Chapter 37: Reborn
Director Wei's memories were rudely interrupted by Yang Zi: "God, just such a normal person has been imprisoned as a mental illness for ten years? Then why didn't you let him go? ”
Looking at the bloody policeman in front of him, Director Wei's face turned red for no reason, he was infected by the righteousness and awe-inspiring aura exuded from Yang Zi's body, although he had only done such a thing in his life that betrayed his medical ethics and conscience, but a mistake was a mistake, just like a drop of ink falling on a white cloth, no matter how much he cleaned it, the faint stain always existed.
He smiled bitterly and shook his head, not wanting to explain and justify his mistakes, now that he chose to tell the truth truthfully, it was originally to judge his morality and conscience, after listening to Yang Zi's question, Director Wei didn't know how to tell him, what was involved...... There is also the constant creation of new mistakes in order to cover up one mistake......
Seeing Director Wei suddenly fall silent, Yang Zi also found that his tone was too impatient, after all, this matter was not directly caused by Director Wei, he eased his emotions, but still said stiffly: "Director Wei, you tell me, now that I know that Zhang Qingtian is not crazy at all, how can I let him return to normal life?" ”
Director Wei understands Yang Zi's feelings very well, this young man has the integrity and kindness that are rare in many people in society now, although there are certain difficulties in remedying what he did wrong ten years ago, but Director Wei still said to Yang Zi in a sincere tone: "Captain Yang, don't worry, since I have told the truth of the matter, I will naturally take the responsibility of remedy." For this patient, the experience of these years has caused him to be psychologically closed, these problems are not big, now what I need to do is to do a comprehensive examination of him, confirm his current mental state, and then his family will come forward to take him home, I regularly volunteer to do psychological counseling for him, so that he can return to normal life. ”
Listening to Director Wei's words, Yang Zi's heart relaxed, he felt a little embarrassed about Director Wei's violent temper just now, and also said to Director Wei sincerely: "It's really good that this is true, the mistake of ten years ago has happened, no matter what the cause is, at least we can remedy it." ”
In Ward 134, Zhang Qingtian was still sleeping, but after Director Wei opened his eyelids and examined them, he said that he would sleep soon. Hearing this news, Yang Zi hurriedly asked if he needed to avoid it, he was really frightened by Zhang Qingtian's appearance just now.
"No, no, no." Director Wei raised his hand to stop Yang Zi, who was about to walk towards the door of the ward. "You must have stimulated the most untouchable sensitive topic in his heart just now, and now that he is awake, don't mention it yet, and then ask him slowly after he recovers for a while."
Yang Zi hurriedly nodded yes, stopped his outward steps, and stood quietly beside Director Wei, waiting for Zhang Qingtian to wake up.
It didn't take long for Zhang Qingtian's eyes to move in his sockets, and his eyelids blinked a few times, and the two people in the room knew that this meant that he was about to wake up.
Sure enough, he only heard Zhang Qingtian muttering a dream, and after taking a long breath, he suddenly opened his eyes, and he saw Director Wei and Yang Zi at once, obviously with a frightened expression, his eyes looked at the two people standing side by side in front of his hospital bed in turn, dazed and empty, the whites of his eyes were more black than those of his eyes, and he looked like a walking corpse without a mind and soul.
Director Wei looked at Zhang Qingtian with a pleasant face, and asked him softly, "034, do you know me?" ”
Zhang Qingtian turned his head at an angle, adjusted the focus of his eyes on Director Wei's face, stared at him for a long time, his body trembled, and said in a panic: "Doctor, I didn't make trouble......
"034, don't be afraid. I already know that you were forcibly sent here ten years ago, saying that you are mentally ill, because of some historical reasons, we have been treating you as a patient and forcibly treating, and now the problem is clear, you are not mentally ill, what I want to say is, do you think you let your family handle the discharge of you, you come for regular follow-up consultations, I will give you free psychological counseling, or do you stay in the hospital for a period of time and adapt to normal life before being discharged? Director Wei continued to say kindly to Zhang Qingtian.
"Discharged? Am I not mentally ill? Obviously, what Director Wei said to him today was really unexpected by Zhang Qingtian, and he was completely blinded, staring at Director Wei with straight eyes, and his mouth was habitually half open, almost dripping with saliva.
Director Wei looked at him with a smile: "Yes, you are not mentally ill, your mind is completely normal, you are only in a stressful environment for a long time, which causes you to be too sensitive to external response stimuli, as long as you adjust your mentality after being discharged from the hospital, you can return to normal." ”
Zhang Qingtian understood Director Wei's words this time, his eyes blinked, much clearer than when Yang Zi came to see it at the beginning, he trembled his lips and asked again in disbelief: "Am I really not mentally ill?" Can you be discharged? ”
Seeing Director Wei nodding affirmatively, Zhang Qingtian believed it this time, his eyes suddenly turned red, and big tears rolled out of his eyes, Zhang Qingtian looked at Director Wei with tears in his eyes, and then he cried like a child, he cried so sadly, ten years of grievances and sadness, those unknown mental journeys, only today did he have a chance to vent it.
Hearing his cry, Director Wei and Yang Zi who were present were in a very sad mood, and their noses were sour, how many decades are there in a person's life? Just to offend a person, so his ten years were easily taken away, thrown him in a mental hospital, put on a false mental hat, and let him spend ten years in vain, waste ten years, and endure torture for ten years.
Zhang Qingtian was still crying, he couldn't help it, no one knew what he thought in his heart when he was sent in, until the past ten years, how he survived in those endless dark nights, there was no hope, he couldn't see the direction, and the slightest change would attract the so-called treatment of doctors and nurses.
Only when his wife came every month, he felt that he was still normal, but he knew that his wife was an uneducated countryman, and it was impossible to expect her to find a way to save him, so he could only wait for a year...... Two years...... By ten years, he had become accustomed to being locked up here, to being a mentally ill person.
Zhang Qingtian thought to himself more than once, forget it, accept your fate, this is your life, just stay here honestly, until he dies, the only thing he is sorry for is his wife, and his son who was lost because of an accident that year, every time he thinks of them, his heart can't help but hurt like a knife......
was crying sadly, Zhang Qingtian suddenly stopped crying, turned over and sat up, not caring that there were still traces of tears and snot on his face, he grabbed Director Wei's hand and said anxiously: "Doctor, can I really be discharged from the hospital?" Can I go now? ”
"Well, you can really be discharged, but you can't leave yet." Director Wei answered him in the affirmative.
"Huh? Can't go yet? Zhang Qingtian's face was full of disappointment and worry, as if he felt that if he didn't hurry up and leave here, the doctor would find out that he had made a mistake and would cancel his qualification to be discharged.
His thoughts were written on his face, and Director Wei could see it clearly, Director Wei patted Zhang Qingtian's hand gently, comforted and told him: "Don't be afraid, I won't let you go now, because I need your family to help you go through the discharge procedures, although you are not mentally ill, but because you have been in tension and distress here for a long time, it will definitely have an impact on your thoughts, so you need your family members to be your guardians and take on the responsibility of taking care of you." ”
"Really? My wife came to pick me up and I can be discharged from the hospital? Zhang Qingtian's eyes lit up, he was so excited, he finally regained his life, he was finally a normal person again, from now on, he no longer needed to fall asleep in tension and fear, no longer had to be frightened, could he not be excited?
Zhang Qingtian, who was in a mood, scurried around in the small room, stood still for a while and looked at Director Wei and Yang Zi laughing twice, and then involuntarily danced for a while, but after a while, he stopped again and looked at Director Wei with a blank eye: "My wife only comes to see me once a month, she has already come this month, and she will not come to see me until the twelfth of next month, and she has no phone, should I wait until that time to be discharged?" ”
Director Wei and Yang Zi couldn't help but laugh at his pitiful appearance, Director Wei hadn't spoken, Yang Zi had already preemptively said: "Lao Zhang, don't worry, I'll pick up your wife to help you go through the discharge procedures, and I'll let you go home today." ”
Zhang Qingtian turned his head to look at Yang Zi, this was the first time he looked at this young man today, when he came to ask himself about things just now, Zhang Qingtian subconsciously thought that it was the original group of people who came to ask him again, and the past events that had been tortured and ravaged were vivid, so that he couldn't help but scream like he had done before in order to escape torture, pretending to be crazy and stupid and saying that he didn't know.
But now, he has realized in his heart that it was this young man who saved himself, it was he who went to the doctor to expose the truth that he was not mentally ill, it was he who made the doctor realize his mistake, it was he who made the doctor make the decision to let him be discharged from the hospital, it can be said that it was this young man who gave himself a second life.
Zhang Qingtian cried again, his knees softened while crying, and he knelt down for Yang Zi with a "tom".
His actions startled Yang Zi, and he hurriedly reached out to the top of the fight, and effortlessly helped Zhang Qingtian up, and said anxiously: "Old Zhang, what are you doing here?" ”