Chapte

3 The so-called fate

He also had his own partner, and his partner said to him: "I have a gut feeling that we will be good partners." If nothing else, we'll be partners for life. ”

He didn't care at the time. A woman, he doesn't take it to heart.

It was only later, on that sunny spring day, that he saw her again.

She asked him, "Do you believe in fate?" ”

He replied, "I don't believe it." ”

When he returned, he mentioned it to his partner.

At that time, he should have realized that in fact, he believed the so-called "fate" she asked.

He said that meeting is fate. It's just because he thinks in his heart that meeting her is a kind of fate.

It's just that he never believed in fate, so he didn't want to admit it.

It's like a bottom line, a bottom line he's always adhered to. It's like an obstacle in his heart, an obstacle in his heart that he can't easily break through for many years.

It's like when he saw him in the orphanage, his heart was touched by her, but he didn't want to admit it.

He was born like this, cold, proud, and withdrawn.

There seemed to be few people around him who were as gentle as her. So he has a kind of natural vigilance, and he will keep a distance from the people and things around him.

That kind of guardedness made him lonely.

Even his younger brother, even his parents, never really approached him, and never really let him let his guard down.

But she easily touched the softest part of his heart.

He couldn't tell why, and he didn't know why he was so excited.

I don't know if it's because of her timidity on that rainy day, or because of her shyness in the spring light. Her face will always come to his mind and linger.

She was the first person to ask him "believe in fate" and the first to ask him "is there anyone you like".

Sometimes when he thinks of her, he thinks that she is actually very timid, but also very bold. Timid enough to panic because he pulled the wrong person, bold enough to ask an unfamiliar person if he has a heart.

From time to time, when he thought of her, his heart would well up with a burst of warmth, and he would feel that the whole world was gentle.

So he felt that she was a very magical existence. So he felt that meeting her was the so-called fate.

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Chapte

4 The Attachment of the Heart

Probably no one would refuse someone who is warm and gentle, right? At least he won't.

I don't know if it's because I thought of her too violently at first, but when I first saw her, I thought she was a very gentle person.

I don't know if it's because I think she's gentle, so I unconsciously beautify her in my heart.

I don't know if it's because he beautified her in his heart, in his heart, she has become a very beautiful existence.

I don't know if it's because she's too beautiful, his heart began to be occupied by her little by little.

At that time, he didn't know what kind of feelings he had for her, but he just felt that such tenderness and beauty were what he wanted to cherish and pursue.

"I think you've been alone for too long." His partner said to him, "When you are cold to everything around you, you feel that everything around you is cold." You can only be gentle with her, so you think she is gentle. ”

At that time, he didn't quite understand what his partner meant, and his partner didn't explain too much, only sighed lightly and said, "But if you like to hide it in your heart, she won't know." ”

When he heard this, he remained silent.

"I heard that her family affairs have been decided." His partner said a little nonchalantly, "I think it's better for you to die." ”

But he thinks that it is just a marriage, and it is still far from getting married.

At that time, he was indeed very indifferent. I don't know if it's because of his self-confidence since childhood, he vaguely feels in his heart that the final winner will be him.

At least, he didn't think he would lose to her so-called "fiancé".

No matter how he looked at it, he felt that the man who had made a marriage contract with her was too far behind him.

Although there was also a part of the narcissism in it, he didn't know that at that time, she also thought like that.

People tend to have a sense of pursuit of better things, and for her, he is the "better", and she wants to choose again.

To him, she is the beauty, and the only beauty, which is the connection of his heart.

At that time, he realized that his partner was indeed a good partner. Because she would teach him things he didn't know, like pleasing girls.

So he began to do what his partner had said, but it was far more difficult than he thought. She would always reject all his tenderness on the grounds that she was already engaged.

"I want to take you away, if I can't, let me stay with you all the time." It's rare for him to be serious about his feelings.

"What are you kidding the young marshal?" She smiled like a bright sun, but reminded him that she was engaged.

It is rare for him to have a girl who wants to protect him all his life, it is rare for him to want to ignore the rules of the world, and it is rare for him to just want to be by her side.

But she left.

Hearing the housekeeper say that she left, his heart was empty. At that time, he didn't know the reason why she went abroad, so he thought she was hiding from herself.

So he got drunk. When drunk, rest your head on your partner's lap.

"Why did she leave?" His drunken voice was low and hoarse, "Is this the punishment that God has given me?" Because of my cowardice? ”

"Or ......," his voice was much softer, "because of my recklessness?" ”

His partner didn't speak, just stroked his hair. It's like stroking an injured child, very gentle, and very careful.