The Covenant of Life Chapter 55 - Immortality or Impermanence
"Wake up, Changsheng, wake up, don't scare me!" Gu Changsheng's consciousness was hazy, and he heard someone calling him in his ear, his voice was a little familiar, but he couldn't remember who it was. His eyes went black and he fainted.
The white sheets, the empty room, and the blue and white clothes were what Gu Changsheng saw when he woke up. This scene is inevitably a little familiar, as if I have been here many times.
"Here...... Is it a hospital? Gu Changsheng muttered to himself.
He struggled to his feet, a tingling pain in his chest reminding him that he wasn't dreaming right now. Obviously just at home, did you come here in the blink of an eye?
Gu Changsheng opened the curtains, and the sunlight shone into the room and reflected on his pale face, making his already bloodless face look even more lifeless. The birdsong in the trees and the gentle breeze all reminded him that the weather was fine today, but on such a day, he ended up in the hospital......
"Immortality! Are you awake? Yang Shi put down the fruit in his hand and hurriedly stepped forward to look at Gu Changsheng, his face a little anxious. He said: "It's okay, don't worry, Director Tao of this hospital is very familiar with us, he will come to see you in a while, and any illness will be cured."
Gu Changsheng smiled lightly and comforted: "It's okay Uncle Yang, I've had it before, maybe I've been practicing less recently." ”
Yang Shi looked at Gu Changsheng and had a bad premonition in his heart, he was so familiar with the scene last night, he could only hope that God wouldn't play tricks on people like this.
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Ten hours ago.
Gu Changsheng took a sip of coffee and looked at the clock in front of the table, it was already three o'clock in the morning. Seeing that there is still half a month before the college entrance examination, although I have tried my best, I still have no bottom in my heart.
There was a knock on the door, and Gu Changsheng said come in. Yang Shi stepped forward with a plate of peeled apples in his hand and placed them on Gu Changsheng's table.
"Uncle Yang, haven't slept yet?" Gu Changsheng was the first to ask.
Yang Shi was a little speechless, he sighed and motioned for Gu Changsheng to eat some apples and rest, and then said: "It's not that I haven't slept, it's that I've woken up, it's a good thing for you kid to work hard, but you have to pay attention to your body, it's three o'clock in the morning and you still haven't slept yet?" ”
Gu Changsheng smiled, said two good words in a row, then picked up a clove of apples and stood up and stretched out to eat some apples. But before the apple could reach his mouth, it suddenly fell to the ground.
Yang Shi looked at Gu Changsheng with some puzzlement.
Gu Changsheng suddenly felt a little stuffy in his chest, and it was very uncomfortable. He patted it with his hand, and suddenly there was a tingling sensation in his heart, and Gu Changsheng knelt on the ground with a thud, clutching his chest in pain.
This symptom has been going on for months, but it is all chest tightness or a small tingling pain, who knew it would be so uncomfortable today. Gu Changsheng only felt that his heart was on fire, and then a mouthful of blood spit on the ground and fell to the ground. His brain went blank, the tingling of his heart had made him lose his ability to think, and the blood that kept spilling from the corners of his mouth let him know that something was really wrong this time.
Before Yang Shi could react, he saw Gu Changsheng fall to the ground, followed by a mouthful of blood spurting out, which really startled him.
He hurriedly leaned over and said anxiously, "Wake up!" Changsheng, wake up, don't scare me! ”
Gu Changsheng only felt that his eyes were a little hazy, and then his eyes fainted as soon as he was dark, and when his consciousness was confused, he vaguely heard a sentence: This is all fate.
The voice was quite helpless.
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An old man slowly walked into Gu Changsheng's ward, looked at Gu Changsheng, and asked Yang Shidao, who was standing next to him, "Who is this?" ”
"Oh, Dean Tao, this is Gu Jiaxing's son, I hope you can help him take a look." Yang Shi said.
Gu Changsheng looked up at this old man, and was surprised in his heart, wasn't this person the old man he met by the river when he was in Cen Du City?
"It's you?!" Gu Changsheng shouted.
"...... are you" The old man obviously couldn't remember Gu Changsheng anymore, he looked at Mr. Gu, his tone was full of doubts.
Gu Changsheng paused and said, "Cen Du City, riverside, fishing." As soon as these words came out, the old man instantly remembered and said, "It turned out to be you a young man?" There is fate, there is fate, there is fate! ”
"Uh...... Dean Tao, this illness ......" Yang Shi didn't bother to ask why the two of them met, he only thought about Gu Changsheng's illness in his heart, and hurriedly reminded Tao Yao.
"Look at it, look at it!" Tao Yao opened his mouth and said, "Let's go, go to my office, is the film filmed?" Take it when you shoot it. ”
Yang Shi scratched his head and said, "It should be a report in the afternoon, right?" Haven't gotten it yet. ”
"That's fine, I'll let them put the report out now." Tao Yao said.
Gu Changsheng felt a little strange, in terms of relationship, he only had one side to him, why was he so concerned about himself? Is it just because my father also saw him before he died? You must know that this kind of expert should be very busy, even Gu Jiaxing should have to wait a long time for him to sit for a consultation, why is it like he is posted upside down when he arrives here?
Yang Shi also wondered, but Gu Changsheng's illness was important, and he didn't have time to care about so many details.
Gu Changsheng sat at the table, looking at the old man opposite him, and kept recalling the words of Jiangbian in his heart. The old man looked at the few documents in his hand and did not talk to Gu Changsheng.
After about twenty minutes, there was a knock on the door, and a doctor brought the report. The old man stared at a few report sheets and looked at them seriously.
Gu Changsheng swallowed heavily, and he was so nervous that he couldn't do it. He was only an eighteen-year-old boy, so how could he hope that he would suffer from any disease?
Yang Shi clasped his hands together, and silently begged for heaven in his heart, hoping that it was not the result he expected in his heart.
After a long time, the old man finally asked, "Gu Jiaxing is your father?" ”
Gu Changsheng was a little dazed, but he still nodded and replied yes.
Looking at the expression on the old man's face, Yang Shi suddenly had a very bad premonition in his heart, could it be that what he guessed was true?
The old man swallowed and said to Yang Shi, "This disease...... It's familiar...... There's nothing I can do about it. ”
Yang Shi stood stupidly in place, at a loss, and even God forgot to scold in his heart, this is no longer something that can be described by creation.
Gu Changsheng is not a fool, he knows what the old man means by this, and he also knows what Gu Jiaxing died of because of something, and Gu Changsheng understands it all.
Gu Changsheng's mind came to the words that Gu Jiaxing said to him: "My father, that is, your grandfather, probably died of illness when I was twelve years old......
Yes, grandpa died of illness, because of what disease? At that time, it was estimated that it could not be checked. Why did Gu Jiaxing, a good person, suffer from heart disease? Eventually, it will turn into heart failure due to overexertion. And why do you vomit blood?
Understood, Gu Changsheng understood.
"You're having a heart attack, and you stay up late as often as your father, right? , I'm afraid it's ......" Before the old man finished speaking, Gu Changsheng directly interrupted: "I know, it's genetic, right?" Heart failure caused by heart disease, right? Gu Changsheng's tone was full of helplessness, but he still spoke.
Yang Shi looked at Dean Tao in disbelief, how much he wished he shook his head, but he still gave the opposite answer.
Gu Changsheng's heart was like ashes, how much he wanted to cry in front of Lu Li and Gu Jiaxing right now, he didn't understand why, why did he have to bear these things at a young age, and he had to lose Tang Wan after losing his parents.
He hates it so much, why did he try his best to get better and struggle, but in the end it was in vain. Gu Changsheng still tried too much after all, knowing that the superfluous emotions at the moment were useless.
Tao Yao opened his mouth and said, "You are better than your father, and you may live longer if you are admitted to the hospital for treatment." ”
"How long?" Gu Changsheng asked.
"About ten years."
"What if...... How long can I live without admission and proper rest? Gu Changsheng stayed for a long time, and finally made up his mind to ask this sentence.
Yang Shi stood behind him, and suddenly remembered that it was also in this office, in this chair, that man also asked the same question. Why, Yang Shi doesn't understand, is there really no good reward for good people in this world? Can people really behave so indifferently in the face of life and death?
"Up to five years." The old man stretched out his finger and gestured.
Gu Changsheng swallowed heavily, as if he had made some decision.
"Immortality!" Yang Shi was a little anxious, before he finished speaking, Gu Changsheng turned his head to him and smiled a little helplessly: "Uncle Yang, I miss her." ”
Same scene, same words, one father and one son. Thinking of this, Yang Shi's tears rained down.
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The scorching sun makes many people unable to open their eyes, gusts of wind blow, the smell of waves mixed with the air, Donglin City is such a coastal city.
Donglin University is located by the sea, as one of the top universities in the whole city, Donglin University enjoys the best teaching environment and resources in the country, and the dormitory alone has thrown off more than a dozen streets of other universities.
The shared dormitory is not only fully equipped with all electrical appliances, but also has one room per person, giving students enough private space. How many people applied for the University of Tokyo because of this, but they all returned in vain, after all, the admission score is too high.
Today is the last day for freshmen to enter the school, and the school gate is crowded with people. Because the sun is so strong, many people put up parasols so that they can give people less sight.
It was in such a hot sun that there stood a girl, wearing her favorite white top and black skirt, standing at the school gate and looking around.
Tang Wan wore delicate light makeup on her face, her eyes widened, she stood on tiptoe from time to time to look into the distance, and from time to time she turned her head to look around.
Tang Wan came a week ago, on the first day of freshman admission, in order to wait for Gu Changsheng. Since I received a text message from him a month ago, I haven't been in touch anymore, and it's clear that the college entrance examination is over, why haven't you contacted yourself? This is not Mr. Gu's style.
Beads of sweat slipped down from Tang Wan's smooth forehead, and she felt that her head was a little dizzy, and the space in front of her was even a little distorted.
Tang Wan's legs weakened, she fell backwards, and accidentally bumped into someone else. Just as he was about to apologize, a parasol was propped up above his head.
The breeze blew, and Tang Wan smelled a familiar smell, the kind of smell that inexplicably reassured her.
Tang Wan turned her head in a daze, it was still the white shirt without a trace of wrinkles, silver-rimmed glasses flashing white in the sun, her hair was broken, she was a little thinner than a year ago, her deep eyes were bloodshot, her cheeks were a little pale, and she didn't know what she had experienced recently.
Gu Changsheng smiled at Tang Wan and said, "Classmate, where is the boys' dormitory?" ”
After a year, the voice sounded in her ears again, and Tang Wan still had a thousand words in her heart, but she didn't know where to start. She wanted to say that Xu Yang had gone abroad, she wanted to say that Zhang Yun had been expelled, and she wanted to say that Xiaobai was doing well, but Gu Changsheng just gave her a look, and she knew that Gu Changsheng had already returned to Qingcheng, and he knew it.
She buried her head in Gu Changsheng's chest, gently hammered his chest, tears appeared in the corners of her eyes, and she said coquettishly: "You bastard!" ”
Gu Changsheng coughed and comforted Tang Wan: "I'm sorry, I'm late." ”
Tang Wan cupped Gu Changsheng's face, her eyes were full of worry, and said, "Why did you lose so much weight?" Are you sick? ”
"Tang Wan, I'm ......" Gu Changsheng's eyes were complicated, and he didn't know where to start, but in the end he smiled slightly and said, "It's just a cold." ”
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