Who is it? Repeating Faye Wong's song, butterflies can't fly in the sea? Is it the butterfly that can't fly anymore? Is it the butterfly that has lost its bearings? Or is there no more waiting on the other side of the sea?

Curled up in a small dark cell in the detention center, Xue'er seemed to hear the song "Butterflies Can't Fly in the Sea" ringing in her head all the time.

When she and Shizuko were sweet and affectionate, one day she accompanied Shizuko to check information on the Internet, and accidentally entered a girl's blog and saw a poignant love story.

A beautiful butterfly is determined to fly over the sea, because on the other side of the sea, there is a legendary beautiful red fruit forest, and only by reaching that red fruit forest can you gain the power of eternal life.

It's a pity that on the way to fly over the sea, for a small butterfly, this sea is too big, and there is no place for it to stop and rest.

It kept flying, in order to reach the paradise of its dreams as soon as possible, not to mention that even if it was tired, it could not retreat, and could only try to flap its wings and fly forward.

Flying and flying day and night, the fatigue of the body can still endure, but the loneliness and loneliness in the heart always destroy its will.

I don't know how long it has been flying, but it can't see the end of the sea, nor can it see any partners around it that can be relied on.

Finally, one day, when it inadvertently lowered its head, it saw the shadow of a beautiful butterfly in the clear blue water, flying up and falling with its movements.

The butterfly was thrilled, thinking that after its long wait and endless journey, it finally had a companion, and although the shadow seemed so illusory and ethereal, it was comforted.

Although no matter how much it searched, the shadow always existed only in the sea, appearing and disappearing, but at least the beautiful figure gave it hope, and it fell deeply in love with the shadow, and fell in love with the reflection of itself.

Day after day, the butterfly gradually lost its way, it only wanted to embrace its beloved shadow, and completely forgot the ideal of crossing the sea.

The sun rose, and the shadow was so beautiful and charming, that the butterfly could not hold back any longer, and it rushed to the figure desperately, and at the moment when it was about to embrace the shadow, the waves came.

The sea water wet the butterfly's tiny wings, and the already exhausted wings no longer had the strength to bear the weight of the butterfly's body, and they fell into the depths of the sea.

In the sky above the sea, there was no butterfly again, and the poor butterfly who fell in love with her shadow was even more lost.

Butterflies can't fly in the sea, this is a kind of fate, but also a kind of helplessness.

It falls in love with the shadow of itself that it shouldn't love, just like Cher falls in love with Shizuko who can't be recognized by the world, two people who shouldn't love each other are destined to drown in the sea.

The butterfly died, and the tiny one could not fight against the vast sea, so drowning became its only fate.

And Cher's love, because it is not suitable for this mainstream society, has determined from the beginning that she will not be able to reach the other side of happiness.

It's just that she is like that little butterfly, for love, even if she is buried in the sea, she has no regrets and is willing.

In fact, in the love of this world, there is nothing to love and not to love, and there is no love wrong and love right.

As long as you have loved with your heart and have no regrets about your efforts, this kind of love is sacred, and no world can shackle it.

At this time, Cher clearly realizes what awaits her, but she is still full of deep love for Shizuko, she keeps thinking about the sweet time she had with Shizuko, and keeps calling Shizuko's name softly in her heart.

Even if you are destined to indulge in the sea, even if you can't see the sun tomorrow, you can once be happily with your beloved, and all this is nothing.

Love is blind, whether it is love for men or women, no one can tell what is the difference between these two kinds of love, the same heart and the same infatuation.

I still remember Zhang Xiaoxian said: "It is a kind of happiness to meet the right person at the right time; At the right time, meeting the wrong person is a kind of helplessness; It is a sadness to meet the right person at the wrong time; At the wrong time, meeting the wrong person, it is a sigh. ”

These words are too depressing, and they are definitely not what Xue'er thinks in her heart, since fate has arranged for her to meet Shizuko, whether it is right or wrong, she will work hard.

As for Chen Chen, who was killed by her, he could only blame himself for his bad life, and fell in love with Shizuko, so he encountered a fateful entanglement and innocently lost his life.

Under the same starry sky, Shizuko is lying on a hospital bed, looking up at the starry sky through the window facing the street, and the street lamps and stars alternate into each other, making it even more prosperous and picturesque.

But Shizuko's heart did not become relaxed because of these beautiful scenery, she was deeply thinking about Chen Chen, somewhere on the street, who played Faye Wong's song "Butterflies Can't Fly in the Sea".

I don't know why, she originally loved this song very much, but when she heard it at this time, she only felt a strange irritability in her heart.

Shizuko doesn't want to think about everything she has with Xue'er, and although she learns that Xue'er killed Chen Chen because she lost herself, she can't hate her.

Maybe only if you have loved, there will be hate, and for Xue'er, she just likes and relies more, even though Xue'er ruthlessly destroyed the happiness that Chen Chen brought her.

But when she once thought that she was abandoned by this world, it was also Xue'er who stretched out friendly hands to her, and used her own arms to bring her warmth and dependence.

On the balance in her heart, Xue'er's harm to her and her dedication to her are positive and negative, just two off, and Chen Chen is dead, and Xue'er will also be punished for this.

The two people who loved her deeply in her life will leave one after another, leaving Shizuko alone in this maddening world.

Shizuko didn't know how to face her life in the future, but that day she was about to be rescued for Chen Chen's martyrdom, which made her think about life anew.

Maybe being alive is the best respect for life, not to mention, not only her parents, but also Chen Chen's family will also become a new responsibility on her shoulders.

When Shizuko finally figured out what she should do, she seemed to see Chen Chen appear in the night sky outside the window, he smiled approvingly at her, and then calmly waved goodbye to her, rising higher and higher towards the boundless sky.

At this time, Lin Xuan was lying quietly on the psychiatric bed of the Affiliated Hospital of the Medical College, and he slept soundly, like a newborn baby.

The nightmare that had been haunting him for days finally didn't appear again tonight, and for the first time since Chen Chen's death, he was able to face himself calmly.

In his dream, he was like a lost dog, chased by a black shadow that could not be seen clearly, and no matter how he ran, he could hear a clear and audible snort and footsteps half a meter behind him.

Lin Xuan ran forward desperately, but every time he was about to reach the intersection, his little sister would suddenly jump out, bare her body, and block his way with teeth and claws.

There was no way, Lin Xuan could only try to flee to the left and right, no matter which way he ran, after running five or six steps, Chen Chen would appear in front of him, sneering and telling him to give up the struggle and bow down to obey his orders.

Strangely, every time Chen Chen came out and said something to make him give up the struggle, he would wake up from his dream in a hurry and could no longer sleep.

But tonight, for some reason, Lin Xuan seemed to have a premonition that he would definitely get better after tonight.

This sudden premonition was so strong that although he was skeptical, his dream now showed him that it was correct.

Instead of the tireless toils of his past, he walked quietly in an unknown garden, with a slender corridor at his feet and a door in front of him.

As he walked, the flowers on both sides of the corridor opened and closed their petals autonomously, as if to welcome him.

Before he could reach the door, the door opened in the distance, and a man was sitting at the table writing something.

Lin Xuan could see at a glance that that person was Chen Chen, he thought that Chen Chen was really not dead, and rushed forward happily.

But no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't touch Chen Chen's body, if Chen Chen was like a phantom, he could see and hear, but he couldn't touch it.

Lin Xuan watched Chen Chen write on the paper, writing a letter, as if it was written to himself and as if it was written to Shizuko.

As if sensing Lin Xuan's entry, Chen Chen turned his head and smiled at him gently, then stood up, waved his hand and slowly faded into a virtual shadow, and finally disappeared.

Lin Xuan wanted to speak, but he couldn't make a sound, but he understood Chen Chen's expression, which meant to reassure him that Chen Chen didn't blame him for everything he did.

On the hospital bed, Lin Xuan was asleep, a smile bloomed on his face, he knew that his favorite Chen Chen would appear for the last time tonight, and from now on, they would be separated from life and death.

And he also believes that no matter what difficulties he encounters in the future, he will face them calmly, his heart knot has been opened, and only life is the best place in the world.

No one can make him lose himself anymore, Chen Chen's departure is like a key to enlightening the soul, so that this teenager, who once grew up suppressed in adversity, found the true meaning of life overnight.

Butterflies can't fly in the sea, or it's just a fateful arrangement, since they meet, who can say whether all this is right or wrong?

But when love comes, how can we not be the butterflies that want to fly across the sea?

Love makes us lost, and life commands us to grow, maybe no one is destined to be whom, but at least for love, we have tried.

is like Xu Zhimo's attitude towards love: "I will visit my only soul mate in the vast sea of people; I'm lucky; No, my life, that's all. ”

------- End of Volume 5-------