Chapter 47: Anger

For a moment, there was only each other in their eyes, and the air was quiet enough to hear each other's breathing.

After a long time, Yi Qi lowered her head, looked away, and spoke softly, in a soft tone: "Young marshal, it's too close." ”

"Is it close?" Si Yu looked at Yi Qi Wanxi, always keeping himself sane.

"Hmm." Yi Qi's voice was soft and shy.

Seeing that Yi Qi Wanxi was shy, Si Yu chuckled lightly and put her lips to Yi Qi Wanxi's ear: "I want to be close to you, but it's not just that. ”

Si Yu said this, Yi Qi Wanxi didn't know what to say for a while, was silent for a few seconds, and just called him: "Young marshal......"

"Shh Si Yu whispered in her ear, then closed her eyes and sniffed the fragrance on her body.

Yi Qi stood stunned, tears flowing down inexplicably.

After a long time, Si Yu let go of Yi Qi Wanxi and asked, "Don't you have anything to say to me?" Seeing the two lines of tears on Yi Qiwanxi's face, her heart hurt, but she smiled lightly, raised her hand to wipe her tears, and said in a soft tone, "Why are you crying?" ”

Yi Qi shook his head and said with a forced smile: "I'm just ......" said a few words, tears still kept flowing out, so he bit his lip tightly, and raised his eyes to look at Si Yu with tears, wanting to laugh but couldn't, "Young marshal, don't waste time on me." ”

Hearing this, Si Yu's hand stopped on Yi Qiwanxi's face, and his eyes were full of tenderness for a moment: "Waste of time? ”

"I don't deserve the young marshal to waste his time on me." Although Yi Qi Wanxi tried her best not to let the tears remain, the tears still flowed out disobediently.

"How do you think I'm wasting my time?" Si Yu said, holding Yi Qi's graceful face, with a gentle smile and a little helplessness.

"I know I'm dying, so there's no need." Yi Qi said gently, wanting to turn her head away from Si Yu's gaze, but her face couldn't move because she was being held by Si Yu.

"How can you die soon?" Si Yu thought of the suicide note she wrote, and her heart ached, but she pretended not to know anything, "No matter what kind of illness you have, it will be fine." I will not give up on you, and you must not give up on yourself. ”

His gentle tone makes people feel like a spring breeze. Yi Qi looked at Si Yu Wanxi, tears flowed uncontrollably, but she smiled: "You don't know how painful it is to live on medicine every day." ”

"I'm sorry." Si Yu said, letting go of Yi Qi's graceful face and hugging her tightly.

He didn't want her to cry, he knew she was uncomfortable, and his heart would hurt.

"My world is dark." Yi Qi leaned against his chest, her voice hoarse from crying, "I'm never sure if I'll ever see the dawn of the next day. ”

"If your world is dark, let me be your sunshine from now on." Si Yu's voice was very soft, but full of tenderness, "I will never do anything that wastes time, you are the person I want to marry, when you are my destiny, I will wait for you, wait for you to get better, wait for you to accept me." ”

He'll keep waiting, even if he knows there might never be an ending.

But later, he won't tell Yi Qi Wanxi.

Hearing this, Yi Qi Wanxi cried even more, and clung to Si Yu's coat.

Hearing Yi Qi Wanxi's sobbing voice, Si Yu let go of Yi Qi Wanxi, gently grabbed her shoulders with both hands, looked down at her who was crying a lot, but smiled: "Okay, little fool, don't cry." Then he smiled, but his tone became more and more gentle, "I'll be distressed." ”

Seeing that Yi Qi Wanxi still kept crying, Si Yu tilted his head slightly and gently pulled the corners of Yi Qi Wanxi's mouth up with his thumb, and then smiled: "It's better to smile." ”

Hearing Si Yu's words, Yi Qi turned into laughter, although the tears were still flowing, but in the end, she was laughing, she was like this, Si Yu's heart was also a lot more comfortable.

"But there's one thing I've never figured out." Si Yu's expression suddenly became serious, and he asked, "Why did you come to Nanjing?" ”

"I'm ......" Yi Qi snorted, and didn't say anything after a while.

Si Yu looked at her and asked tentatively, "It won't be to hide from me, right?" ”

Si Yu asked half-jokingly, but unexpectedly told the truth. Yi Qi Wanxi was a little embarrassed for a while, and felt a little sorry for Si Yu, so she hurriedly explained: "I...... I'm just afraid that I'm going to bother you like this, so I want to stay away from you. I thought you wouldn't find me, but I didn't expect you to find it. ”

Yi Qi said and said, seeing that she was about to cry again, Si Yu chuckled helplessly, and said softly: "Fool." Seeing that Yi Qi Wanxi lowered her eyes a little embarrassed to avoid her gaze, she said, "If I can't find you, I will feel troubled." ”

Yi Qi Wanxi was a little shy, raised her hand and grabbed Si Yu's wrist, took it off her face, and then coughed lightly: "Miss Mo is still waiting for you below, don't make her wait for a long time." ”

"I think Miss Murray will understand." Si Yu smiled lightly.

"Then you can't make the family wait too long, not to mention that you still stay at her house." Yi Qi said gracefully, raising his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes.

"Then I won't stay at her house. But I really don't have a place to live. Si Yu said, reaching out to lift Yi Qi's chin gentlely, her phoenix eyes narrowed slightly, and her smile was light but very gentle, "I wonder if the girl can stay for the next few days?" ”

The voice line is charming, full of tenderness, I am afraid that even a woman will not be able to resist, Yi Qi Wanxi is just an ordinary woman, so she is naturally addicted. But in just a moment, Yi Qi Wanxi quickly regained her senses, raised her hand and gently patted Si Yu's hand, and said, "I am shabby, I am afraid that I have wronged you." ”

The girl laughed. Si Yu smiled charmingly, looked at Yi Qi Wanxi, and said, "The mansion of the eldest prince of the Yi Qi family, how can you feel wronged." ”

Yi Qi Wanxi felt that what he said was reasonable, and she didn't know how to refute it for a while, so she changed the topic, frowned slightly, and said: "My words are finished, if the young marshal has nothing else to do, please go back." As he spoke, he raised his hand to the door and made a gesture of respect.

Si Yu chuckled, and his tone was a little ridiculous: "Why do you want me to leave so much?" As he spoke, he approached Yi Qi Wanxi and whispered in her ear, "Aren't you afraid that you will stay with me for a long time and are reluctant to let me go?" ”

"Young marshal, you are really ......," Yi Qi said with a forced smile, "I like to think of some strange things." ”

Si Yu got up, looked at Yi Qi Wanxi with a serious expression, and asked, "When will you go back to Shanghai?" ”

"What's wrong?" Previously, Yi Qi Wanxi had never thought of returning to Shanghai alive.

"I'll go back to Shanghai the day after tomorrow." Si Yu said, "If you go back, we will be together." ”

Si Yu is not afraid of being lonely, but he will not worry if Yi Qi Wanxi is with him. After all, the world is not very peaceful, and Yi Qi Wanxi's situation is a little special, and Yi Qi Wanxi is the most relieved when he is by his side.

"I don't want to go back yet." Yi Qi turned around and thought about something, and after a moment, she turned around to look at Si Yu and said with a smile, "You don't have to wait for me, after all, I really don't deserve your wait." And you don't have to wait. ”

Si Yu tightened his eyebrows, but his tone was very indifferent: "In this life, I will not marry you, if I can't wait for you, I will never marry for the rest of my life." If you're not afraid to let me down, then feel free. His words were a bit of a broken jar, but also a little threatening. He thought he could provoke Yi Qi Wanxi, but it backfired.

The past flashed in Yi Qi Wanxi's mind one by one, she sneered, looked at Si Yu with a sneer, her tone was calm, but it was very cool, "Why don't I marry?" I also said the same thing before, in this life, Qi Tianyu will not marry. ”

Hearing the name that he didn't want Yi Qi Wanxi to mention the most, Si Yu's face sank suddenly.

Seeing that Si Yu was obviously unhappy, Yi Qi Wanxi didn't care, and said to herself: "But that was five or six years ago, when I was young and ignorant, I thought that he would really be alone in this life." But when I am young, I don't know how many people I will meet in the future, and I don't know if there is no one in this life. Seeing that Si Yu's eyebrows were getting tighter and tighter, Yi Qi smiled easily, and her tone was very indifferent, "Even if you have a matchmaker's appointment, you will still fall in love with someone else at first sight." ”

Si Yu wondered why Yi Qi Wanxi said such a thing to herself, but she couldn't guess her thoughts.

"Young marshal, you won't be as naΓ―ve as I used to, will you?" Yi Qi asked gently, although she asked him, there was no room for him to answer.

Si Yu didn't know what to say, just pretended to look at her calmly.

"Wait for me?" The chill in Yi Qi's smile became deeper and deeper, but his tone became slow, "Why are you waiting for me?" Do I need you to wait? In my opinion, you are just moving yourself. You're used to waiting for me, so you don't care if you cause me a lot of trouble, because you're just enjoying your kindness to me. After a pause, he raised his eyebrows lightly and smiled, "To be precise, I am enjoying the love you have given me." You think it's love, but it's nothing. ”

Looking at Yi Qi Wanxi, who looked indifferent, Si Yu suddenly felt that she was so strange, her phoenix eyes narrowed slightly, and she called her with some doubts: "Wanxi? ”

"You love me, that's love." Yi Qi Wanxi raised her cold eyes and looked at Si Yu, her tone was like ice, "You said that if my world is dark, you will become my sunshine from now on." But why do you think you can light up my world? Do you think you love me? ”

"It was you who asked me if I believed in fate, and it was you who made me believe in fate." Si Yu had mixed emotions in her heart, and looked at the indifferent Yi Qi Wanxi incomprehensibly, but her tone was as calm as possible, "I don't mind if you get sick, and I don't mind waiting for you, I do." ”

"Yes, I asked you if you believe in fate, but you said you don't believe it, and I said that I don't believe in fate either. I never wanted to get your love. I can't afford your love, and I don't want it. Yi Qi's tone became more and more cold, "Are you okay?" Bitterness will only make you and me more miserable, so why bother? ”

Si Yu looked at Yi Qi Wanxi with deep eyes, and after a long time, he slowly spoke helplessly: "You have changed." ”

"I haven't changed, it's because you never knew me." Yi Qi snorted lightly and said with a mocking smile, "It's really strange for people to put what they have in front of them and not cherish them, but they want to touch those who can't get them." ”

"I thought I could have you." Si Yu's tone was a little tired, "I also only thought about having you." ”

"What do you think?" Yi Qi Wanxi frowned, and there was obviously some anger in her tone, "You are too confident, what you think will definitely become a reality?" ”

Seeing that Yi Qi Wanxi was a little angry, thinking of Yi Qi Wanxi's condition, his tone softened a lot, and comforted: "Don't be angry, you don't like it, I won't impose it on you." ”

"Is there still a shortage of women around the young marshal?" Yi Qi's gentle tone carried a bit of mockery, "The woman next to the young marshal, I can't compare to any one of them, how can I be virtuous and get the favor of the young marshal?" Obviously, you and I don't understand each other, just because I asked you if you believe in fate? ”

"Is it okay to stop talking?" Si Yu frowned slightly, and his tone was a little impatient. He wasn't angry, nor was he impatient, but he was a little worried when he saw that Yi Qiwanxi's mood was not very good, so he was a little impatient.

But in Yi Qi Wanxi's opinion, he was just angry, he was just impatient. Yi Qi Wanxi, who was already in a bad mood, was even more irritable, and even yelled softly: "Do you think I want to say? If it weren't for the fact that your self-inflicted sentimentality really disgusted me, but you still feel good about yourself, and you don't realize how much you annoy me, you think I'm going to talk nonsense with you? ”

Although he knew that Yi Qi Wanxi was talking angrily, Si Yu's heart couldn't help but ache faintly. What if Yi Qi Wanxi didn't mean to be angry with herself.