Chapter 253: Selfishness

Gu Huanli was aware of Lu Xuan's unusual feelings and lilies early in the morning, but he didn't expect to send another Chen Weizhi to the door today, originally he was just suspicious, but seeing that the two were arguing so much at the moment, Rong Lily was confirmed.

He stood aside and glared angrily at these two people with ulterior motives for Lu Xuan, and the feeling in his heart that he had never dared to face suddenly turned over and surging in Haiti.

Rong Li turned around angrily, and then went back to the room and locked himself in the house.

After a while, I only heard Lu Xuan's voice outside the door: "Cousin, can I come in?" ”

Rong Li was originally full of anger, but when he heard that it was Lu Xuan coming, he immediately used his remaining reason to straighten out his expression, and then indifferently answered her, "Come in."

Lu Xuan could clearly perceive the displeasure shown in Rong Li's words just by listening, so he was careful when he even opened the door and came in.

"Cousin, are you feeling better?" Lu Xuan asked tentatively.

Rong Liao then forcibly endured the annoyance in his heart and nodded at her: "It's no big deal, why are you here?" ”

Asked by Rong Li, Lu Xuan couldn't help but hesitate, although he said that it was okay, but looking at his expression, where did he look like he was really nothing?

Lu Xuan didn't dare to directly explain his intentions, so he only tried to test step by step: "Cousin, please mourn the affairs of your family." ”

Hearing this, Rong Lie couldn't help but laugh contemptuously: "There's nothing to mourn, after so many years, his life and death have long had nothing to do with me." ”

Lu Xuan believed this, she also hated everything that the head of the Rong family had done to Rong Li's mother and son before, and she felt distressed for him from time to time after watching Rong Liao suffer in pain over the years.

But Lu Xuan understands that compared to personal grievances, Rong Li is more of a person with a mission in mind, and he may not care about his father, but the rest of the Dongyang Rong family, the grass and trees there have all made him miss from time to time over the years.

Lu Xuan was unwilling to lie because of the hatred in her heart and made a decision that she would regret for the rest of her life, so she no longer hesitated, and immediately explained her intention to him.

"Cousin, I know that you have never been able to forgive Master Rong in your heart, but now that the Dongyang Rong clan is unled, are you really willing to watch the Rong family's hundreds of years of foundation ruined?" Lu Xuan lied about righteousness.

Rong Lie had an extremely rare cold attitude towards Lu Xuan: "If you are also here to say good things for the Rong family, you don't have to bother to speak, I'm tired today, you can go back." ”

Lu Xuan couldn't believe that her cousin, who had always been very kind to her, would give her an expulsion order today, which shows that this matter is indeed an insurmountable hurdle in Rong Li's heart.

But even so, Lu Xuan is still unwilling to give up easily, maybe others come to plead for the sake of the Dongyang Rong family, but from her point of view, she doesn't care about the survival of any family, all she cares about is the person in front of her who has always treated her sincerely.

After taking a deep breath, Lu Xuan spoke again: "Dongyang Rong's family is the place where my cousin grew up, and it carries all the memories of you and your aunt, are you really willing to let it be destroyed in the hands of the person who harmed your mother and son's life?" ”

Lu Xuan's mother who moved out of the lie was also a scar in his heart that he didn't dare to reveal for a long time.

Since beating his mother away and his legs are disabled, Rong Li has been reluctant to recall anything related to Dongyang Rong's family, and now that Lu Xuan mentioned it, he couldn't help but be stunned.

Seeing that Rong Li's face was a little shaken, Lu Xuan continued: "Maybe Master Rong did something wrong, but the people there are innocent, and half of my cousin's life has been almost destroyed, do you want your own people to suffer the same pain?" ”

Lu Xuan's words were based on her understanding of Rong Li, and every word he said made him unable to refuse.

Rong Li had to admit that his heart was shaken, and at this moment, he raised his eyes to look at Lu Xuan, and was about to say something, but he was attracted by the delicate and picturesque eyebrows and eyes she was facing him.

An increasingly definite emotion stirred in Rong Li's heart, and his Adam's apple couldn't help but stir with it.

Seeing that those clear and cloudless eyes were looking at him affectionately, almost for fear that he would not be able to restrain himself, Rong Lie immediately dodged.

After being silent for a moment, Rong Li asked Lu Xuan with the worries in his heart: "Ah Xuan, do you want me to go back?" He wanted to hear Lu Xuan's thoughts, the kind of thoughts that disregarded the overall situation and the survival of the family, and were completely related to him.

But Lu Xuan only wanted to keep the justice and responsibility that had never been erased in his heart, and almost without hesitation, she immediately nodded: "I hope my cousin can make a decision that he will not regret." ”

Lu Xuan didn't say it explicitly, but what this decision was, Rong Li already knew it, and there was no reluctance for him in her words, which made him feel lonely.

"And what if I'm gone? Who will you choose, the household department, or the criminal department? Rong Liao asked more and more in frustration, subconsciously removing himself from the options.

Lu Xuan looked confused: "What does this have to do with me going to the household department or the criminal department?" She didn't understand, she was clearly talking about the family affairs that allowed lies, why did she get involved in her own political affairs again?

Rong lied but didn't explain, this stubbornly continued to ask him "Answer me", this kind of slightly angry persistence made Lu Xuan a little at a loss, but she could also understand his current abnormality, so she didn't take it to heart.

After pondering for a while, Lu Xuan spoke: "Actually, it's the same everywhere for me, all I want is to complete my ultimate goal." ”

"What about His Royal Highness the Fierce King and that Chen Langzhong? Which of them is more in line with my cousin's heart? Rong Li's face was heavy, and he suddenly asked such a question.

Lu Xuan was even more confused: Cousin, he shouldn't know my identity yet, why would he ask such a question? Could it be that he also listened to the rumors outside and thought that I had a habit of breaking my sleeves?

Thinking like this, Lu Xuan immediately responded tentatively: "What is my cousin saying, I am a man with him, what is not in line with my heart, we are just colleagues." ”

"Really? But I think the two of you seem to be very attentive to your cousin today. "Rong Lie was swayed by some kind of emotion, and he actually said something that did not match his temperament in the slightest.

Lu Xuan didn't know how much he was stimulated today, why he was like two people on weekdays, these questions were really embarrassing.

Originally, he came to persuade him to lie, but he didn't think that he was interrogated like a prisoner, and it seems that it is not appropriate to talk about anything with him today.

Taking a breath, Lu Xuan looked at Rong Li: "Today's incident happened suddenly, my cousin must be very troubled in my heart, then I won't bother much, my cousin is resting, I'll come back tomorrow." ”

Anyway, no matter what Rong Li was going to ask himself, Lu Xuan just slipped away in front of him as if he was fleeing.

Originally, he said calmly that it was okay, but as soon as he dodged it like this, Rong Li subconsciously felt that Lu Xuan was being said by himself, and his heart suddenly became even more uncomfortable.

In fact, there were those words about Dongyang Rong's family, Lu Xuan persuaded Rong Li, but the moment he raised his eyes to look at her, those so-called reminiscences of the past, whether it was taking on great responsibilities, seemed to be less important.

At this moment, Rong Li's mind is full of things that Lu Xuan is worried about by the two of them, one is pressing towards her step by step, and the other is facing her day and night, and she can't be guarded against.

I don't know how long it will take for the Rong family to come back to Dongyang, and Rong Li is afraid that if he comes back and forth, everything here will be wrong.

After struggling for a long time, Rong Li, who has always been sober, finally decided to be selfish again: "No, I can't go back, at least not yet." ”

With such a determination, Rong Li tried his best to delay Dongyang Rong's request for him to go back, and at the same time planned to clarify his thoughts to Lu Xuan as soon as possible.

At this point, those stereotypical etiquette and religion rooted in Rong Li's brain since he was a child are no longer enough to resist the feelings for Lu Xuan in his heart, he doesn't care what identity or what outline, if she can accept others, why can't she accept herself?

Thinking like this, Rong Li tossed and turned all night, unable to sleep, and his mind was full of imagining the scene and way to express his heart to Lu Xuan.

Finally there was a way to convince him, and he slept peacefully, planning to act on it tomorrow.

But Providence did not seem to be biased towards lying, and early the next morning, before he could get up, Lu Xuan was transferred to the field by the emergency ultimatum issued by the DPRK.

When she was transferred inexplicably, Lu Xuan was also confused, Ke Wei was originally like this, when, where, who did what, it was not up to her to decide, and she had long been used to it for so many years.

It's just that the team that traveled with him this time seems to be a bit huge, and I heard that Gu Huanli personally led the team, and Emperor Liang Qin specially sent Luo Mingrang to accompany him all the way to monitor out of suspicion.

And what makes this team even bigger is His Royal Highness the Lord of Pingchuan County, Shen Xixu said that his peers are to accumulate experience, increase knowledge, and improve skills, but the real purpose is unknown.

Lu Xuan, Gu Huanli, and Shen Xixu rushed to the agreed meeting place early, but Luo Mingrang, who had always been on time, seemed to be stumped by something-

"Ming'er, I heard that you are traveling with that Lu Xuan this time?" Luo's mother probed at Luo Mingrang with deep meaning.

Luo Mingrang didn't think too much about it, and then nodded: "That's right, there is also His Royal Highness the Fierce King." ”

After answering half a sentence, he hesitated for a while before he remembered that there was another person, although it was not a serious business, but since it was a peer, it was reasonable to count her.

Luo Mingrang hurriedly added: "By the way, there is also the county lord of Pingchuan." He was willing to say it because Mother Luo often inquired about Shen Xixu's condition in front of him a few days ago, and she was very happy to see this "troublesome ghost".

But I didn't think that Mother Luo heard this, but her face changed suddenly.