The envelope in his hand was a little heavy, and it seemed that there were a lot of words written.

Su Ruoxi looked at the dried blood stains on it, trembled her hands with some fear, and opened them carefully.

The paper was crumpled with water, and some of the words were already unreadable, but the general content made her cry.

"Ruoxi, the only but best friend in my life, of course I saw this letter, which means that I have passed away a long time ago."

"Actually, I've always wanted to say a lot to you, since high school, you've been a very nice and gentle person."

"I thought that as long as I approached you, someone would approach me for you, but I found that there was a big gap between me and what I imagined."

"Not only did I not make friends, I also lost the trust of my best friend, and I was really angry to see you being embarrassed."

"I can do anything for you, although my strength is very weak, but as long as you need me, I will definitely be there for you."

"I thought we would always be together, with me when you were in trouble, and you when I was in trouble, until we got married and started a family."

"Remember our agreement? Whoever gets married first will give the bouquet to another person, and this is what we have agreed on. ”

"But later, I heard that you got married, and the object was a well-connected young master, and you will be the wife of the Qin family in the future."

"I'm sad, I'm sad because you didn't notify me of your marriage, but I don't have any way to contact you, I can only give you silent blessings behind the screen."

"Later, I heard that your marriage was just for the benefit of your own family, and you and the young master of the Qin family were also victims of this marriage."

"I really want to find you and ask you why you want to sell your love, but I know that although you are not short of money in the Su family, your life is no better than mine."

After reading the previous piece of paper, Su Ruoxi carefully separated the paper that was somewhat glued together, and looked at the blurred second page, feeling sad.

"Although you are very generous every time, I know that you will always have some scars on your body, and you don't want to tell me, you just don't want me to worry about you."

"But the more you do this, the more worried I become, the more I feel that I may not be as important in your heart as I was in high school."

"Now I know I was wrong, you're still my friend in high school, and you're still the same gentle and kind person."

"I actually approached you for personal gain, because I was told that if I kill you, I can get a sum of money, a lot of money, a lot of money, I have never seen that much money in my life."

"What's more, you didn't get married for love in the first place, I think that after you die, maybe you can get out of this unfair world and live happily ever after in another world."

"But when I saw you, I knew I was wrong, you were not a victim of marriage, but a husband who loved you very much, and you loved very much."

"I hate myself, because when I saw Mr. Qin, my first reaction was to want to take him away, because of envy, because of jealousy, because I hated myself for not getting such love."

"Later I found out that my thoughts were too dirty, I failed you, I shouldn't have such thoughts."

"I feel it's time to leave you and accept your fate instead of choosing to run away."

The words that follow are a little blurry, but it can be seen that word by word is written in blood.

The clearest thing to see is the two words at the end.

"Pain."

Su Ruoxi didn't understand how much pain and despair Qian Yingying experienced before she died, so she chose to leave this world.

The paper has small white particles on it, and the crumpled paper looks like it has been dropped in the ocean and scooped up.

"Miss Su, I was afraid that you would be too sad about this matter, so I didn't say it." Zhou Cheng hung his head, as if admitting his mistake: "Actually, I saw the whole process of Qian Yingying's death. ”

"I tried to grab her, but it was too late, and she jumped into the sea, and there were countless rocks under the cliff."

"I know you don't want to hear such sad news, but Qian Yingying may have been more than lucky."

"I see." Su Ruoxi did not collapse and cry as she imagined, but calmly did not look like herself.

Zhou Cheng looked at it, but found that there had already been a huge wave under her eyes, and she was unwilling to accept this fact, and she was fighting with her heart.

"Yingying has been working part-time since high school, because she doesn't admit defeat and doesn't want to borrow money from me, she would rather eat nothing, wear nothing, buy books, and stay up late to work part-time hours."

"Every time, in order to make a little more money, she put it off again and again, and finally worked all night to get an overtime pay."

Recalling Qian Yingying's sleepy head in class, Su Ruoxi felt funny and distressed at the same time.

It was also from that time that Su Ruoxi listened to the class more seriously than anyone else, in order to give Qian Yingying an excerpt of class notes and send it to her to let her rest.

That's it, the two are tied for first and second place in the grade.

Because of the scholarship, Su Ruoxi will deliberately make a few wrong questions every time, so that Qian Yingying can sit in the first place.

But now, the stubborn and unyielding girl can no longer be seen, not even a corpse left.

Maybe she thought about leaving the little life in her belly countless times, but the final choice made her leave this cruel world with her child.

For Qian Yingying, this is relief.

There is no work that can't be done every day, and there is no endless scolding that can't be endured every day, and there is no need to worry about Mo Qingshui anymore, let alone because he is heartbroken.

Pretty good.

Su Ruoxi thought so, the corners of her lips also picked up bitterly, her hands trembled, and her nails sank into the flesh.

A drop of blood dripped down her finger and fell to the ground, and a blood-red flower bloomed on the ground in an instant.

"Ruoxi." Lin Jinhua shouted, Zhou Cheng hurriedly turned around and left, and Su Ruoxi also turned his head and looked at his smiling face.

Noticing that something was wrong with Su Ruoxi, Lin Jinhua walked up to him, looked at her tearful appearance, and carefully stretched out his hand to wipe away her tears.

"What are you crying about, silly girl." He looked at Su Ruoxi in front of him with pity, and his movements were light and soft: "What's wrong with you?" ”

"I'm fine." Su Ruoxi hurriedly wiped away her tears, but found that there were a few more drops of blood in her hands, Lin Jinhua was even more nervous than herself, and hurriedly took out a tissue to hold the wound tightly for her.

"You can't self-harm, you know?" Although he didn't know what was going on, Lin Jinhua still used his own strength to make her happy: "If there is anything, tell my brother, and my brother will protect you well." ”

"You are not alone now, girls have to learn to take care of themselves, love themselves, and tell my brother anything sad."

Lin Jinhua's gentle words couldn't warm Su Ruoxi's heart, she could feel the coldness coming from the bottom of her heart, making her limbs frozen and unable to move.

"Don't be too sad, if you're too tired, go home and rest first, here's my brother, you can take a good rest."

Thinking that Su Ruoxi would do such an act because of overwork, Lin Jinhua carefully wiped away her tears, with tenderness in her eyes.

Su Ruoxi raised her eyes, looked at Lin Jinhua in front of her, moved her lips but closed them obediently.

Perhaps, now is not the right time for her to ask Lin Jinhua anything, Lin Jinhua has more things to deal with than she imagined.