21 I will not

Yun Shan hurriedly called Tang Shishi, Tang Shishi's previous scene had been filmed, she replied vaguely with a popsicle: "I didn't take on other scenes, I was lucky last time, how could someone still ask me to film." ”

Yun Shan breathed a sigh of relief and patiently advised, "If there is, try to take on modern dramas, do you know?" ”

"Why?"

"Coercion is too dangerous...... I heard that an actress had an accident. ”

Tang Shishi grinned, "How small is that probability!" ”

Yun Shan was silent, yes, how small the probability is, but she was met by Tang Shishi. In her last life, she had a broken leg, and when she knew that Tang Shishi had an accident, her friend had already been buried.

Tang Shishi is a stubborn person who doesn't cry when she doesn't see the coffin, Yun Shan knows that it is useless to talk more, so she can only help her pay more attention.

And at this time, Yun Shan suddenly realized that something was wrong with her! She was too passive and rarely took the initiative to do anything. Deng Yu said it was okay, and she believed that it was okay. In case her uncle has begun to go astray at this time, and Deng Yu doesn't know, then she has already lost the opportunity.

Yun Shan wanted to go home, but she couldn't leave for a while. Fortunately, in the hottest middle of August, the crew took a holiday and repaired for two days before continuing filming.

The TV series is expected to shoot 60 episodes, and Yun Shan's salary is a total of 600,000, which is naturally incomparable with Song Qianqian, but she already feels that it is a lot, and it is a huge amount of money. At this time, she had already got 200,000 yuan in her hand, and she would settle it after the shooting.

Yun Shan returned to H City on the day of the holiday. It was Deng Xuan who opened the door for her, Deng Xuan snorted from his nostrils like a swaggering little rooster, "Do you still have a face back?" Wasn't it amazing last time? Dare to fight ......"

Yun Shan's brows furrowed, "I'll take a look at my uncle and leave." She was worried and didn't want to worry about Deng Xuan, so she changed her shoes and entered the house, just in time to see her uncle sitting on the sofa watching TV.

Deng Jianfeng stared at the screen, absent-mindedly, he watched the football channel, but when he scored, his expression did not fluctuate, and his eyes were full of worry.

Yun Shan's heart sank, "Uncle? ”

Deng Jianfeng was taken aback by her, "Yun Shan? How did you get back? ”

Yun Shan didn't plan to hide it, and asked directly: "Did you know someone recently and still owe money to others?" ”

Deng Jianfeng's face really changed now, "What nonsense are you talking about!" "It's not doubts, but the emptiness and annoyance that have been exposed, and the gambler always believes that he will win back in the next second.

Yun Shan gritted her teeth, "How much do you owe?" ”

She inexplicably hated it, she had endured humiliation and weight, her leg was also disabled, and finally died in the dark night. But they can live well, but they are constantly doing it.

It turned out that she didn't hate, but she was sad and numb for too long, but she just felt that no one would feel distressed anyway, and she was used to suffering silently.

Deng Jianfeng used to be cowardly, but now he is accusing loudly: "Yunshan, you are lawless, I am your uncle!" ”

Yun Shan's eyes were full of tears, still stubborn, and she didn't flinch, "How much do you owe?" ”

Deng Yu held the basketball and pushed the door open, just when he heard this sentence. He threw the basketball and said sarcastically, "How much?" He owes 600,000, which is really powerful. ”

Although the young man was angry, he was calm enough, and turned to Deng Jianfeng and said, "What do you see me doing?" Let me not speak out? If you knew it wasn't right, you shouldn't have done this bastard. ”

Deng Jianfeng's face turned pale. Deng Yu didn't start, he suddenly felt that Yun Shan saw all this and made him particularly uncomfortable, as if their family was maggots born of corruption, and every one of them was so ugly.

After he knew that Deng Jianfeng owed a large amount of gambling debts two days ago, he was confused, painful, and thought of a solution, but then he suddenly made a decision and opened the door, "Yun Shan, you go, don't come to my house." ”

Before Yun Shan could move, she saw an old man slowly coming in with a cane outside the door. Grandma was wearing an ordinary cloth dress, took out the passbook in her pocket and put it on the coffee table, her wrinkled face was particularly calm, "Call Su Ping back and explain it to her clearly." ”

Yun Shan hurriedly went to support her grandmother, "Why did you get out of the hospital?" ”

"It's okay, if I don't come back, I'm afraid this family will be scattered, and I won't live for a few years, and the coffin is here." Jianfeng, you take it. ”

Only then did Deng Jianfeng realize the crisis of the impending mountain rain. After Chen Suping came back, she cried and made trouble, threatening to hack Deng Jianfeng to death. All the money in the family was secretly used by him to gamble, except for those, he still owed 600,000 yuan, and 50,000 yuan in his grandmother's passbook, where is there enough to pay off the debt?

Yun Shan watched their family crying and making trouble, and felt sad in her heart.

Chen Suping was tired of arguing, so she saw Yun Shan. The girl is nineteen years old, her eyebrows and eyes are pure and beautiful, like a budding flower.

Chen Suping pounced, "Xiaoshan, do you have a way?" You got the money for your mother's surgery last time, aren't you acting? Don't actors make a lot of money? You should save our family, so that your uncle will not be caught and cut off his hands, right? ”

The debt of one million in the previous life was 600,000 at this time, and every word my aunt said was still to squeeze her dry. 600,000 is also all her salary.

Originally, she planned to return it to Mo Zhuoyi, and the rest continued to save for her grandmother's retirement, but they pushed her to the edge of the cliff again.

On the night of August, H City was noisy and hot, and Yun Shan only felt that her fingers were cold, and she was so cold that her heart was cold. She felt so tired, this was a bottomless pit of dissatisfaction.

Yun Shan shook her head, "I didn't. "Even if there is, it will not be given again. She wouldn't sell herself to Mo Zhuoyi for them, she helped her grandmother up, "Let's go." ”

Grandma closed her eyes, and her voice was almost deadly, "Shanshan, you give it to them." ”

Yun Shan looked at her grandmother incredulously, tears flowed in the old man's eyes, "In my life, after Yaya dies, there will only be Jianfeng's son." "Yaya is Deng Ya, Yun Shan's mother.

Yun Shan felt as if her heart was covered in ice and snow, she was not an emotionless ATM, she was also flesh and blood. Knowing the warmth and cold, when there is selfishness, it will also be sad and sad.

She has been learning to be sensible and obedient since she was four or five years old, better than all the children, not crying or making trouble, and later studied hard to get every scholarship, used her spare time to earn money to work, and filmed in the hot summer......

Yun Shan squatted down and choked up, "I don't want to." "She just wants to live well and live with dignity. She didn't want to care about her uncle and them anymore, her uncle gambled red-eyed, always believing that she could win it back, and she would continue to owe debts, and Deng Xuan would never be satisfied. They will always only ask her, or they will ask Mo Zhuo directly.

When she was acting, her uncle was quietly gambling money, and even if she knew what it was, she was powerless to reverse it, and she couldn't prevent it, just like their greedy hearts, which couldn't be cured. As long as they find out that she has the value of making money, it will be more than 600,000.

Grandma's thin hand rested on the top of her hair, silent, and the pain was self-evident. Yun Shan can give up, but she can't.

Chen Suping pulled Yun Shan up and searched her body, "Mom said it, why are you so unfilial?" ”

Yun Shan's eyes were red from crying, and she shook off Chen Suping's hand, "I said I didn't want to!" "She only lived for twenty-five years in her previous life, and she is nineteen years old in this life, and she doesn't want to carry such a burden!

Yun Shan pursed her lips and passed by Deng Yu. The young man looked complicated, and opened the door for her, just like what he said to her at the beginning - Yun Shan, you can go.

The heat wave outside was blowing, and the cicadas were chirping in the silent night. The street lamps in the community were dimly lit, and she had carried two lives on her back, just wanting to escape from that terrible confinement, but she still felt that life was heavy. Grandma, what about grandma? She felt like she was alone, and she had no relatives.

Yun Shan was so sad that she couldn't help it, and after escaping from their sight, she squatted in front of the flower bed, hugged her knees and cried.

When Mo Zhuoyi came to her sweating, he saw her pitiful appearance. He searched for this broken place for nearly two hours, and when he saw that people were still sad like this, he was a little flustered, "Yun Shan." ”

Yun Shan cried so darkly that her clothes were stained with mud, but she had no time to care. It doesn't matter who is around, she doesn't want anyone, she doesn't want anyone.

The residents on the first floor were alarmed by the crying and stuck out their heads to see the excitement. Mo Zhuoyi came up viciously and scolded angrily: "You show Lao Tzu again!" The window slammed shut.

Mo Zhuoyi leaned over, whether she wanted to or not, as soon as she picked up the person and walked out.

Yun Shan couldn't struggle, a fist hammered into his chest, tears sliding down, "It's all your fault!" It's all you! ”

Mo Zhuoyi didn't know what was going on, but he still coaxed in a soft voice: "Blame me, blame me, my fault." ”

Yun Shan whimpered, crying breathlessly. It's so sad, whoever she hates, whoever comes up, she hits him, and as a result, she still has a pain in her hand! She's so useless.

Mo Zhuoyi doesn't understand the suffering of the world, let alone coax people, but he only knows that he is stunned, and he thinks that she is still good-looking like this, and she is so delicate that it makes people feel soft. He laughed and said, "What are you crying about, who bullied you, will I kill him?" ”

Yun Shan is even more sad, one of the culprits, you still have the face to say this?

The street lights along the way are dim. There is no trace of coolness in the summer night, and the man is even hotter.

Yun Shan wiped away her tears with the back of her hand, she calmed down and became conscious, and she felt that it was too embarrassing to cry like this in front of him.

"You put me down." She spoke in a nasal voice and reached out to push him.

"Don't make a fuss." Mo Zhuoyi hugged her lightly and asked, "Where is there a hotel near here?" ”

As soon as Yun Shan heard the word hotel, she looked at him with a wary gaze, closed her mouth and didn't speak, struggling to go down.

Mo Zhuoyi finally compromised and put her down, "Yun Shan, you little conscienceless, you have carried you away for so long, and you don't recognize people, right?" ”

Yun Shan was stimulated today, and she was surprisingly bold, and replied, "I didn't let you hug it." ”

Mo Zhuoyi had a smile in his eyes, "Is it because I want to hold it myself?" ”

Yun Shan was still sad in her heart, she didn't want to pay attention to him, and she didn't look away.

Mo Zhuoyi went to Lifeng Town in the afternoon, and found that the crew was on vacation and Yun Shan had also gone home. Yun Shan had an address on the terms of the contract signed for filming, and he came over directly, but he didn't expect her to cry like this, which shows that she is really sad.

Yun Shan looked in the direction of her uncle's house through the lights of thousands of homes, where there turned into a glimmer or two, and it was not real in the dark.

She was slightly distracted. When she was a child, her grandmother taught her to sing nursery rhymes, carried her on mountain roads, and they planted kapok in the yard together. When the family was at its poorest, my grandmother wouldn't let her go hungry if she didn't eat.

But her grandmother was sometimes extremely cold to her, and the one she remembered the most was when she was five years old, when she fell in the yard and her elbow was broken by a stone. She was about to cry when she saw her grandmother's eyes from afar, so cold that she was indifferent, as if she was looking at a stranger. But after a while, her grandmother still picked her up, sighed and rubbed medicine on Xiao Yunshan.

Does grandma love her? Yun Shan used to think that it was love, but she lived again in this life, and for the first time, she had the opposite idea. Maybe it's not love.

Grandma never told her mother how Deng Ya died. There are thousands of reasons for the death, but there is a great possibility, because Yun Shan was born, so Deng Ya died.

Yun Shan worked hard to be well-behaved and let herself lose her edges and corners, but she didn't want to add a burden to her grandmother, and she even paid for twenty-five years of her life for it. How she wished someone loved her.

At this moment, Yun Shan's hands and feet are cold, it is possible that the relatives she has always cherished actually hate her. In a love-hate relationship, she is just a stranger who has been kicked out.