Chapter Fifty-Six: Sadness and Sorrow
Lin Shanghan couldn't wait for Li Linxi's turn in the end, leaving only endless loneliness for himself.
In the school in the autumn evening, the afterglow of the setting sun stretched Lin Shanghan's shadow extraordinarily long, and the light gray shadow was broken in half by the corner of the wall, leaving only a crooked shadow printed on the wall, which looked particularly lonely and lonely.
Lin Shanghan was puzzled, he didn't understand what he had done wrong, why Li Linxi left him like this, why Li Linxi lied to himself again and again, why he had fallen to this point, and whether all this was fate or coincidence......
Lin Shanghan looked blankly outside the fence, at the place where so many students were encircled, at the students who were laughing and playing with each other in the opposite corridor, and at the little couple chatting secretly at the corner of the stairs. The excitement is theirs, and there is nothing for themselves.
This campus is so lively, it's just that there is one more sad person today.
Lin Shanghan looked at everything in front of him, and his thoughts gradually blurred. Maybe—maybe I really should give up on Li Linxi, right? Maybe Li Linxi is really not suitable for himself? Why didn't he just agree to Li Yixuan in the first place? In that way, will I be able to come out earlier, and will I be less painful now?
But--But Li Linxi, after all, she has been with her for so long, how could she forget her lightly? I'm not a sentimental person, but at the moment, my eyes are blurred by tears.
"Hey, Lin Shanghan!"
Lin Shanghan heard someone calling him, so he hurriedly collected his emotions, turned his head, and saw Deng Ziyi with a heavy expression.
Lin Shanghan turned his head and waited for Deng Ziyi to come forward.
Deng Ziyi walked to Lin Shanghan's side gently, supported his face with his right hand, and looked at the front with Lin Shanghan blankly.
After a long time, Lin Shanghan felt that the atmosphere of lying on the fence with Deng Ziyi was a little weird, and took the initiative to say, "Hey, what are you doing." ”
Deng Ziyi tilted his head slightly and glanced at Lin Shanghan, "What's the matter, don't be sad." ”
"No, I just want to know what you're doing here without talking or doing anything."
"I'll accompany you", Deng Ziyi said lightly.
"No, I can do it myself, I don't need you to accompany me."
Deng Ziyi glanced sideways at Lin Shanghan again, and didn't say a word.
Lin Shanghan was really a little confused by Deng Ziyi's unknown play, he was still sad just now, and now he has become confused.
"How's it going, are you better?" Deng Ziyi finally spoke up.
"What can be anything about this little thing", Lin Shanghan tried to make an appearance of indifference.
"Hey, you say some people, he just loves to be strong."
Lin Shanghan was a little anxious, "Eh, just say whatever you want, don't beat around the bush." ”
"Actually, I knew it long before you and knew that Li Linxi was going to break up with you today." Deng Ziyi was facing Lin Shanghan and said very seriously.
Lin Shanghan just wanted to ask, "Then why didn't you tell me earlier", Deng Ziyi stopped Lin Shanghan's words.
"Don't be in a hurry to ask, do you know why I didn't tell you in advance."
Lin Shanghan looked at Deng Ziyi with a serious look, knowing that she was not joking, and after thinking about it carefully, he still couldn't figure out why Deng Ziyi did this. If you are keeping a secret as a girlfriend, then you can do it; But it is reasonable, the relationship between Lin Shanghan and her is not bad, according to common sense, Deng Ziyi should still tell herself in advance, at least let yourself be mentally prepared, unless- unless Li Linxi specifically asked Deng Ziyi not to tell herself in advance.
Yes, it must be.
"It must be Li Linxi who asked you not to tell me in advance", Lin Shanghan said with certainty.
Deng Ziyi shook her head, still looking serious.
"Actually, Li Linxi didn't say that I can't tell you in advance, and I should also tell you in advance, and I did think so, after all, you can be mentally prepared in advance when you are prepared. However, in the end, I chose not to tell you in advance. ”
Lin Shanghan was puzzled and asked Deng Ziyi why.
"The reason why I did this is to make you feel the pain of that moment."
"No, what's your name? Are you afraid that I won't be sad? ”
Deng Ziyi raised his hand, "I'm just going to let you suffer, learn from the pain, and then chase Li Linxi back." ”
Lin Shanghan understood. In fact, although Deng Ziyi, as Li Linxi's best friend, may have a better relationship with Li Linxi than Lin Shanghan, she still hopes that she can be with Li Linxi, and she doesn't want them to really separate. The reason why she chose to let Lin Shanghan really face Li Linxi alone, listening to Li Linxi telling herself to break up alone, and on the other hand, she could have helped Li Linxi tell herself the news of the breakup, all of this is because Deng Ziyi is more inclined to the two of them to communicate face-to-face, and then burst out with the most real emotions, so that there will be the possibility of reunion in the future.
If it is really completely dependent on Deng Ziyi to communicate, then this relationship is not very serious, and they are really separated from each other naturally.
Lin Shanghan smiled and said helplessly: "But what can be done about this, what should be left will be left after all, and what can't be kept." ”
Deng Ziyi glared at Lin Shanghan, "What kind of mentality do you have?" You have been in a relationship for so many years, how can you say that you will break up when you break up? Li Linxi, I understand, she is not such a casual person, you and I don't look like an unreliable person like Yangtze River, why can't she keep it? ”
Lin Shanghan suddenly said to Deng Ziyi very seriously: "Little sister, have you ever been in love?" ”
Deng Ziyi was embarrassed by Lin Shanghan's sudden question, and stammered: "I, even if I haven't talked about it, but I know!" ”
Lin Shanghan laughed disdainfully and ignored Deng Ziyi.
Deng Ziyi looked at Lin Shanghan's dejected look, and the anger in his heart instantly surged up, and he grabbed Lin Shanghan, "Lin Shanghan!" If you are a man today, go and chase Li Linxi back to me! ”
Lin Shanghan was infected by Deng Ziyi's words, and couldn't hold back the emotions anymore, tears quietly flowed down his cheeks, "Do you think I don't want to?" But she's not with me, so what can I do? ”
Deng Ziyi saw that Lin Shanghan was crying, and her heart softened and comforted Lin Shanghan, "Hey, did you say that I was a little heavy, but although Li Linxi is not here with you, you can take the initiative to find her." ”
"Actively looking? Am I not going to school? How do I find it here? ”
"Well, let's do it, Li Linxi asked me to stop by her house after school tonight, she said she had something to say to me, you go with me tonight, you can talk again in person, if Li Linxi's attitude is really clear, then it will be my fault."
Hearing Deng Ziyi's words, Lin Shanghan's heart ignited a flame again.
Tonight, you must make it clear to Li Linxi.
Certain!
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(End of chapter)