83 Have you figured out where to go?

That night, Yan Zhen tossed and turned, unable to sleep, and repeatedly recalled the brilliant fireworks and the fridge full of flowers.

She originally thought that she would not be so moved, even if there was really any progress with Ling Yanchen, it would be a compromise she made under the balance of various realities, because she had to choose the brightest and smoothest path.

But how can you not be impressed? Deep down in her heart, she is the most worldly kind of person, Ling Yanchen is the top of the rich list, he is young and promising and handsome, he should be happy to be liked by such a person, in fact, isn't she also enjoying his gentleness and chasing him during this time?

What was the original idea? Quietly wait for the other party to notice what kind of ordinary soul she is under this skin, so that he can discover the truth and break the beautiful illusion about her.

But even she could clearly perceive how difficult it was for Ling Yanchen to be tempted by someone, he was so good, shouldn't she make his liking more worthwhile? Did she expect someone like Ling Yanchen to love her most mediocre side? Even she doesn't love herself like this, so why do you ask an excellent and self-disciplined person to accept and like her?

She was reborn once, originally thinking that only money was the most reliable, and even willingly forbearance and disguise, just to become a widow with thousands of family fortunes. Now that her wish has been disappointed, she begins to reflect on whether she will really be happy if she is content with the status quo for a lifetime. Does she really like to be like that? No, she was probably more unwilling than anyone else.

What she yearns for in her heart is to become a person like Ling Yanchen, who can hold her fate in her own hands, instead of passively escaping. The reason why she stopped moving forward is more likely because she knows that she is not worthy of him now, and she also knows that the other party will no longer like her after realizing her true colors.

Yan Zhen, in your previous life, you used to complain about the heavens and people, complain that you were unladylike when you met others, and complain that you didn't rely on them, but now you have to do it again, do you want to waste this hard-won life?

This night, Yan Zhen seriously searched for news related to Ling Yanchen on the Internet with admiration and admiration, and re-acquainted herself with the different Ling Yanchen in the eyes of others.

She now has a new purpose in life and a better version of herself. What she wants to prove is that she deserves and deserves such a liking.

Ling Yanchen received two resignations that day, one from Yan Zhen and the other from Ling Yanyu.

Yan Zhen stood in front of Ling Yanchen's desk with a firm gaze.

"Have you figured out where to go?" Ling Yanchen asked softly.

"Hmm." Yan Zhen nodded and looked at Ling Yanchen, "I want to challenge one thing recently, which makes me ignite my fighting spirit again after a long time. ”

Ling Yanchen asked with interest, "What's the matter?" ”

"Mr. Ling, if I'm not mistaken, you should have graduated from X University?" Yan Zhen didn't answer directly, but threw out a question.

"Hmm." Ling Yanchen already had a guess in his heart, "So you want to continue going to school?" ”

"That's right." Yan Zhen smiled, "Recently, I feel that my knowledge reserve is not enough, during the Chinese New Year, my father also talked to me, I want to retire at the age of sixty, and then hand over his company to me to manage, but I don't know anything about management, but it's not too late to study systematically now, right?" ”

Mr. Yan did mention this to her, but Mr. Yan obviously knew her well, and Yan Zhen had no interest in business before, and he was not interested in inheriting the company that Mr. Yan had founded.

Originally, in Mr. Yan's plan, Ling Yanyu would definitely not inherit the Ling family, and Yan Zhen could hand over his company to Ling Yanyu after marriage. Of course, Mr. Yan also knows that he did not inherit the Yan family, and the company he founded is not a well-known large group in China, and Ling Yanyu doesn't know if he can see it.

Now that Yan Zhen and Ling Yanyu have dissolved their marriage, this makes Mr. Yan re-plan the future of the company. If Yan Zhen is still unwilling to take over the company in the end, he can also find a special manager to manage it after retirement, which is not a big problem in itself.

Originally, Yan Zhen never thought of taking over her own company, after all, whether she was in her previous life or in this life, she lived a life of preparing for the wife of a wealthy family, and she didn't even go to the company for a day in her previous life, and her mind was blank about business knowledge. But now after some changes, she suddenly found that the most reliable person is still herself, and she may be able to try a new way of life.

Ling Yanchen pondered for a moment and said, "That's right, but have you thought it through?" Once you have the idea and start acting, no one around you will allow you to stop. Yan Zhen, what I want to tell you is that even if it is a small supermarket, it is not easy for you to inherit and manage it, let alone a company. You're going to be tired, you're going to be stressed. ”

This is Ling Yanchen's most serious advice to Yan Zhen as the successor.

Yan Zhen nodded, "I know." ”

Of course she knew what this decision meant, just like Ling Yanchen said, once she started, no one would allow her to give up halfway, and she would be completely out of a comfortable and leisurely life. Eating and waiting for death in a wealthy family is a daydream.

In fact, there is no option to eat and wait for death in a wealthy family. Entering the arena of giants, no matter which path you take, it will not be easy and worry-free.

"Although I don't know why you made this decision...... Ling Yanchen stood up, walked up to Yan Zhen, raised his hand, and did the one thing he had always wanted to do but had never done, and that was to touch her head. He leaned in front of Yan Zhen and whispered, "But if it's something you really want to do, then do it." ”

Yan Zhen walked to the door of the office, her hand was already on the doorknob, and after hesitation, she couldn't help but confess, "I'm not what you imagined." ”

Ling Yanchen was staring at Yan Zhen's back as she left, when she suddenly heard her say this, a faint smile couldn't help but appear on the corner of her mouth, "I never imagined what you would look like. ”

"Then you can imagine it now." Yan Zhen was no longer entangled, and said loudly, "I hope I won't let you down when the time comes." ”

"Wrong." Ling Yanchen paused, and the smile on his face grew, "Don't let yourself down, other people's opinions don't matter." Come on! ”

Yan Zhen snorted, "Thank you, Mr. Ling." ”

After Yan Zhen returned to the secretary department and sat down, her mobile phone vibrated for a moment, and it was a message from Ling Yanchen, "If you feel tired, you can tell me at any time, I am more experienced and know how to relax." ”

Yan Zhen slammed back unceremoniously, "Forget it, people who hardly even watch movies, I don't believe that he has any entertainment activities that can make people relax." ”

Ling Yanchen quickly replied, "I'll study hard, you can wait for the acceptance results." ”

Wanting to return to campus is not something that can be achieved immediately, Yan Zhen needs to prepare for the exam, and only after the exam can she pick up the identity of a student. Looking at the prepared schedule, she still has almost a year to prepare.

Mrs. Yan was very much in favor of Yan Zhen's decision. Although Mrs. Ling also expressed her support, she calculated the time and had mixed feelings. People who have no fate just have no fate, she went to Ling'an Temple to ask for a sign that her eldest son would get married at the end of the year, but when Zhenzhen was going to school at the end of the year, even if the eldest son would get married, it would definitely not be Zhenzhen.

Alas! Mrs. Ling was very melancholy during this time, and even reached the point of insomnia and panic.

After Yan Zhen resigned, she usually had a lot of free time in addition to studying, and she accompanied Mrs. Ling to the hospital to see a doctor that day.

Mrs. Ling had to do a comprehensive physical examination, and Yan Zhen accompanied her to the gynecological examination. Coincidentally, when I arrived at the floor of the obstetrics and gynecology department, I happened to see Su Yiqiu sitting in the waiting hall.

The gynecology department and the obstetrics department are on the same floor, but they are located in different areas, Yan Zhen saw Su Yiqiu sitting in the obstetrics department, and guessed that it might be the same as in her previous life, Su Yiqiu was pregnant. According to the development, Su Yiqiu seemed to be unwell and took drugs that are forbidden for pregnant women, because the pregnancy time was still short, and finally chose medical abortion.

Su Yiqiu just wanted to bear the pain of losing her child alone, and did not tell Pei Yunyi about it. In Yan Zhen's memory, Pei Yunyi never seemed to know that Su Yiqiu was pregnant and had a miscarriage.

Now Su Yiqiu has just found out that she is pregnant or has she come to have an abortion? But what will happen to Su Yiqiu now is none of Yan Zhen's business.

Su Yiqiu naturally saw Yan Zhen as well, she didn't want to come forward to say hello, and thinking of what she heard about Yan Zhen and Ling Yanchen from Yun Yi, she was inevitably a little awkward in her heart, and subconsciously looked away.

Mrs. Ling only discovered Su Yiqiu after checking it out. She held Yan Zhen in her arms, with a gesture of avoiding her, and said in a low voice, "Zhenzhen, let me tell you, you must stay away from this kind of person." This kind of person with an unscrupulous mind will never be able to look past it. ”

Yan Zhen smiled helplessly, "It's okay." ”

Although Su Yiqiu's things are not authentic, but if you think about it carefully, the matter between Ling Yanyu and Su Yiqiu cannot be blamed on Su Yiqiu alone, Ling Yanyu is not so scummy, and things will not develop to the point of no return.

Mrs. Ling didn't want to have anything to do with her second son in front of Yan Zhen, so she quickly changed the topic, "I heard about one thing recently, your eldest brother used to have a classmate named He Xin, I have met him a few times, he is a good person, and he looks ...... Zhou."

Yan Zhen's first reaction was that Mrs. Ling was about to introduce her to someone again, and hurriedly said, "Auntie, I've been very busy lately, and I really don't have time to fall in love." ”

"You kid!" Mrs. Ling pretended to glare at Yan Zhen, "Don't worry, I didn't say I wanted to introduce you." This He Xin, he is getting engaged recently, and the engagement is to his nephew's former girlfriend. He Xin is the old son of the He family, and when he was still in kindergarten, his nephew was born, although the two are separated by generations, they are actually not a few years apart. ”

Yan Zhen hadn't heard much about the gossip in this circle recently, and she couldn't help but be a little surprised for a while.

Mrs. Ling said again, "There have been a lot of rumors before, I think it, now the society is open, and the freedom of love is emphasized, so although this kind of thing is rare, it is not unacceptable, Zhenzhen, what do you think?" ”