never had made her just want to escape. The two of them finally entered the door while pulling, and Liang Lei could no longer notice that the back of her hands and wrists were ruthless. Her eyes saw only her father as if they had been spelled...... Lie there.
The white cloth on his body was lifted, and Dad was lying on the white bed. And that kind of white bed was no stranger to her, it was a nightmare she had always hated.
"Daddy......"
"He's right here, tell him yourself!" The mother finally cried until she fainted, and the staff next to her may have been used to such a scene, so they just calmly helped the person to the side.
"Dad......" Liang Lei slowly knelt down and hugged her father's body with her hands, which was cold.
Daddy's face was bloodless and gray. You can also see the wound on the head, although it has been treated and wiped, but the wounds of all sizes are bare, and some of them can be seen with white bones.
I didn't have the nausea and retching during class, I just felt that my heart had been pricked by thousands of needles, and it hurt so much that I couldn't help myself. Dad, so many injuries, how much pain you should have!
"Dad, I was wrong! I shouldn't be willful. I know I was wrong, I'll never run away from home again, I'm scaring you. I didn't want to leave you and Mom. "So reverently muttered.
"Get up and take me home with my mother...... Good no good. We're home together! I promise I'm not going anywhere, just by your side and Mommy. I swear! Get up quickly. ”
The man lying there didn't move, Liang Lei suddenly stood up, and pulled the dead body with both hands: "You get up quickly!" Dad, get up! Take me and my mom home, and you go home and go to sleep! ”
"Lei Lei, calm down!" Grandpa came over and hugged her: "Your father, he ...... He's gone. You let him go..."
"Grandpa, I was wrong! I don't dare anymore! It's okay for you to let Daddy get up, I beg you, you let him get up! Despair, remorse, and fear finally completely crushed Liang Lei like a mountain of seas.
"You ...... He will be even sadder when he sees it. ”
"Why?! It's obviously me who is wrong! Why punish Dad...... "Sitting on the ground and grabbing his hair, the pain proves that this is terrible reality, tears have no value, crying hoarse can't relieve the slightest suffocating pain in my heart." What to do? Why? You're back!