Zhao Rui was even more displeased, "You don't want to see me like that?" I can't wait to be locked in the palace forever. ”

"Locks? The concubine thought that it was not a lock, but it was liberated. ”

"I haven't seen anyone locked up, I don't know. If you have a grudge, just say it, I don't ask you for forgiveness, you just don't hold it in your heart. ”

Wan Zhao raised his eyebrows slightly, "Since the day you killed my brother by mistake, there has been no more entanglement. ”

Zhao Rui smiled: "If he is not loyal to me, I will get rid of him." ”

His eyes emitted a cold glow, and the gloomy owl was vicious.

Wan Zhao smiled faintly, "Yes." Shunchang rebelled, haven't you always been like this? King Ze, who died early, King Yan, who was deposed as a concubine, and King Wei, who survived, are all defeated under you. ”

"Yes, that's right." He stroked her hand, "But that's to sit on the throne, it's a last resort." ”

She bit her pale lip, "You're just doing it for your own selfish desires." ”

"Yes, I just want to sit as an emperor in peace and glory. In front of you, it's useless for me to hide it, it's better to tell the truth and let you understand. ”

Yun Zhao said lightly: "I have nothing to say to you." ”

Zhao Rui smiled a little, "No, we still have a lot of things to say." ”

"We? From the day I lost my son, it wasn't us anymore. ”

A year ago, when she was waiting for the birth of her child, she heard the news of Han Zhen's imprisonment, and then the malicious rumors from all sides came to her ears. In a panic, she collapsed in the garden. It was an eight-month-old boy, and he was sent away without seeing him.

"I've dealt with all the people who spread the news that day, and no one dares to say this anymore."

"You don't know, what they say. There are different opinions about whether they will be abolished or put to death, and I have to believe them. Wan Zhao said flatly.

He said angrily: "Whatever others say is false, only what I say is true." ”

"Since I was pregnant, there have been rumors, where was Your Majesty at that time? It is inevitable that fear will become a disease. My first child, you didn't think of it until after you died. The second is that you don't even dare to look at him. It was an eight-month-old boy. Wan Zhao said weakly.

He held her hand tightly, trying to convey the temperature of his palm to her heart.

"I was wrong."

"You are the father of the child, no matter what, I will forgive you." Wan Zhao said softly.

"It's for the sake of the child, but I don't deserve your forgiveness."

Wan Zhao lowered his eyes, "Yes." But I knew I didn't have a few days to live, and I didn't want to go to the underworld to see the children with resentment. Her tears flowed down her face, and Zhao Rui wiped them away lovingly.

He said gently: "Zhao'er, although I will go back to Chang'an." I can't live without you in the palace, so go back quickly. ”

"Do you want to use me to balance the Xiao family, or to suppress the other concubines?"

"No, the Xiao family is just a concubine, and she doesn't have the destiny of being a mother, and she won't be the son of heaven if she gives birth to a child."

She pulled out her hand and said with tears in her eyes: "You are confessing, that's why you want her son to be my son, and when I die, everything will be justified." ”

Zhao Rui looked embarrassed, but didn't say anything.

"I've already sold you this whole favor, what more do you want? You ask yourself, what day have I not honored you respectfully, taken care of your daily life, taken care of your diet, and even your wife and concubine, your children, which of the things I have not done to make you comfortable? Where are I sorry for you? My family, my relatives, where did you resent? You say, you say it quickly. Wan Zhao coughed angrily a few times, clutching the handkerchief in his hand.

Zhao Rui said: "To this point, everything is my fault. He tried to hold her hand. The veil was spread out, stained with blinding red marks. "Ahh It's blood. ”

"I'm dying, it doesn't matter if I don't go back or not. It's better to die quietly here. ”

Only ordinary people call death death, she is the queen, and she should be called collapse.

"Go back, I'll let all the doctors treat you, don't shy away from the doctor and hurt your body."

Yun Zhao sneered: "I'm afraid that if I go back, I will be healed to death by Tai Doctor in a few days." ”

"What did you say?"

"You asked the Imperial Doctor to heal me, but the more you healed, the sicker I became, the Holy One didn't have to say this in front of me."

Zhao Rui was surprised: "How come? ”

"If you don't believe me, you can go and take a look at the medical case, my heartache is no longer serious, and after the imperial doctor you sent to see it, this disease is getting worse day by day. After I gave birth, I collapsed into a bloody collapse. Say, "How can I trust you?" ”

He may have been heartbroken, "You are the person I trust the most." I won't hurt you. Then he asked, "Which one did you see?" If you dare to murder the queen, I will destroy his three clans. ”

"It's all at this point, and it's useless to say anything. Besides, don't you ask your heart? I'm afraid you're distressed, so I won't say it. She chuckled.

Zhao Rui frowned and complained: "You! ”

"Now that you and I are living people, we don't have to deal with each other."

"Shengren, you don't even say a word to us. I don't miss the old love at all. He forced her, "Come back to Chang'an with me, you are still the queen of the dynasty after all, and your child is still the crown prince." ”

"There's no need, there's no need. No matter how many princes there are, they can't stand the endless open and secret battles. I don't want them to know about you, the father who killed his relatives. Wan Zhao held back his tears and said ruthlessly.

He pressed her arm tightly, "What if I order you to go back to Beijing?" I am the emperor and the father, and no one can turn their backs on me. ”

"You're really good at laughing, it's obvious that you turned your back on the concubine first. If the concubine owes you, take your life and pay it back. Suddenly, there was a "snap", and Yun Zhao slapped him hard, "After this, the two are clear." What you owe me and what I owe you is all gone. I met you in this life, and now I only hope that there will be no more entanglements with you in the next life. ”

The slap landed on his face, making him stunned and stunned. "Zhao'er."

Zhao Rui was not angry, "I owe you, I can't afford it." You can recuperate well in Luoyang. I won't bother you anymore. ”

Yun Zhao said lightly: "Let's go, let's get together and disperse." ”

"Are you a merciless and unrighteous person?"

"Yes, you are the ruthless and unrighteous king. Don't you often say you're alone? From time to time you wake up in the night, and call the names of those you have been trapped. I've got that in mind. ”

"My heart has only been confided in you. I thought you were the only one who understood me. ”

"The concubine understands you very well, I clearly remember what you think, who you remember, what you like, and what you love to eat. Even including the concubine Xiao Guifei you love, I know everything about her. The Queen Mother said that I was mediocre and incompetent, but what could I hide from me, my heart was like a mirror, I just didn't want to say it. ”

Zhao Rui's face changed a lot, "Good wife and beautiful concubine, I can tell it clearly." ”

"You are clear, you know that only a woman with a prominent family background can match you, so you chose me with a noble mother's family. And what am I? A dispensable woman who needs to be attached to her husband to live. ”

Zhao Rui also argued at this time: "What if you are not? After so many years, there is no love, and there is still family affection. You left me so carelessly, where did you leave your family? ”

"Family? I've long since lost my family. My relatives are gone, just let them go. Wan Zhao coughed violently.

"Don't be angry, it's all mine, if you want to complain, blame me."

"It's been five or six years, and it's not long to say long, and it's not short to say short."

"I still remember that when you first entered the palace, you were a delicate girl. If you like to draw with me in the academy, I will teach you how to do penmanship, and the painting will be completed with one stroke. You have a good talent, and you will stand out in a year and a half. I watched you paint in the afternoon, and it was a peaceful sight. At that time, I thought that one day I would be able to watch my children read and draw in that situation. After all, I don't hesitate to love it back then. ”

"From the first time I saw Shaw, I knew that sooner or later we would go our separate ways. Wait for a night and a night, it is expected that she has such a look, such a talent, and is more painful than me, don't talk about me, Zhou's is not half as good as her. ”

He squatted down and said, "I'll tell you the truth, I'm in love with her looks and charm, but don't all men love this?" Why do you grieve for this? Secretly all day long, either crying or waiting, and not sparing his body all night long. ”

"I've been waiting for you day after day, I'm tired of waiting."

Her face was bloodless, not even the slightest expression.

Zhao Rui was anxious, "I'm here, I'm here, I don't need you to wait." ”

"What do you want? You're just sorry for me, I'm dying. I don't need you to feel distressed, you can go quickly. If you stay in Luoyang any longer, the Queen Mother will punish your concubine. ”

"Huh?"

Zhao Rui and his mother, the Queen Mother, are not very close, but they are just a mother-son relationship.

A smile appeared on Yun Zhao's face, "She doesn't want to see your Sixth Palace, if she doesn't take care of her, the Queen Mother will scold her." ”

"It is her duty to serve the Queen Mother, and it is her sin to take care of it poorly."

"Then she treats your queen as well as the emperor, and it is also her duty to serve the master's mother, why don't you say it? You're just fascinated by her charm. As for me, you're just going through the motions. No matter what my child is, he is not as good as the heir of your concubine. So it's better for them to go, and it's better to die clean than to suffer your eyes with me. Yun Zhao choked up and said, "You don't know it hurts until you're dead." ”

Yun Zhao's tears fell, but he didn't dare to wipe her tears anymore.

"No wonder you loved to laugh and make trouble at first, and then you didn't even give me a face. Even if you pleaded a word, you wouldn't have come to this point. ”

"What can I do? I don't know how I told you about the child once, but you were full of heart on Shaw. In order to please you, I had to drag this body to take care of her child. At that time, do you remember that I had just been out of confinement and had just given birth to your sister-in-law. ”

He was disheartened, "I'm not a good father, I'm not a good husband, I don't have anything except to be a son of heaven who can sit firmly in the court." ”

"Soon new people came in. Beauty is like a flower around you, and these things will be forgotten without a trace. Don't say it's me, it's Xiao's, after her years are gone, she will also be forgotten by you. ”

"No, it won't." He still had a little thought. "When we go back to Beijing, everything will be fine."

Yun Zhao hated: "Hmph, what do you promise me, if I hadn't died in a few days, you wouldn't know who it was?" ”

"Do we really not have that day?"

"No, not at all. From the time you never saw your child once, from the time you killed my family, you and I are not the same person. He coughed up a few more mouthfuls of blood.

"I see."

Zhao Rui also knew that he was just a futile effort of his tongue, so he regained his former spirit.

"I'm sorry for you. Your family, I will soothe them. As for the children, I am not worthy to be their father, but they are my children, and I will not lose them as they deserve. He sighed deeply, "The queen will settle down in the Hebi Palace, meditate and recuperate, and I will send the best imperial doctor to heal you." ”

"Your Majesty, the concubine is grateful." Yun Zhao smiled slightly and knelt on the ground. "The concubine has taken care of you for many years, and I only wish you good health when I leave."

"The Queen's words, I understand it. Let's recuperate in Luoyang, I'm back in Beijing. ”

He seemed to stay for a moment with nostalgia, and finally left without saying a word.

When he was gone, he fell to the ground, unconscious. Wei Yu sent her back to the palace.

Hua Dai said eagerly: "Your Highness, Your Highness, why did you let the saint go?" What can you do in the future? ”

"Grace is broken, and I have no contact with Your Majesty. Goodbye, never again. ”

"What? Go and confess your sins. Perhaps, Your Majesty, he will be soft-hearted and forgive you. ”

Yun Zhao said in a deep voice: "His heart, who can kneel softly?" Even if it's soft, it's not for me. He's just trying to be worthy of his heart. So that when I die, my heart will feel better. What's more, let his beloved Concubine Xiao Guifei ascend to the queen's throne smoothly. ”

Hua Dai's heart was half cold, "What did you say?" ”

"Hmph, what did I say? I have planted a thorn in his heart today, and the longer the days go, the deeper the thorn will go. Until it pierced his heart and bleed red blood. He knew how sad I was. Wan Zhao sneered.

"Don't talk about it, go back to the dormitory, I'll call the imperial doctor to come and show you."

"I haven't finished talking yet, you're trying to dig out the bottom of my heart." Canaan's raw material is the Qi Nan incense specially given by the sage to Princess Shangzhen, and Princess Shangzhen happens to have a master of incense making by her side, and this master is Tan Ruoyun, who has been a friend of me the day before yesterday. Zhao Jiangxue, what are your intentions? ”

"Brute with no conscience, it was Miss Tan who invited you here." Zhao Jiangxue looked like she was looking at a joke.

There was a faint figure on the screen, and Pei Xu suddenly understood something.

"You, you should think about how to meet her."

I have admired it in my heart for a long time, and I can't help but be restless, and those who love it will be treated with all my heart. He strode in, the incense pouring into his face. I knew that the person inside was her.

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