Chapter 134 Looking at each other without saying a word, only an empty glass of wine
"This first cup, let's let Jianxiang taste it first...
Since she was rescued by Xiao Banping, she has never touched wine again, and she really misses this taste.
But nostalgia is nostalgia, and she will never taste the taste of this wine again.
Huo Qingyun quietly watched her finish this, without saying too much, and filled the empty wine glass again.
Huo Qingxin stared at the cup that was filled again, and then raised his head and drank it all.
It's just that this peach blossom brew is in the mouth, but it is the same as ordinary tea, Huo Qingxin has tasted it carefully again and again, but he can't taste the taste.
She thought that the peach blossom drunk brewed by Huo Qingyun must be the same as the taste brewed by Su Jianxiang.
Originally, this Su Jianxiang's craftsmanship was taught by Huo Qingyun herself, but she was not good at learning, so she couldn't brew their taste.
Huo Qingxin couldn't help but feel very sad, now she doesn't even have the most basic sense of taste of a person, she doesn't have any taste in life, and she doesn't know how long she can last.
She drank several cups of peach blossom brew in quick succession before stopping.
The people who had been adding wine to her on the side did not stop her, and let her drink glass after glass.
Staring at the wine glass in his hand that was filled with wine again, Huo Qingxin suddenly grinned, and his eyes became wet again, and his heart was a little sad.
Today, she and her brother, who she grew up with, sit together again after a few years of hardship, but they are speechless and can only cook empty glasses of wine.
Laughing and laughing, the bean-sized tears also slipped down, and he muttered in his mouth.
"My Qingyun brother... Never to come back... I can't come back... WE ALSO ... Can't go back... ”
As the words fell, a glass of wine was drunk again, and the tears slid down to his neck.
At this time, Huo Qingyun's face on the side gradually changed, and his cold expression once again covered his entire face.
He was still silent, just his fingers gripping the flask, slowly tightening.
Huo Qingxin, who was already a little drunk, was already in tears at the moment, but there was still a heartbreaking smile on his face.
He put the wine glass in his hand on the stone table, stood up weakly, looked at the starry sky, and continued as if he was taking care of himself.
"I now, there are only two relatives left in this world, one is Old Man Xiao, and the other is Brother Qingyun, who grew up with me since I was a child and loved me and protected me... Over the years, a lot has happened, many people have left me, and sometimes, I even feel that ... Is it fate to bring trouble, so that you hurt the closest people around you? . . . ”
And she herself was saved again and again and survived.
Xu was using the wine, Huo Qing wanted to vent the bitterness and guilt in his heart for many years.
Maybe yes, she just used drinking to cover it up, she didn't want to face it, now Huo Qingyun hates her.
Either way, tonight, let her figure it out, let it all be over.
snatched the wine jug from Huo Qingyun's hand, Huo Qingxin raised his head directly, and the wine in the jug was poured directly into his mouth.
After drinking such a big sip, she immediately felt so satisfied, and today really made her too addicted.
Then the flask in his hand rested heavily on the stone table again, making a loud noise, and muttering to himself...
"At first, I heard that you were married and had children, and I was very happy... I thought that if you got married and had children, you would not be so lonely and lonely... With a wife, children, and one more... A complete home... But... ”
Speaking of this, Huo Qingxin couldn't cry anymore, and she couldn't go on, thinking of the things that Le Ya had told her in the past two days, as well as the few women who looked similar to Su Jianxiang, she felt as uncomfortable as a needle prick.
And Huo Qingyun on the side was just there, listening to these words quietly, without any response.
Huo Qingxin shook her head again and again in heartache, and at this time, she turned her head and looked at the man not far from her by the lantern hanging around the pavilion.
She was slightly drunk, and she didn't have the courage until this moment to stare at the person in front of her openly.
His eyes were red, the tears in his eyes were still flowing, he picked up a handful of white hair next to his sideburns, held it in front of Huo Qingyun and spoke again.
"Brother, I have been wandering around the Ghost Gate several times, I know, because of Xiangxiang, Daddy, you hate me, I am like this now. What else can I do, what else can I do, to get rid of the hatred in your heart now, you tell me ... ”
She was too familiar with Huo Qingyun, how could she not feel his hatred for her.
Huo Qingyun didn't expect that Huo Qingxin would have a showdown with him directly, he thought that he was well disguised enough.
But just as Huo Qing thought in his heart, they were familiar with each other's habits, after all, they were brother and sister.
Finally, Huo Qingyun no longer concealed it, turned his head sideways, and stared at Huo Qing's heart.
"I hate you!"
Hearing him admit it in person, although Huo Qingxin had already been mentally prepared, he was still a little difficult to accept.
was hated by her closest relatives, how could she not be sad and not hurt.
I only heard Huo Qingyun continue, "I hate you, why did you take the Medicine King Pill to save irrelevant people in the first place, but not save the people who should be saved!" ”
Hearing this, Huo Qingxin finally understood where the knot in Huo Qingyun's heart was.
He hated her for not taking the medicine king pill to save Su Jianxiang, and not to save Huo Ying, but to save Wen Linglong.
At that time, it was not that she didn't think about saving Su Jianxiang, but at that time, when she decided to save Wen Linglong, she was already determined to die, and she didn't think that she would survive.
And Huo Ying, she only learned the news from Wen Hanyue later that he had died.
It is because of this that she wants to atone for her sins with death and wants to go underground to reunite with them.
never thought that she was later rescued by Xiao Banping.
Back then, after she forced out the Medicine King Dan, she had run out of oil and had no possibility of regeneration, but God's will made her wake up again half a year later.
Now seeing Huo Qingyun's hatred, she couldn't help but wonder if it would be better for Huo Qingyun if she hadn't been rescued at that time.
After knowing the reason why Huo Qingyun really cared, Huo Qingxin slowly took out a dagger from his sleeve.
This dagger was prepared for self-defense when she left Gusu and went to the East China Sea before, and she always carried it with her.
Taking it out at this time, she just wanted to make a finish.
She didn't want Huo Qingyun to live in hatred for the rest of her life, and she didn't want her brother to have hatred for her all her life.
Even if she was killed by Huo Qingyun today, she would not have half a word of complaint.
handed the dagger to Huo Qingyun and said in an extremely calm and calm tone.
"Brother Qingyun, I don't know what else I can do to dissolve the hatred in your heart, if you let you kill the person you hate with your own hands, it can offset the pain in your heart...
As she spoke, she had already put the dagger into Huo Qingyun's hand, and then directly pointed the end of the dagger towards herself.
"Just do it, I won't complain."
Seeing Huo Qingxin's series of measures, Huo Qingyun's eyes, which were originally full of hatred, gradually surged into a little unbearable, but after a blink of an eye, the unbearable disappeared without a trace.
The corners of his mouth hooked up a sneer, then he threw the dagger in his hand aside, turned around and walked to the side and said coldly.
"I hate you, but I will not take your life."
The person he hates the most is Huo Qingxin, but Wen Xun, as well as Wen Hanyue and Huo Qingrong, who are still not dead!
Huo Qingyun only felt that he was too childlike and too weak, so Wen Hanyue hurt his love again and again, and indirectly harmed the entire Tibetan Sword Villa.
So when he heard that Huo Qingxin used Wang Dan with medicine and saved him with his life, but it was Wen Hanyue's sister, how could he not hate!
Their Wen family has always owed Zangjian Villa an explanation.
However, with the status of the Medicine King Sect in the rivers and lakes, what can a small Tibetan Sword Villa compete with.
Only by cultivating Taoguang, cultivating his own power, strengthening the Tibetan Sword Villa, and occupying a place in the rivers and lakes, can he compete with the Medicine King Sect in the future!
It's just that in the face of Huo Qingxin, he is not as ruthless as he appears on the surface.
Although there is hatred on his lips, there is still a trace of affection in his heart.
Huo Qingxin and him have been living together since they were children, they know each other, and they are brother and sister, everything that happened back then really can't be blamed on Huo Qingxin.
Goodbye Huo Qingxin's current appearance, she has already suffered too much, Huo Qingyun finally can't bear to hurt her anymore...