Chapter 27: The Heart
"Wanxi." Si Yu called Yi Qi Wanxi, and when he saw Yi Qi Wanxi looking back at him, he said again, "I will let you forget Qi Tianyu, and I will let you have a place for me in your heart, until you only have me in your heart." β
In fact, Si Yu didn't have to be in such a hurry, he said it so obviously to Yi Qi Wanxi, but he couldn't wait. Not just because he's busy, but because he's so scared, he's afraid he'll miss it again. God finally gave him a chance, and he will take advantage of it. Heaven sent this woman to him, and he would cherish it.
"But the young marshal." The shock disappeared from Yi Qi Wanxi's face for a long time, and a wry smile appeared on the corner of Yi Qi Wanxi's mouth, "Do you know me?" I really don't deserve you. Yi Qi said gently, feeling that his nose was sour, his voice was getting softer and softer, and the last two words could not be heard at all, and he could only hear what was said.
Si Yu looked at Yi Qi Wanxi, whose eyes were red, and his heart ached inexplicably, but he just looked at Yi Qi Wanxi and didn't say anything.
"Such a me...... It's not worth your ...... like this" Yi Qi Wanxi said, the scene in the dream appeared in her mind, and tears flowed out uncontrollably, "You don't know anything about me, you don't know, my world is pitch black......" Yi Qi Wanxi felt that crying in front of Si Yu was very undecorable, but she couldn't control herself, her heart was like a knife, and tears were like rain.
"I'm ......" Yi Qi choked up, wanting to confide the words that had been hidden in her heart for all these years to Si Yu, but she finally restrained herself, bit her lip tightly, then wiped her tears, raised her teary eyes to look at Si Yu, and said with a forced smile, "Don't waste time on people like me, young marshal." β
Si Yu looked at her, his brows furrowed, and his Adam's apple moved and he still didn't say anything. In fact, she knows everything about her, and he knows everything she doesn't want to mention and wants to forget. It is also because he knows that he feels distressed about her.
"I often have the same dream, the dream is dark, I have been longing for the sun, but no, there is always a voice telling me that I am not worthy." Yi Qi said gently, tears flowed out again, and his voice was a lot hoarse, "Young marshal, you don't know anything about me, you won't understand that kind of heartache." β
Si Yu squinted slightly at Yi Qi Wanxi, her expression was a little gloomy, and she heard Yi Qi Wanxi say in a trembling voice: "My world is pitch black, we are not people from the same world......
Halfway through his words, he was interrupted by Si Yu: "If your world is dark, then, from now on, let me be your sunshine." β
Si Yu's voice was very soft, so gentle, but his tone was very firm.
Yi Qi Wanxi's heart was full of emotion, but reason calmed her down. Yi Qi Wanxi was silent for a long time, and the tears did not flow out anymore before she slowly spoke, her voice still hoarse: "I am just an abandoned woman, and I am no longer innocent, and my reputation is also very bad, young marshal, you can find an innocent one, the reputation is not as bad as mine, and it can be worthy of your ......"
Yi Qi Wanxi tried to persuade Si Yu to let him not waste time on himself, but in exchange for Si Yu's slight impatience. Si Yu frowned slightly, his face looked very indifferent, and dissatisfaction was written between his eyebrows: "Yi Qi Wanxi, did I say it clearly enough?" You, Yi Qi Wanxi, are the only woman my Si Yu wants to protect with her life. Seeing that Yi Qi Wanxi was a little confused, Si Yu asked again, "So what stupid things are you talking about?" β
"Even if you are divorced by Qi Tianyu, even if your reputation outside is ruined, even if you are an innocent and unchaste woman in other people's mouths, but what does this have to do with me liking you?" Although Si Yu's tone was soft, there was a faint anger, "What I like is Yi Qi Wanxi, no matter what you look like, what I like is only you, but Yi Qi Wanxi." Do you understand? β
Si Yu's sudden confession made Yi Qi stunned. Yi Qi Wanxi had mixed emotions in her heart, trying to digest Si Yu's words. The two of them were silent for a while, and there was a strange atmosphere in the air, but not embarrassment.
"Why?" After a long time, Yi Qi asked aloud.
She didn't know why Si Yu liked herself, and she didn't know why Si Yu had such an obsession with herself. In fact, there was some joy and happiness in her heart, but more than that, fear. In a short period of time, Yi Qi Wanxi thought of many reasons in her heart, and then fear took over all other emotions.
"If I met you before Qi Tianyu, would you choose me?" Si Yu didn't answer the rhetorical question.
Yi Qi was stunned for a second, looking at Si Yu, but she couldn't speak.
If...... met Si Yu before Qi Tianyu, will everything be different?
"I don't know." After a long time, Yi Qi replied softly.
"It's fine." Si Yu smiled a little helplessly, "You can think clearly before giving me an answer." If I marry you, will you marry me? β
Si Yu drank another cup of tea, and Yi Qi Wanxi said that she was going home, so Si Yu went down to the teahouse with her.
But the coincidence also came at a bad time, the two had just come out of the teahouse, and saw two people getting off a black car next to them. Yi Qi's face turned pale all of a sudden, lowered his head and pretended not to see the person, and reached out to hold Si Yu's arm beside him. Si Yu was stunned by her sudden movements, and when she saw the person in a suit next to her, she suddenly stopped to meet the person's indifferent but slightly surprised gaze, and said with a light smile: "Long time no see, Young Master Qi." β
"Major General." Qi Tianyu moved his gaze from Yi Qi Wanxi to Si Yu, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, but he couldn't laugh.
"Tianyu?" The woman next to him grabbed Qi Tianyu's arm from his side and called him in a puzzled tone, Qi Tianyu felt the touch through his clothes, and hurriedly moved to the side to avoid the woman's hand that wanted to touch him.
"This is ......" Si Yu glanced at the woman beside Qi Tianyu with a slightly displeased expression and asked.
Qi Tianyu obviously didn't want to answer, but he still said, "Qiu Changyi." β
"It's Tianyu's fiancΓ©e." Qiu Changyi added, glancing at Qi Tianyu, but met his indifferent gaze.
"Young marshal, when are we leaving?" Yi Qi Wanxi didn't look at Qi Tianyu either, and asked Si Yu in a coquettish tone.
Seeing this, Qi Tianyu was unhappy in his heart, but he knew that he couldn't show it, and he knew that now he was no longer qualified to be angry for Yi Qi Wanxi.
Si Yu glanced down at Yi Qi Wanxi, the corners of his mouth unconsciously rose, and there was a very satisfied smile in his eyes, he looked up at Qi Tianyu and said, "Young Master Qi, Wanxi wants to go back, so we will leave first." β
Qi Tianyu tried his best to be calm, and said with a light smile: "Goodbye." β
Si Yu turned his head, pulled his arm out of Yi Qi Wanxi's hand, and raised it on Yi Qi Wanxi's shoulder, Si Yu felt that Yi Qi Wanxi was trembling slightly, but he didn't care, and walked in front of Qi Tianyu and Qiu Changyi with Yi Qi Wanxi in his arms.
The two got into the car, Si Yu looked at Qi Tianyu who was still standing in place looking at him and Yi Qi from the rear mirror, and the woman next to Qi Tianyu was saying something with a displeased face. Si Yu looked back at Yi Qi Wanxi in the co-pilot seat next to him, and said, "It seems that Qi Tianyu doesn't like his current fiancΓ©e very much." β
When the sound fell, seeing Yi Qi Wanxi's tears flowing out again, a burst of anger inexplicably appeared in his heart, and he couldn't help frowning, reached out and hugged Yi Qi Wanxi's head, and kissed her lips that were bitten red by herself.
Yi Qi Wanxi was frightened by Si Yu's sudden kiss, her mind went blank, the soft feeling of her lips pierced her face red, and her heart beat wildly. Suddenly, Yi Qi Wanxi felt that her lips were bitten and hurt, and Yi Qi Wanxi came back to her senses, feeling a little suffocated, and wanted to push Si Yu away, but Si Yu let go.
Si Yu wiped the corners of his mouth with his index finger, glanced at Yi Qi Wanxi, who looked shocked, reached out to wipe away the remaining tears from the corners of her eyes for her, put her hands on the steering wheel, gasped slightly, and said, "Don't cry." β
Yi Qi Wanxi wanted to say something, but Si Yu had already set off. Yi Qi Wanxi glanced at Si Yu quietly and saw that he looked very unhappy, but she really didn't understand the reason, just like she didn't know why he suddenly kissed herself.
Along the way, the two remained silent and only said two words.
"Is your father at home?" Si Yu asked.
"Not there." Yi Qi replied gracefully.
Soon, the car stopped, and Yi Qi looked out the window, but it was not Yi Qi's mansion, but the division's mansion. Before Yi Qi Wanxi could react, two people in military uniforms had already come to greet her. Seeing Yi Qi Wanxi, both of them were shocked, but they still respectfully saluted Si Yu and said, "Young Master." β
Si Yu ignored the two of them, and pulled Yi Qi Wanxi and strode towards the gate. The two sentinels looked at the angry Si Yu, and they all looked frightened. They didn't know Yi Qi Wanxi, so they thought it was an ignorant little girl who provoked their young master, so they prayed for that girl one after another.
Si Yu pulled Yi Qi Wanxi through the corridor to the back garden, put his arm around Yi Qi Wanxi's shoulders and moved Yi Qi Wanxi in front of him, and said to the two women sitting on the chair talking and laughing, "Mother, I brought your daughter-in-law back." β
The two women didn't notice the two, when they heard the sound, they stopped talking and laughing, raised their heads to look at Si Yu, and the moment they saw Yi Qi, the face of the woman on the left, who looked very beautiful and intellectual, wearing a navy blue cheongsam, suddenly became ugly.
"What did you say?" The woman in the navy blue collar said as she wanted to get up, but was held by the woman wearing a dark red cheongsam next to her.
"Do you need me to repeat it again?" Si Yu looked indifferently at the woman with an ugly face, it was his mother, Mo Wen, the woman who held Mo Wen was Mo Wen's confidant, Qiu Fen. Aunt Qiu Fen is Si Yu's former teacher and Qiu Yu's aunt, and the reason why Si Yu knows Qiu Yu is only because she is her teacher's niece.
Si Yu is talented and intelligent, Qiu Fen likes him very much and dotes on him very much. Mo Wen always said that because Qiu Fen doted on Si Yu like this, Si Yu became like this. Qiu Fen only smiled but didn't speak, she felt that there was nothing wrong with Si Yu like this, except for refuting her mother's words, nothing else would make people find anything wrong. It's actually a good thing to have your own ideas like this.
But Mo Wen, who is a mother, doesn't think so, she feels that Si Yu always opposes her, for fear that one day he will take the wrong path. Even if Si Yu was twenty-one years old, even if Si Yu had never made a mistake in judgment, she would still doubt Si Yu's judgment.