Chapter 61: Wave after Wave
After Lin Shanghan and Deng Ziyi returned to the classroom, their hearts couldn't calm down for a long time.
The reason is not about my feelings, but more about my monthly exam. Lin Shanghan would never have thought that he would get the position of 30th this time, and this exam is only the second exam since the beginning of the school year, some people and even teachers have every reason to believe that you did well in the first exam just because of luck, everyone at the level of the exam is more to think that you were lucky last time and do not want to think that you are a failure this time, this is the discrimination chain of grades on campus.
Lin Shanghan turned out the test papers of the monthly exam irritably, looked at the questions he was wrong again, and counted his scores over and over again. When everyone estimates their own scores, they tend to estimate the scores a little higher, and Lin Shanghan almost always has a gap of more than ten or even twenty points higher. Lin Shanghan himself knows this, but this is not a consolation until the real score comes out.
Lin Shanghan didn't want to think about his failure, because after every time he failed an exam, there would be pressure from teachers, parents and even classmates, and these pressures would press him for a long time. Although most of these pressures may have been imposed on him by Lin Shanghan himself, this psychological burden has lingered for a long time, and it can only be relieved by the success of the next exam.
More often than not, Lin Shanghan, like most people, is only willing to accept his own success, but it is difficult to accept his own failure.
During the evening self-study of mathematics, the mathematics teacher went down for a spin after assigning the task as usual, and when he turned to Lin Shanghan, he deliberately paused. Lin Shanghan saw the teacher stop in front of him, and he was a little panicked in his heart, knowing that the math teacher was probably going to talk about his questions in this exam.
The math teacher lowered his body and said, "Lin Shanghan, you didn't do well in the exam this time." ”
Lin Shanghan "groaned" in his heart, it seems that he didn't do well in this exam because he really hammered it.
"Ah, oh, I don't feel like I'm doing well this time."
"You show me your papers."
Lin Shanghan took out the test paper, and there were traces of his wrong questions on it.
The math teacher glanced at it a few times, "Look at it, look at it, this kind of basic question can be wrong, and there are later questions, according to your level, these questions can at least be done correctly in the second question." ”
Lin Shanghan lowered his head and accepted the criticism of the math teacher. In fact, sometimes, it is a comfort to be able to hear the teacher's criticism of yourself, at least in the teacher's heart, I am not at this level.
"Reflect on yourself, how can you do it like this."
Lin Shanghan picked up the test paper, he couldn't let go of it for a long time, and Zhu Zhishuang next door didn't joke with Lin Shanghan when he saw Lin Shanghan's lost appearance.
The next day, the answer cards of each subject were sent down one after another, this time it was a bit unexpected by Lin Shanghan, the surprise was that the Chinese test was okay, and the other two main subjects were not very good, no wonder he would rank 30th this time. If you take electives, it's still average.,Fortunately, both subjects are B.。
Lin Shanghan didn't want to look at his test papers too much, the people around him seemed to have done well this time, and Fan Hongbing, who was behind, actually scored 145 points when the average score in mathematics was only 126 (out of 160 points), and this guy had to be stunned for a long time when he got the test papers. Li Yixuan's math test this time was higher than Lin Shanghan's own, Li Yixuan was a little excited to ask Lin Shanghan how many points he scored, Lin Shanghan was of course embarrassed to say his score, playing haha, there was an indescribable feeling in his heart.
In the afternoon, the class teacher will announce the rankings again. In the past, when the test was good, this time was what Lin Shanghan looked forward to the most, but if the test was not good, Lin Shanghan didn't want the teacher to announce everyone's rankings.
Everyone who does not do well in the exam will have a sense of shame to spur themselves, although maybe you will not have too many people to pay attention to you if you do not do well, but everyone has their own world in their own hearts, and everything in this world is looking at themselves.
Before the head teacher released the results, he deliberately said, "This time our class has done very well in the overall exam, some people have made great progress, such as Li Yixuan, this time they have made great progress, and some people have regressed a lot, I hope you can realize your own problems and reflect seriously", and glanced in the direction of Lin Shanghan.
Of course, Lin Shanghan knows who the teacher is talking about, and at this time, face the wind.
The teacher first put the top fifteen in the class, and Lin Shanghan was surprised to see that Cheng Xiang, who was between him and his own rank last time, actually got the second directly in the exam this time, and the later Fan Hongbing followed closely behind in the third place, and the first place was Hu Yong last time. Seeing that Cheng Xiang did so well in the exam, Lin Shanghan had an indescribable feeling in his heart.
Behind is the person who has made great progress, Lin Shanghan saw that Li Yixuan was ranked first, this time he improved by 20 places, ranking 28th, two places higher than him Lin Shanghan. Seeing that Li Yixuan was even better than herself, Lin Shanghan was completely unpleasant. For a long time, Lin Shanghan may not have taken Li Yixuan's grades seriously, but he didn't expect that Li Yixuan has been working silently like herself, and she is seriously improving herself in every practice and every class.
On the other hand, he Lin Shanghan always thinks that his problem is not big, and his daily study is always a little impetuous, and it is inevitable that he will completely fail in an exam, resulting in today's situation.
Those who progress are followed by those who regress, and this time, Lin Shanghan, like Li Yixuan, ranks first in this table.
The head teacher didn't write how many people regressed, but the ranking of regression was also ranked according to the level, Lin Shanghan lowered his head in shame after seeing it, Li Yixuan opened her big eyes, and she was extremely surprised in her heart, and felt sorry for Lin Shanghan for a while.
Lin Shanghan didn't listen much to what the head teacher said, and his heart was still repeating because of the problem of grades, Lin Shanghan would think a lot about it every time he came to such a time, and then set up many, many flags for his future.
Lin Shanghan thought about Deng Ziyi's words yesterday, maybe he was really going to start a new life.
After class, Lin Shanghan was not in the mood to eat, and sat in his position in disappointment. Li Yixuan walked over quietly with a bag of bread, sat down gently beside Lin Shanghan, and whispered, "Okay, don't be sad, eat something." ”
Lin Shanghan waved his hand, he didn't have the face to face Li Yixuan, who had been tutored by himself.
"Well, no matter what others think, but I trust you."
Lin Shanghan turned his face and asked with a smile, "What do you believe?" ”
"I believe you must have made a mistake for a while, and you will definitely do very, very well in the exam next time", Li Yixuan's eyes flashed.
Lin Shanghan saw a kind of light through Li Yixuan's eyes, a healing light, and Lin Shanghan slowly got lost in this light, just like he was lost in Li Linxi.
Where to find a good girl like Li Yixuan?
(End of chapter)