22 You can only take one step at a time

In August, when the summer was at its hottest, Lin Fangfei and Lin Fen came back from playing mahjong and sighed heavily.

Jing Zhenhao took Jing Hu for a day, and was so tempered by this kid that he saw Lin Fangfei coming back, and immediately stuffed his son into Lin Fangfei's arms.

Jing Hu was not so naughty when she got into her mother's arms, she was well-behaved and clever, and Jing Zhenhao looked even more angry.

Lin Fangfei didn't pay attention to the emotions of the father and son, she said: "I went to play cards today, I didn't expect to know another thing, Lin Fen said that after work two days ago, she went to the mall and saw Officer Tu and a woman shopping. The two of them held hands and looked very intimate, and the woman was in her thirties and looked quite upright. ”

Jing Lin just pushed open the door of the house, and when she heard such words, she couldn't help but be stunned.

In Jing Lin's memory, she knew early on that Tu Yiqian would find a stepmother for Tu Mochu, but what she never expected was that Tu Yiqian and Fang Lanzhi divorced so late, and his second marriage came so early.

Lin Fangfei, who was sitting on the sofa in the living room, continued to chatter, "What kind of sin is this, if Tu Mochu knew that his parents were divorced, and they would each form a new family, how sad the child would be." ”

Jing Zhenhao, who has always been neutral and loves to do things peacefully, also sighed this time. Yes, let alone a teenager, I'm afraid even adults can't bear this repeated blows.

"Lin Fen told me that Officer Tu used to be keen on his career and didn't take much care of his family, probably because he walked on the line of life and death this time, but realized the importance of his family, and this will ......" Lin Fangfei suddenly stopped, and saw Jing Lin walking in, "Linlin, you ......"

After thinking about it, my daughter is older, and such gossip is nothing. Lin Fangfei put Jing Hu down and said to Jing Lin: "Linlin has time to unravel Tu Mochu, that kid is quite pitiful." ”

Xiao Jinghu, who is more than a year old, doesn't understand anything, she is round, stumbling and about to throw herself into the arms of her beautiful sister, "Sister! ”

The voice was loud and loud, Jing Lin came back to his senses, hugged him, and went back to the room.

Jing Lin took out the book with the secret written on it, brushed off the dust on it, and opened it again. For the first time, she reflected on what it meant to herself. No one can understand this feeling, her rebirth, because her mind is trapped, she can only grow up like an ordinary child, and every year she has more memories, like someone forcibly imposed on her, often make her feel dreamlike and not very real.

And this letter from herself in the future, after so many years, she still can't see through it. Be kind to your parents, she understands. Who is Fei Hang? Tu Mochu is obviously very good, why does his future self call him a "demon"?

She was subconsciously kind to Tu Mo according to her instincts, but she didn't have the ability to tamper with his life with her current teenage mind. What did a man who can be called a "demon" do? Does it have anything to do with the broken family now?

Jing Lin told herself to calm down. She has always lived authentically, without self-righteousness bound by extra memories. Her memories are scattered and fragmented, and she can only take one step at a time.

However, Jing Lin didn't expect that when school started, Tu Mochu gave her such a big "surprise".

At the end of August, Tu Yiqian had established a relationship with Tan Mengxian.

Tan Mengxian said softly: "I have a daughter, who is one year younger than your son, very well-behaved and obedient. If we are really together in the future, she will definitely live with us, will your son mind? ”

Tu Yiqian frowned in embarrassment, and when he looked up and saw the woman's lost expression, he couldn't help but be shocked, "I will treat your daughter as if it were my own daughter, Mo Chu has been lonely since he was a child, and because of my profession, he lost his legs, I hope you can bear with me, I will talk about it on his side." He held the woman's hand, "Don't worry, I neglected my family because of my career in the past, which caused today's situation, and in the future, you and the children will be the most important people in my life." ”

Tan Mengxian was coaxed by him, "Of course I believe you." ”

Tu Mochu, who was far away at home, also smiled, his slender fingers were holding a cigarette, Chinese cigarettes were not cheap in those years. It was his first time smoking, and he choked on his cough. After listening to their conversation, he had already finished smoking a cigarette. He learns everything quickly, including smoking.

He was not as unacceptable as he had been when he was abandoned for the first time, and he even deleted the program from his father's phone more calmly.

Tu Mochu pressed the lighter carelessly. There was nothing to hide from the lies of the world, so why did his parents have to try them all?

Tu Yiqian accompanied a woman to a café for the first time, but instead of taking his mother, he affectionately faced another woman who "fell in love at first sight". Tu Mochu thought it was too funny, so he really laughed. In the smoke, he threw down the cigarette butt and stepped on it.

He thought that he would no longer need a father, a mother, a family, or a lover in the future, so he would naturally be able to live an easy life. In the past, he longed for a family, and he had always let himself grow up like an ordinary child, not skipping grades, obeying the rules, and listening to the teacher, but he suddenly found that these were all his wishful thinking, how ridiculous, who did he do it for?

They will all leave him, everything he cherishes, he has been constantly losing, and no matter how tightly he wants to hold it, he can't keep it even if he has a superior IQ and a wrist that is all over the sky.

Supporting himself at the age of fifteen is extremely difficult for ordinary teenagers, but it is very simple for Tu Mochu. If he wants to, he can even take care of his father's old age. However, the growing violence and despair in his heart told him that if he did not die for him, it would be the last mercy.

Tu Mochu pressed the lighter, and the fire light shone out of his indifferent and deep eyes. Fortunately, it's good that he went to No. 3 Middle School, otherwise Jing Lin would have been frightened. She loves to laugh and is such a cowardly character, and she has always hated bad people like him the most. is such a well-behaved and good girl, she is destined to have no chance with him in this life.

On September 1st, every time school starts, it will rain again. Jing Lin held an umbrella, took care of her schoolbag, and called Tu Mochu, "Where are you?" I got to the bus stop, why didn't I see you? ”

Tu Mochu sat in the taxi in the distance with his legs crossed, looking at the slender and beautiful figure of the girl from afar. The light rain was dripping, and passers-by would always look back at her because of her appearance. The girl is delicate and soft, but also fragile and easy to break.

Tu Mochu tugged at the corners of his mouth, and said with a sinister smile: "I lied to you, are you stupid?" Who the is going to study with you in the sixth middle school, love to go by yourself, I left early. ”

Tu Mochu hung up the phone after speaking, and he was silent for a moment and said to the taxi driver: "Go to No. 3 Middle School." ”

The first autumn rain of September came unexpectedly, and the rain knocked on the glass, disturbing people. He didn't look back at her expression. For more than ten years, although Tu Mochu has always been indifferent, it is the first time he has spoken to her like this.

Jing Lin next to the bus stop was a little stunned. She stared at her new pink phone, feeling that Tu Mochu, who was talking to her just now, was both familiar and unfamiliar, and where she couldn't see, this teenager was growing up in another cruel way.

Jing Lin watched the rain fall and hit the ground in disappointment, although her thoughts were always a little slower than ordinary people, but she was not stupid, she knew that Tu Mochu had deceived her, he did not escort the sixth middle school, and she was the only one who always thought that two people would go to the sixth middle school to study.

The bus arrived soon, and this time she had no choice but to get on the bus and go to No. 6 Middle School alone.

More than an hour later, the bus stopped at the gate of No. 6 Middle School.

Jing Lin raised her eyes to look at the school gate of No. 6 Middle School, everything is the appearance in her memory, the wide school gate shows the heritage of the school, and a huge red banner is hung on the top - warmly welcome new students!

There is an electronic screen in the school gate, on which the school notifications are often scrolled and hung in the most conspicuous place for students to see. Looking in from the school gate, there are two rows of willow trees swaggering in the wind, and the willow trees have the meaning of "staying", hoping that the students will be deeply attached to their alma mater.

Jing Lin was holding an umbrella in one hand, carrying a schoolbag on her body, and carrying heavy luggage in the other.

Originally, Lin Fangfei was watching the children at home, Jing Zhenhao planned to send Jing Lin here, but Jing Lin refused, "I go by myself every year to report, don't worry, no problem, not to mention that Tu Mochu also wants to be with me, if Dad goes, he will be uncomfortable." ”

Jing Zhenhao had no choice but to give up, but he didn't expect that she would come alone when she reported to high school this year.

I heard that Chen Meixi was also admitted to the sixth middle school, but Jing Lin didn't meet her. He Tiantian was admitted to a middle school, and Yang Jun went to high school as early as the third year of junior high school, growing up is sometimes so cruel, and the first thing to teach children is to part.

Jing Lin struggled to carry her luggage, she was in high school and planned to live on campus, after all, the school was a little far away from home. Fortunately, the management of No. 6 Middle School is relatively more humane, and there is no restriction on boarding students from leaving the school.

The head teacher of the high school is called Zhao Baoyun, about thirty years old, with long hair pulled up high, shirt rolled up to the elbow, and the whole person looks very capable.

When Jing Lin went to report, Zhao Baoyun was first surprised by the beauty of this new classmate, thinking that their sixth middle school was not divided into experimental classes and ordinary classes this year, and the national policy was implemented, and the students were randomly assigned. This pure and moving girl is the best-looking freshman Zhao Baoyun has ever seen, according to Teacher Zhao's experience, the grades of such students are often the tail of the crane.

Teacher Zhao took out the roster and asked, "What's your name?" ”

"Jing Lin."

"......" Teacher Zhao looked at Jing Lin, who was in second place, and sighed in his heart, it seems that experience cannot be trusted.

Teacher Zhao asked again, "Hello Jing Lin, do you choose to live on campus or go to school?" ”

After some formalities, Jing Lin arrived at the dormitory with a thin layer of sweat on her body.

They are unlucky to be new students this year, and they live on the sixth floor of the dormitory. Jing Lin remembers that she lived on the third floor when she was the next student. The most pitiful part is that in order to circumvent the regulations on the installation of elevators above the seventh floor, the dormitory building has a "negative first floor", so that the nominal sixth floor is actually the height of the seventh floor. Jing Lin didn't mind this, she would have taken the initiative to exercise herself.

She was far away, and she missed a bus because she was waiting for Tu Mochu, so she came the latest, and when she entered the dormitory, she found that the other three roommates had already arrived.

A girl on the top bunk Chang Zi complained: "What, didn't you say that you will live in a new apartment this year?" As a result, not to mention living in the old apartment, it was also assigned to the seventh floor. ”

Zhou Lina, a chubby girl in the lower bunk, said impatiently: "Changzi, don't complain, I've listened to you all morning." ”

"What's the matter, aren't you allowed me to complain?"

The third girl in the dormitory is called Zhuang Yi, Zhuang Yi gave Zhou Lina a look, signaling not to quarrel with Chang Zi, Zhou Lina puffed out her cheeks unconvinced, she didn't plan to stop there, she just wanted to open her mouth to say something, and happened to see Jing Lin who was about to come in at the door.

The girl's fair skin was a little sweaty, and she smiled at her, "Hello, my name is Jing Lin." ”

Zhou Lina was dizzy for a moment, forgetting what she was going to say to Chang Zi, her eyes lit up, "Hello! ”

The other two girls in the dormitory also looked at Jing Lin in surprise.

Zhuang Yi almost blurted out, "You look so beautiful." "It's like a gardenia blooming after the rain, like a little fairy coming out of the forest.

The little fairy bent a pair of clear eyes, "Thank you, you are also beautiful." ”

Although Zhuang Yi is not bad, he doesn't know why at the moment, and he has an urge to blush when he listens to Jing Lin's praise.

Surprisingly, Jing Lin's arrival quelled a "war" that had not yet had time to start.

Jing Lin finally settled down on the only remaining upper bunk.

The life of the first year of high school is busier than expected, and there is competition between high schools for admission rates, so even if the sixth middle school is a little looser, there will still be only two long holidays a month, and the rest of the days will be half a day on Sundays.

This was the first year that Jing Lin and Tu Mochu were separated.