Chapter 19: Regret
Qi Tianyu hugged Yi Qi Wanxi and wanted to hug her tightly, but he didn't dare to push too hard, and he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to control himself, so he quickly let go of her, looked down at her with teary eyes, and said with a smile: "Okay, don't cry." Then he glanced out the window, and the heavy rain was still there, so he said to Yi Qi Wanxi, "The rain is still heavy, let's wait for the rain to be lighter before leaving." β
Yi Qi Wanxi didn't speak, only nodded slightly.
"But there's one thing I'm curious about." Qi Tianyu looked down at Yi Qi Wanxi, "Who is the person in your heart?" β
When Yi Qi Wanxi heard this, her tears suddenly stopped flowing, and she quickly thought about how to answer Qi Tianyu's question in her mind. She could not and would not answer truthfully, and then her obvious purpose of concealment would be completely exposed.
"Did you meet abroad?" Seeing that Yi Qi Wanxi didn't reply for a long time, Qi Tianyu chuckled lightly, as if comforting her, and said, "Actually, if you ask me, I won't say it." β
Yi Qi Wanxi raised her eyes and glanced at Qi Tianyu, seeing that he turned his back to him, walked to the desk and lowered his head to open the book on the desk, his tone was still flat, but Yi Qi Wanxi faintly felt the sadness in it: "We all have people in our hearts except each other, and we don't regret it, but it's really ridiculous, because I blindly deceived myself and deceived you." β
Yi Qi Wanxi listened to Qi Tianyu's words and didn't answer, she didn't know what to say at this moment, and she didn't have anything to say. That's the end of the matter, there is no need to say anything more, there is no need to dwell on it too much.
But Yi Qi Wanxi always felt that something was missing in her heart, and she didn't know if it was because she felt guilty or regretful.
In fact, I am used to it, I am used to being Qi Tianyu's fiancΓ©e, and I am used to it, even if there is no one else, I still have Qi Tianyu to care. But now, it's all gone.
Yi Qi Wanxi felt that she was actually selfish, she didn't cherish it when she had it, and regretted it after losing it. Yi Qi Wanxi knows that now, there is no choice, and losing is losing.
A relationship that lasted for six years, Yi Qi Wanxi didn't know whether that relationship should exist, and she didn't know the meaning of that relationship. Maybe it's just a process of growth for the angels Yi Qi Wanxi and Qi Tianyu.
Qi Tianyu said that he didn't regret it, but it was really ironic, and Yi Qi Wanxi also thought so. She didn't feel sorry, but she was ironic. She didn't know how her relationship with Qi Tianyu had persisted over the years, everything was developing in the opposite direction she expected, which made her, who had always been calm, a little confused.
In fact, Yi Qi Wanxi can be very sensible, but someone will disturb her mind. In fact, Yi Qi Wanxi knew that Qi Tianyu was her best choice, but a certain figure made her unwilling to make do. In fact, Yi Qi Wanxi knew that she could only watch that person from afar, but her mood would still be fluctuating because of him.
Yi Qi Wanxi finally didn't tell Qi Tianyu who the person in her heart was, and left after the rain was light, Qi Tianyu didn't send her, just asked her to pay attention to safety.
Yi Qi Wanxi didn't know that after she left, Qi Tianyu stood in front of the window and watched her open the umbrella, gradually moving away in the drizzle, until she disappeared, but Qi Tianyu still stood in front of the window, her face was calm, her eyes were flat, but her eyes showed sadness.
Soon, the whole of Shanghai was crazy about one thing: the eldest young master of the Qi family broke off the marriage contract with the three thousand gold of the Yi Qi family.
"The eldest young master of the Qi family and the three thousand gold of the Yi Qi family have broken off the marriage contract?" Three days later, in the study room of Yi Qi Mansion, Yi Qi Mancao read out two lines of big characters on the newspaper, frowned, and looked up at Yi Qi Wanxi, who was sitting on the chair in front of him reading indifferently, "Third sister, when did it happen?" β
"Just two days ago." Yi Qi Wanxi didn't look at her, and she didn't care about herself.
"Brother Tianyu proposed?" Yi Qi Mancao looked at Yi Qi Wanxi, hoping that she would say something, but Yi Qi Wanxi didn't say anything, Yi Qi Mancao couldn't help but be a little anxious, and pressed the newspaper on the table, "Third sister, aren't you and Brother Tianyu on a good relationship?" Why did you suddenly dissolve your engagement? β
"We're not suitable." Yi Qi Wanxi still didn't look at Yi Qi Mancao, and her tone was still indifferent.
The more calm Yi Qi Wanxi became, the more anxious Yi Qi Mancao became: "Aren't you and Brother Tianyu about to get married?" β
Yi Qi Wanxi obviously didn't want to discuss this issue with Yi Qi Mancao, so she said indifferently: "Children, don't ask so much, you don't understand what you say." With that, he closed his book and got up to leave.
"What I don't understand?" Seeing this, Yi Qi Mancao also got up, looked at Yi Qi's gentle face, and said, "Actually, the third sister is only two years older than me, why do you treat me as a child." β
Hearing this, Yi Qi Wanxi turned her eyes to look at Yi Qi vine grass, opened her mouth slightly but didn't say anything.
"I mean, why doesn't my father and mother seem very happy these days." Yi Qi Mancao's tone softened slightly, "Third sister, you can tell me if there is anything, if you don't want to tell your father and mother, you can tell me, don't treat me as a child, I am no longer a child, I understand what the third sister says." β
"I say feelings." Yi Qi paused for a second and raised her eyebrows slightly, "Do you understand?" β
Yi Qi was stunned, squinted slightly at Yi Qi Wanxi, and his expression was a little strange, as if he was puzzled and suspicious.
"Feelings?" Yi Qi Mancao's expression was full of disbelief, "Is it just because the third sister and Brother Tianyu broke off the marriage contract because of feelings?" β
"Ho." Yi Qi Wanxi chuckled, she knew that Yi Qi Mancao couldn't understand, and she didn't think she understood, "It's weird, isn't it?" β
Yi Qi Mancao looked at Yi Qi Wanxi, and didn't know what to say, so he just looked at her.
Yi Qi Wanxi put the book back on the shelf, turned to look at Yi Qi Mancao, and said, "Five years, too many things have happened, and we have all changed. We are not the same as we were five years ago. β
"Third sister doesn't like Brother Tianyu anymore?" Yi Qi Mancao asked.
Yi Qi was silent for a moment, then smiled lightly and said: "I like it, but I don't have the urge to marry him in this life." Seeing that Yi Qi Mancao was a little puzzled, he explained, "That is, in my heart, he is not the only irreplaceable. Even without him, I would have married someone else. β
"Does the third sister have anyone else she likes?" Yi Qi Mancao's tone with doubts was very light, but it made Yi Qi Wanxi feel very heavy, "Someone other than Brother Tianyu? β
"To be exact, I like him even more." Yi Qi smiled lightly, and her tone was soft, but she couldn't hear joy or sorrow.
The late autumn morning sun entered the room through the window and shone on Yi Qiwan's face. Half of Yi Qiwanxi's face was illuminated by the sun, and the other half of her face appeared to be in the dark.
At the same time, the Division.
"Young master, this is today's newspaper." The butler, dressed in a black coat, said, placing a stack of newspapers on the sunlit ebony table.
The sunlight shone obliquely, entering the room through the window, and shining on the clean and handsome face of the man who sat leisurely on the chair with his legs crossed. The man's face looks flawless, and his facial features are as delicate as a sculptor's work of art.
His Adam's apple moved, and he made a deep voice: "What's important?" β
"The eldest young master of the Qi family has dissolved the marriage contract with the three thousand gold of the Yi Qi family." The butler paused for a second, then added, "Although you may not be interested, this is still quite a big deal. β
His long eyelashes moved, slowly opened his good-looking eyes, sat up slightly straight, and looked at the housekeeper in front of him, his eyes were deep, his voice was low, and his tone was cold, giving people an inexplicable sense of oppression: "Why did the Qi family break the marriage contract with the Yi Qi family?" β
Si Yu showed curiosity, but the housekeeper was surprised, and said, "It is said that it is because the two of them have incompatible personalities. β
"Ho." Si Yu chuckled, but it was very cold, and his tone was still the same, "The well-known golden boy and girl in Shanghai have a different personality?" β
The housekeeper wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Si Yu: "What else is going on?" β
The housekeeper remembered that Si Yu was not interested in this kind of thing, although he didn't quite understand why Si Yu would ask about this matter, but since Si Yu had no intention of talking about it anymore, the housekeeper stopped talking about it, so he reported other things to him.
It was sunny during the day, but it started to rain at night. In the dead of night, there was a faint cry in Yiqi Mansion.
Yi Qi Wanxi sat on the bed, hugged herself tightly, she dreamed again, had a dream that made her heart ache, but this dream was different from the previous one, the previous dream was full of sadness and was very depressing, this dream should have been joyful, but Yi Qi Wanxi still cried.
In the dream, the sun is shining, the autumn light is good, Yiqi Mansion is festive, the woman with a phoenix crown and a silver hairpin and a golden day is sitting in front of the mirror in the room, and the face with exquisite makeup in the mirror is Yi Qi Wanxi. Yi Qi Mancao was talking to her about something, and as soon as the picture turned, Yi Qi Wanxi had already sat in the sedan chair, and in her dream, she vaguely saw Qi Tianyu in a red dress in front of the sedan chair smiling brightly, and constantly expressing her gratitude to the people who came to congratulate her.
This shouldn't have been a dream scene, this should have been a real thing, she would have been Qi Tianyu's bride, she would have put on the phoenix robe he had made for her, she would have ......
But she told him that she had someone else in her heart, and she suspected that he had someone else in her heart. But he did not refute it, and he said that was the end of the matter.
On weekdays, Yi Qi Wanxi didn't think about Qi Tianyu, although her heart was somewhat empty, she didn't feel any regrets. But after such a dream, Yi Qi Wanxi only felt a pain in her heart.
Yi Qi Wanxi didn't know if in her heart, Qi Tianyu's feelings for Qi Tianyu had never diminished, whether it was just because she had him, so she didn't pay attention to it, and set her eyes on other things that she didn't have. What you can't get is always the best, so she thinks Si Yu is better than Qi Tianyu. But now she has even lost Qi Tianyu, so she thinks Qi Tianyu is actually really good.
Yi Qi Wanxi felt that maybe she felt regretful, so she had such a dream, reality could not be realized, God gave her satisfaction in the dream. But......
But in this way, Yi Qi Wanxi was even more unhappy, Yi Qi Wanxi was more confused, more hesitant, and more confused about her feelings.
The cold night breeze blew in through the wide open window, and I don't know if it was because my heart hurt too much, but Yi Qi Wanxi didn't feel cold.