Chapte

1 There are vines in the wild

"Sister."

"Third sister."

When she was young, she would always follow her sister and always cause trouble for her.

But the sister who was only two years older than her was never impatient.

She feels that her sister is the best person in the world, her sister is the most gentle person in the world, and "sister" is the most beautiful word in the world.

She likes her sister the most.

She liked her sister the most, but until that day, she met him.

He said that there are vines and grasses in the wild, and there is no dew. There is a beautiful person, as graceful as Qingyang. Encounter and meet, and meet with the son.

She has a good name, he said.

At that time, she didn't know much, only that it had her own name. So she wrote it down.

He would often come to his sister, and as time went by, she and he gradually became familiar with him.

He was very gentle, so she always approached him unconsciously.

I don't know when she will feel shy in front of him, she will not dare to look him in the eyes, and even listen to him say some jokes.

Later, she understood that that kind of mood turned out to be "like".

It's a different kind of love for my sister.,It's a like that I'm ashamed to open up.,It's a kind of love that I'm afraid of being discovered by others and carefully hide it in my heart.。

But in his eyes, he only has his sister.

One day she saw him come to the house with a number of gifts, and she heard his parents talking happily with his father.

At that time, she already understood that he was here to propose.

But she didn't understand, why was that person her sister?

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Chapte

2 Thoughtfulness

At that time, she didn't understand why the person he chose was his sister. She only knew that he was pleased with his sister, and his sister was also pleased with him, so they had a marriage contract.

"Lovers will eventually become married."

I don't know who said this to her. At that time, she probably understood that because he and his sister were in love, they had a marriage contract.

But......

Obviously, I like him more.

She doesn't understand.

Sister Ming is always angry with him, Sister Ming is always reluctant to deal with him, Sister Ming always tells her things like "That guy is so annoying".

She doesn't understand.

Obviously she is always amusing him, obviously she always thinks about his feelings, obviously he also said to her "You are so nice to be around" and so on.

She doesn't understand.

Why did he choose his sister?

It must be because he likes his sister like that, she thought. As long as he can be the same as his sister, his eyes will stay on him, and he will treat himself like his sister.

So she started to imitate her sister, so she started to learn from her sister, so she started to try to be a sister.

She wants to be her sister with all her heart, but she can't replace her sister in the end.

She wanted his gaze to stay on her, and she hoped that one day he would treat herself like his sister.

So by chance, she showed her heart to him.

But after a moment of silence, he said to her, "Even if you are very similar to you and her, you are not her." ”

At that moment, she almost collapsed.

She has worked hard for so many years, and he hasn't seen it in his eyes? She liked it for so many years, and he never took it to heart?

But she only smiled softly and said, "Also, I can't be her." ”

At that moment, although she was unwilling in her heart, she could be regarded as letting go.

She hates her sister because she robs the person she likes.

She also likes her sister, so she chooses to bless.

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Chapte

3 No replaceable

She knew he was her "brother-in-law", she knew he was someone she couldn't have ideas. So she tried to put her eyes on someone else, so she tried to transfer that mood to someone else.

But even though the spring is bright and the peach blossoms are scorching, even if the fragrance in her nose is refreshing, even if her heart beats because of that little master, even if there is one more person in her heart, she still can't forget him.

No one can replace his place in her heart.

At that time, she seemed to understand his feelings.

No matter how big a person is, he can only fit one person in his heart.

So she deliberately kept her distance from him, so she deliberately ignored him and deliberately forgot him.

deliberately made it easier for her to ignore his existence. From time to time, she would think of the tenderness he left in her heart, and from time to time she would think of the beauty he left in her heart.

It was something that had been in her heart since she was a child, as if she had been born for him. He was necessary in her life, so she had no way to ignore him, let alone forget him.

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Chapte

4 Can't let go

After her sister went abroad, she gradually had concerns.

She saw that he often danced with other women, talked and laughed with other women, ate and drank with other women, and often stayed with women who were disheveled.

She was afraid, afraid that he would abandon his sister because of another woman. In that case, there would be no reason for her to stay with him.

So she confronted him, and she reminded him from time to time: "Don't forget, you and my sister are engaged. ”

He looked at her indifferently and said indifferently: "I know, so?" ”

She wanted to warn him to "keep his distance from those women", but she was dumbfounded by his indifference or because of her own weakness.

In fact, it's more of a weak heart, the reason why she is worried about him and his sister is just because she has enough reason to stay by his side.

In fact, she also hopes that the person who can dance with him is herself, the person who can talk and laugh with him is herself, the person who can eat and drink with him is herself, and the person who can stay by his side is also herself.

It seems that she did not give him the identity of a warning at all.

She knew that she was his sister-in-law, just his sister-in-law.

In fact, the identity of the sister-in-law is enough to warn him, but she is weak-hearted, she is afraid, and she is worried that the feelings she has hidden in her heart will be dissected again.

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Chapte

5 Important people

After her sister returned to China, she has always been very concerned about her sister's marriage with him.

Knowing that her sister had dissolved her engagement with him, she had mixed feelings in her heart. There is joy, there is loss, there is anger.

It's hard to be glad that he's not her brother-in-law at all, sad that she has no reason to stay by his side anymore, and she's angry that her sister treats what she can't ask for as a plaything.

When she learned that her sister had dissolved her engagement with him, she was even more puzzled. She didn't understand why her sister could break off her engagement with him so easily, and her sister just said "feeling" perfunctory.

She doesn't understand what her sister is talking about as "feelings", she only thinks that her sister is treating other people's feelings as playthings, and what others cherish as playthings.

Gradually, she became estranged from her sister. I don't know when, Xu is sister broke off the marriage contract with him, and Xu is sister's "feeling" began. She felt that her sister was slowly becoming stranger.

My sister is her important person, but he is also her very important person.

Originally, in her heart, her sister was a very gentle person, and "sister" was the most beautiful word in the world.

Originally, in her heart, he was also a very gentle person, and his words and deeds were full of beauty.

But two gentle people who made her feel beautiful made her feel so good anymore.

She began to hate her sister, and she began to hate the person she once cherished.

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Chapte

6 Revenge

One day, she stumbled upon the man whose features were as delicate as a sculptor's perfect work of art, and she knew that it was the man her sister said she "liked even more than him."

So, she tried to get close to him, she tried to fight for him.

Her sister treats what she cherishes as a plaything, and she wants her to feel the pain in between.

When she deliberately created a coincidence and appeared in front of her sister with someone she cherished, her sister was unexpectedly calm. She was disappointed because it wasn't the reaction she wanted.

She thought it must be because she hadn't done enough.

So she told her father that she wanted to marry the eldest young master, but why, her sister was always so calm?

She didn't understand why her sister was always so calm, didn't her sister care at all?

No, my sister won't care, she knows that it's just not enough to do it herself.

So she began to find ways to stimulate her sister, and even did not hesitate to send the bell to her sister when her sister was seriously ill, she just wanted to get a little reaction from her sister, she just wanted to know that her sister actually had heartache.

She was locked up, and her sister came to her room.

She saw her sister, who had lost a lot of weight, and her face was a little more haggard. There was some uneasiness in her heart, but it turned into anger.

"What are you going to do?" She asked coldly.

"Come and see you." My sister said, and sat down in a chair not far from her.

"Look at me? Look at me jokes? The tone of pretending to be angry was to hide the uneasiness in his heart, "Now that I see it, can I go?" ”

My sister didn't answer, she was still so calm, took the teacup and poured the tea.

She looked at her sister, who was still indifferent, and the anger in her heart unconsciously rose a little. I don't know if it's because of a weak heart or because I'm really angry.

She walked up to her sister, looked down at her sister who was drinking tea indifferently, and said coldly: "You are just a sick seedling, don't think about robbing me!" ”

Hearing this, her sister raised her eyes to look at her, her eyes full of doubts.

She felt that her sister was pretending not to understand, so she was even more angry because of her sister's calmness.

She didn't want the dispute between her sisters to be known by outsiders, but because there were people outside the door, she lowered her voice and said coldly: "Don't think I'm not as good as you." I will get everything you cherish, and I will eventually carry the burden of the family alone. ”

She thought that her sister would be at least a little angry, but to her disappointment, her sister was still indifferent.

After drinking a cup of tea, my sister looked up at her and said with a light smile: "I just came to see you, and I asked for a cup of tea by the way." ”

Then, my sister left directly.

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7 Sisters at last

She didn't know why her sister was always so indifferent, she only knew that her sister's indifference could easily make her angry.

She never knew what the source of that anger was. It wasn't until she learned that her sister was suffering from tuberculosis that she realized that her anger towards her sister came from her own uneasiness.

From the bottom of her heart, because she was afraid, afraid of losing her sister.

But my sister was so indifferent, so indifferent that she couldn't feel her sister's emotions, and made her feel that her sister was so far away, as if she couldn't reach it, as if it didn't exist.

She just couldn't accept it, couldn't accept that gentle passing.

Sister is her important person, sister is the best person in the world, and "sister" is the most beautiful word in the world.

If she could, she hoped she could still call out, as she had done at the beginning:

"Third sister."