Lin Shanghan feels that his emotional life is not complicated.

At least, in Lin Shanghan's own opinion, this is indeed the case.

But the truth is that Lin Shanghan's love life is complicated.

Lin Shanghan also couldn't understand why so many things always happened to him and the person he liked, why he couldn't simply "hold the hand of the son and grow old with the son" like those ancient couples, why there were always such and such things to bother him, and finally the two had to break up to stop.

Lin Shanghan thinks that he is a person who is very dedicated to emotions, but from Lin Shanghan's treatment of Li Linxi, it can indeed be seen that Lin Shanghan is a single-minded person, so single-minded that he is a little paranoid.

But who is the real reason for the unhappy breakup in the end? There's really no way to say for sure.

Girls have girls' thinking, and boys have boys' logic.

When Lin Shanghan felt a little bit of a holiday, more than half of the winter vacation had passed.

As the weather gradually warms up, there are also people's restless hearts.

Although Lin Shanghan failed to insist on studying seriously during the winter vacation as he envisioned, under the supervision of his parents, he could read writing questions more or less every day. Those thick test papers like a book were also forcibly assaulted by Lin Shanghan a few days ago, and asked for someone to refer to them, and they were solved.

Lin Shanghan doesn't like to make up for his homework before going to school, so Lin Shanghan always feels that he will miss something, but makes his play unstable during the holidays, so Lin Shanghan prefers to do his homework at the beginning of the holiday, so that he doesn't have much to worry about playing later, and he can also send his homework to others to earn some favors.

Cheng Xiang rarely contacted Lin Shanghan again in the future, Lin Shanghan thought for a long time every time before deciding to send a message to Cheng Xiang, but Cheng Xiang was strict after all, so Cheng Xiang almost couldn't touch the mobile phone, so there was no way to reply to Lin Shanghan, and it was even more impossible to chat, so Lin Shanghan simply stopped sending Cheng Xiang, anyway, he would go to school in a few days, and Lin Shanghan didn't care about these anymore.

But the feeling of not being able to see the person he likes and having no way to contact him is really a bit uncomfortable, so Lin Shanghan has to endure loneliness every day.

It seems that something will always happen in the dark that doesn't make Lin Shanghan so comfortable, when Lin Shanghan repeats it every day, a sudden thing makes Lin Shanghan very anxious all of a sudden.

That night, when Lin Shanghan was bored scrolling through Douyin waiting for his sleepy sleep, Deng Ziyi sent a message in.

Lin Shanghan and Deng Ziyi chatted for a while, Deng Ziyi's general meaning was that Lin Shanghan owed her a movie last semester, and it happened that a lot of movies were released during the recent Spring Festival, so Lin Shanghan asked her to watch a movie tomorrow.

Although Lin Shanghan didn't know when he owed her a movie, because of the relationship between the two and Lin Shanghan had nothing to do tomorrow, Lin Shanghan still agreed.

The next day, Lin Shanghan bought tickets online in advance and went to the cinema in advance to wait for Deng Ziyi.

Deng Ziyi also arrived after him, and did not forget to buy two cups of milk tea. Deng Ziyi always makes people feel comforted in many small details.

After the two said hello, they sat on the small bench in front of the movie theater and chatted.

Deng Ziyi suddenly asked: "Do you have any contact with Li Linxi during the winter vacation?" ”

Lin Shanghan was a little bored by Deng Ziyi's sudden question, and he didn't understand why Deng Ziyi suddenly mentioned Li Linxi? Could it be that Li Linxi instructed Deng Ziyi to come to him to test something?

Lin Shanghan said expressionlessly: "No." ”

Deng Ziyi whispered while taking a sip of milk tea: "Hey, Li Linxi met a scumbag, and they only talked for a month before they broke up." ”

Although Lin Shanghan didn't know why Deng Ziyi told him this, maybe Deng Ziyi just mentioned it to himself for the sake of his previous relationship with Li Linxi, Lin Shanghan continued to let out an expressionless "oh".

Deng Ziyi looked up at Lin Shanghan, saw that Lin Shanghan didn't react, and continued: "Actually, Li Linxi is not very happy when she goes to college, she has more professional girls, so Li Linxi can only get along with girls, I want to meet other boys, but I didn't expect to meet such a scumbag who specializes in cheating new students, Li Linxi is a little pitiful, if she didn't break up with you, then she must be very happy now." ”

Lin Shanghan listened to Deng Ziyi's words, although he looked unfazed on the surface, in fact, Deng Ziyi listened carefully to every word and sentence, Lin Shanghan still cared about this girl he had liked for a long time in his heart, but this girl hurt himself deeply.

Thinking of the scene where Li Linxi broke up with himself, Lin Shanghan was inexplicably a little angry.

"What's wrong? What do you mean by this? Am I going to pity her? Then when she broke up with me, why didn't I see anyone to pity me! ”

Deng Ziyi didn't expect Lin Shanghan's reaction to be so big, and she was stunned by Lin Shanghan.

"Oh, I don't mean anything else when I talk to you about this, I'm just going to share it with you, you won't be so angry."

Lin Shanghan didn't want to continue, so he turned his face away and pretended to be angry.

It wasn't until the beginning of the movie that Lin Shanghan eased up and went in with Deng Ziyi.

watched a very popular comedy during the Spring Festival, and everyone in the movie theater was laughing, Deng Ziyi also laughed while repeating the picture just now to Lin Shanghan, but Lin Shanghan couldn't laugh at all, as if he was paralyzed.

Deng Ziyi's words just now were deeply buried in Lin Shanghan's heart, Lin Shanghan forced himself not to think about it, but he still couldn't help thinking about Li Linxi, and even felt a little pity for Li Linxi.

Although Li Linxi had unhappiness with himself, those unpleasantness was far from being able to cover up the happy moments when Li Linxi and Lin Shanghan were together before, and those memories had long been ingrained in Lin Shanghan's mind and could not be shaken.

It's like there is a line that seems to be nothing, holding Lin Shanghan at one end and Li Linxi at the other.

After watching the movie, it was still early, Deng Ziyi was still reminiscing about the funny plot just now to Lin Shanghan, and Lin Shanghan had to cooperate with Deng Ziyi to smile a little stiffly.

Deng Ziyi insisted on inviting Lin Shanghan to dinner, and only went to a restaurant in this shopping mall to eat, Lin Shanghan felt a little strange, but still followed Deng Ziyi.

When I got inside, I found Li Linxi, who was already waiting in the position.

Lin Shanghan recalled that this restaurant was the first time he and Li Linxi had come out to eat together.

(End of chapter)