When I returned to Nuwa Palace, my uncle came over out of breath. He said, "Get out of here, little bunny!"

When I heard his voice, I was so frightened that I quickly crawled out. My uncle was amazed, he said. Little bunny, do you have times when you are afraid?

I said. I'm not afraid, I'm thinking of you. As soon as I remembered you, you came, so I rolled out with a rolling belt.

My uncle said. Little bunny tell me the truth, will you still talk nonsense in the future?!

I said sadly. Do you care?

My uncle looked at me and didn't speak.

I said sadly. Uncle, why can't I find a sense of direction? In the past, when I established Nuwa Palace, I felt a sense of accomplishment. Now that the country is basically safe, why do I feel like I have nothing to do?

Then I said. Do you know, uncle? I feel like I'm superfluous, and everyone in this world is superfluous. Now the country is peaceful and the people are safe, so each of our emperors is superfluous. If only we could die together.

My uncle said. Don't think about it that much, you just think too much.

I was suffering from depression and had a terrible headache. I said. Uncle, if our lives are unwavering and unchanged, then wouldn't our lives be meaningless?

I said again. I've always felt that life is boring. Human beings are not alive and meaningful. I used to have a lot of dreams, but now I have basically achieved them, or I feel that I have given up and there is no point in giving up. On the contrary, I always feel that life is boring.

My uncle looked at me sadly. How? Can you still die in front of Lao Tzu? You're just cranky.

I closed my eyes and said with tears in my eyes. I want to die before you so I don't have to live so tired.

My uncle said coldly. Little rabbit cub, you are idle, do you know how tired our older generation is to work hard for you? I ...... with the Eighth Prince.

I didn't wait for my uncle to finish his words. I said angrily. Then you don't have to work hard, I yearn for death more, you just need to fulfill my death.

My uncle said coldly. Isn't it easy to want to die? Lao Tzu can collapse you now!

Then my uncle pointed a pistol at my head. I calmly closed my eyes and said to him, "Shoot."

Because I yearn for death so much. Later, my uncle was still distressed and said. Tell me, girl, what do we owe you? It causes you to be so world-weary and so unwilling to cherish your life.

I curled up with tears on my sad face and cried. No, you don't owe me anything. It's my own work that is tired, and I have gone through all the hardships that I should have experienced. It's time to have a happy experience, and I've passed it. I have experienced all the flavors of life, sour, spicy, bitter, sweet and salty. I have also experienced the bitterness of life, the bitterness of marriage, the hardship of children, and the hardship of being a parent. What's the point of me living?

My uncle said neither humbly nor arrogantly. Isn't there any sweetness?

I said. There is sweetness, the sweetness of love, the sweetness of a flash in the pan. The sweetness of your children is obtained in you. I basically got the sweetness of being a parent, but I didn't want to take that responsibility anymore. Because I'm tired, I'm tired of living.

My uncle said. You think too much, no wonder you're so tired of living.

After that, we didn't speak for a long time.

Later, after a long time, I asked again. Uncle, if we were not father and daughter in this life, would you fall in love with me?

My uncle said firmly. No. We don't choose one road, you are infatuated, and one road goes to the dark. You are a good girl, find someone who appreciates you and you also like it, and it must be a kind of happiness to marry you. But your uncle is on the road of playing the world, for the sake of the country, for the sake of politics, I have to deal with men and women from all walks of life. So, just because of our character, I won't like you either.

I said coldly to myself. If there were only a person of your character in the world, I wouldn't be able to get married.

My uncle said firmly, yes. But believe me, I love you. I will spoil you as the greatest princess in the world! I will give you all the father's love and mother's love that you have lacked since childhood!

I cried and hugged my uncle tightly. I cried and said, Uncle, I can finally cry, I can finally hug you.

I said with tears in my eyes again. Do you know, uncle? You are the first person who allowed me to cry, the first person who really felt sorry for me to cry, and the first person who felt sorry for my tears. The people who used before were hypocritical and false.

My uncle said. All right, girl. Don't think about it so much. You still have a long life ahead of you, and you will definitely be happy in the future.

I said sadly. What is happiness and what is the future? What's the point?

My uncle said with tears in his eyes. Is this the end of the girl? Is it really so tiring to be alive?

I hugged my uncle with tears in my eyes and said. Well.