Chapter 55: Helpless to ask for help in a predicament
Yao Zhiyue opened the door with the key, but saw the orange light shining through the closed bathroom, and Yao Zhen's heart-rending retching sound came from inside, and the sound hit her eardrums.
Yao Zhiyue's heart plummeted, and she was almost engulfed by a sense of suffocation. She didn't have time to change her shoes, threw down her bag, walked to the bathroom door in three steps and two steps, and asked in a trembling voice, "Mom, how are you, how are you?" ”
Yao Zhen was stunned, and immediately coughed again and again, a pale and yellow face was so pale and yellow that she fainted with a sickly flush, and after trying her best to stop coughing, she responded in an ethereal and weak voice: "No, it's okay." ”
As soon as the words fell, Yao Zhen opened the door of the bathroom and smiled at Yao Zhiyue in a panic, "Why did you come back so late?" ”
Yao Zhiyue saw a trace of blood on her mother's lips that had not been wiped clean, tears welled up in her eyes, and she hurriedly shifted her gaze, "The train back to Ancheng departed at that point." ”
Yao Zhen nodded, her gloomy eyes flashed with a hint of expectation, and asked, "Those things I left behind don't work for them?" ”
Yao Zhiyue's eyes flickered for a while, and she only felt a pain in her heart as if she had been pricked by a needle, so she changed her shoes to avoid Yao Zhen's eager eyes, and replied lightly: "It should be useful, they have already left things behind." ”
Yao Zhen sighed with relief, "I finally got this knot, even if I close my eyes immediately, I can blind my eyes." ”
Yao Zhiyue frowned slightly, and said unhappily: "Bah, bah, don't say these unlucky words." ”
Yao Zhen smiled apologetically, paused, and asked softly, "Yueyue, do you have anyone you like?" ”
Yao Zhiyue was stunned for a moment, and Li Chenghao's handsome face suddenly appeared in his mind, like bathing in the spring breeze. Why are people so irresponsible? If she is not sure whether she likes the other person, she will easily open her heart, and when she solemnly puts him in her heart, she will not hesitate to turn away.
Yao Zhiyue only felt as if something had been plucked off in her heart, "No." ”
Yao Zhen said eagerly: "Aunt Wang next door has a nephew who is not married and has a house in the city, and I heard that she works in the Water Conservancy Bureau......
Yao Zhiyue changed her shoes and poured a glass of water, interrupting Yao Zhen's words with a smile, "I don't want to think about these messy things yet, and if I talk about other people's conditions, I won't take a fancy to me, who is poor and has not yet found a job, right?" ”
"Where are you worse than others? Have you forgotten that you grew up with a beautiful embryo? ”
Yes, it's nothing more than two jokes casually said by Aunt Li and Aunt Wang, who played mahjong with her mother every day, and she wouldn't take it seriously.
"Mom, go back to the house and sleep, I'm a little tired."
Yao Zhenpestle stood still, sighed desolately, looked at Yao Zhiyue with a sad brow, hesitated for a while, and said earnestly: "I'm afraid that you will work too hard alone." ”
Speaking of the back, Yao Zhen couldn't help but choke, "I know it's too late to start worrying about your life events now." You say, why did I go earlier? I'm dragging a pair of immortal skins to trouble you, I'm ......"
Yao Zhiyue's eyes turned red, and she stopped: "Don't talk nonsense, don't worry, I will find someone to marry." ”
Yao Zhen smiled with relief, thought about it, her expression was quite complicated, she was pulled by a contradiction, and instructed: "Mom doesn't want to give you a psychological burden and let you find someone to marry at random." Big deal, when the time comes, you sell the house and open your eyes to pick someone who treats you well. ”
Yao Zhiyue's limbs flowed with a sense of warmth, this long-lost maternal love was the first time she felt it when she was so old, and she was so happy. It's just that......
She felt a kind of joking desolation that began to call the end, "Mom, you'll be fine." ”
Yao Zhiyue couldn't sleep all night, she wanted to go through the law, but after consulting countless materials and information on the Internet, it only proved that this way was not working.
Lee Tae-ho was sentenced to 10 years in prison for embezzlement, and the statute of limitations for criminal proceedings was 15 years. It is the sixteenth year since the year of his accident. No wonder Kang Rou said it so fearlessly at the time.
Yao Zhiyue thought of all the ways she should think of, but combined with her current situation, whether it was human energy or financial resources, she did not meet the standards.
And the only one who can subdue Kang Rou is Chen Yiming's father and son, she doesn't know that she already has the handle of Kang Rou's leaking Ruida's trade secrets, which is enough evidence to accuse her of committing a crime, why are their father and son indifferent?
Is it all she can do to watch that woman get away with it? Yao Zhiyue was so sad and angry that she couldn't help herself, what did these bad things have to do with her?
She's been an outsider from start to finish, but why did all the mess end up piling up on her head? Fuck the statute of limitations! Fuck Kangrou too!
Yao Zhiyue burst into tears in the dark, biting the quilt in her mouth and trying her best to suppress her crying, for fear of waking up Yao Zhen in the next room. Suddenly, a painful and suppressed cough came to her eardrums, and her whole body seemed to fall apart, and a feeling of pain and helplessness made her heart grow with weeds.
"I've finally gotten this knot, and I can blind my eyes even if I close my eyes right away."
Yao Zhen's bleak words with relief were like a sharp arrow, shooting straight at her heart with the momentum of thousands of troops. She gradually understood why her mother was terminally ill at a young age.
There was too much pain in her heart, and no one could share and relieve her worries. As for her, she has always blamed her mother for her anger and ruthlessness, hiding far away, and never thinking of listening and channeling.
She has always longed to be a normal, loving mother. But she couldn't. Yao Zhiyue always felt that she was living in guilt, precisely because her mother was living in such a terrible and painful state of mind.
When her inner demons are gradually unraveled, and even finally dissipated, she is the mother who loves her children and thinks about her children wholeheartedly.
Yao Zhiyue was in a dilemma, but she kept pretending to be nothing in front of Yao Zhen, taking care of her three meals a day, but whenever Yao Zhen was in good spirits, she helped her to walk downstairs in the community.
Yao Zhiyue couldn't help but burst into tears every time she thought about it later, this was the short quiet years that their mother and daughter had stolen. From then on, she would never receive her mother's love again.
Yao Zhen actually had a mirror in her heart, saying that she was being treated conservatively at home, but she was counting the days to the end. However, the money for medicine is also a large amount, and her heart is bloody and painful when she looks at her daughter's low voice when she borrows money from someone behind her back.
In the past, when she still had thinning hair, she looked at the large number of strands of hair in the trash can in the bathroom and didn't care. But now she only has a slick scalp left, and there are still a lot of hair on the bathroom floor and in the trash can, and she knows that her daughter has fallen out.
Yao Zhen is now just bent on death, and her physical condition is even worse than before. Yao Zhiyue saw it in her eyes and was anxious, but she still forced a smile to laugh with her.
Every time the lights were turned off and she lay in the dark room, she felt the nerves in her body relax slightly. Perhaps it was from that time that she began to like the night, and even hoped that the day would not come.
Yao Zhiyue looked at the total amount of less than 100 yuan on the card, Alipay and WeChat, and fell into despair. She had already borrowed eight thousand from Song Lingling, and she was really embarrassed to speak to her again.
However, my mother's medicine was running out immediately, and she had to go to the hospital tomorrow to get it. In desperation, Yao Zhiyue could only send a WeChat message to Li Chenghao in a panic: "Can you lend me 2,000?" I'll pay you back as soon as I have the money! ”
This WeChat almost took Yao Zhiyue half of her life to send out, and her heart seemed to be hollowed out. However, I couldn't wait for Li Chenghao's reply for a long time. She was so remorseful, but she couldn't get the message back.
When he was about to fall asleep, his mobile phone vibrated slightly, and Yao Zhiyue sat up from the bed as if she had been stung by a bee, and saw the five thousand transferred by Li Chenghao, as well as a brief explanation, "I just saw the message." ”
Yao Zhiyue was relieved, accepted the money with trembling hands, and replied in seconds: "Thank you!" ”
"I really don't want to bother you, but I really can't help it. My mom is sick...... "She deleted it before she could finish typing."
"I'm causing you trouble, I'll pay you back as soon as I have money." After hesitating for a while, I deleted it again.
However, Li Chenghao on the other end never moved again. Yao Zhiyue was so sad that the economy was her bottom line, and now she asked him to borrow money, and her self-esteem was broken.
Yao Zhiyue raised her head and held back her tears, chuckled sadly, and muttered to herself: "Human life is a matter of nature, but you can't be willful. ”
However, excluding the purchase of medicine for Yao Zhen, the payment of water and electricity bills, and the purchase of some daily necessities and fruits and vegetables, there is not much money left. Soon, it was time to buy medicine for Yao Zhen again.
Yao Zhiyue wanted to go out and do odd jobs, but her mother's health was getting worse day by day, and she couldn't leave people for a while. She took out her mobile phone and sent a WeChat message to Song Lingling, wanting to borrow another 2,000 from her.
"I'm sorry, I haven't paid my salary this month. Last time, Zhong Lei and I just bought things for engagement, and he probably didn't have much left in his pocket. ”
"It's okay, it's okay, I'm causing you trouble. Lingling, I wish you a happy engagement and a happy life in advance. ”
"Thank you. By the way, how is my aunt's health? ”
Yao Zhiyue's heart ached, and she knocked out the next line of words with trembling hands and sent it over, "It's getting worse and worse." Anyway, I'll take care of my mom first. ”
Yao Zhiyue, who was once again cornered, had to muster up the courage to borrow money from Li Chenghao again. And this time, I waited day after day without a reply from him.
If Yao Zhiyue knew what happened that day, she would not have opened her mouth to Li Chenghao no matter what.