[Su Xiuming's confession]

If I had to choose again, I probably wouldn't have chosen this life.

Note that I just said "maybe".

There is no rehearsal in life, there is no rehearsal, every time it is live.

Therefore, the choice I have made is the choice I have made, and most of the time, it is the most correct choice for me at that moment.

Maybe I did something wrong, but I don't regret it.

After getting married, Jingxian asked me a question:

Do I love her?

I didn't give her an answer at the time. I said, I don't want to lie, I don't want my words to be a knife to hurt people.

After Jingxian disappeared from our lives for many years, suddenly one day, I recalled my answer at that time and realized:

Although I didn't say I didn't love her, what I said actually caused irreparable damage, even more hurtful than telling her that I didn't love her.

But she still gave birth to a child for me without hesitation.

Ling Xi, this is the name that my father-in-law and Jing Xian took together, and they didn't ask my opinion.

They say that Ling Xi is equal to "Lingxi", saying that we are made in heaven, a matching pair, with a spirit rhino in the heart, love at first sight.

I thought, whatever, okay.

我和阿巧的私下交往，终于在某一天败露，我很清楚，这种事不会隐瞒太久。

Actually, I didn't think it mattered at the time, if she insisted on divorcing me, then divorce was.

Ah Qiao also gave birth to a girl for me, and in all fairness, I think Ah Qiao gave more for me.

In order to keep this child and raise the child better, she even wronged herself to marry another man, which should be regarded as some kind of sacrifice - for me.

In the final analysis, Jingxian married me out of her own volition, she liked me, and even conceived my child before she got married, I never forced her, and I didn't even deliberately hide the matter between me and Ah Qiao.

But that's her choice.

I don't think I've done anything wrong.

However, when things developed later, it was indeed a little tiring.

Because I gradually felt that these two women were paying for me.

They were all hurting themselves in different ways and told me:

It's all because you're in love with me.

But what did I do?

I didn't need that much, it was they who made their own choices step by step, and at the end of the day, everyone was thinking about themselves.

Don't say anything about dedication or sacrifice, how can there be anyone in the world who doesn't do it for himself?

Even if some things seem to sacrifice someone's interests on the surface, she has gained far more than she sacrificed! Otherwise she wouldn't have done that – that's human nature.

In short, I was so confused, and I spent most of my life.

I'm old too.

The children have grown up and have their grievances.

Ling Hee is a good boy, as kind as her mother.

Chunchun may have had a hard life when he was a child, and his personality is somewhat narrow and dark.

Although it is a bit unconscionable to say this, Jingxian's departure is also a relief for her.

So, when Ah Qiao proposed that plan, I didn't object.

I don't think I'm really a good person.

Just because I'm not involved doesn't mean I'm not guilty.

Conniving at evil is also a form of evil.

But Ah Qiao said, the matter will never implicate me, even if someone doubts, or even finally exposed, all the consequences will be borne by her alone, and the most important thing is that she has a successful experience!

I'm still the same sentence:

I don't think she's doing all this for me.

She's for herself.

Well, maybe another point is for purity, after all, they are biological mothers and daughters.

Ah, what sinful, innocent.

It's useless to think about that.

At the end of everyone's life, the fairest judgment will be ushered in.

[Su Chunchun's confession]

When I was very young, so small that I had little memory, I always had this image in my mind:

My mom, with a man who wasn't my dad, was lying on the couch, hugging, and behaving intimately.

When I was a little older, I asked my mother if there had ever been such a thing, and she flatly denied it.

But I think it must have happened, otherwise, that memory would not have been so vivid.

I thought that at that time, they might have thought that I was too young, only a few months old, or a year or two, and that I should not remember, so they put me aside and made love to me as if no one was around.

It must be like this.

Later, my father died for no apparent reason.

The doctor said he had a heart attack.

But I know, I guess my mother also knows, he is usually as strong as an ox, but he doesn't look like he has a heart attack.

When he was drunk at home, he threw things, he hit his mother, he hit me, he was heavy. Where does it look like a bad heart?

At Dad's funeral, Mom didn't shed a single tear, even with a faint smile - she secretly smiled when no one was looking at her.

I can probably guess how my dad died.

There was a pickle on my table, but my mother never let me eat it, saying it was my father's favorite dish.

Once, I was so curious that I took a bite, and my mother smelled the taste in my mouth, beat me up, and told me to drink soapy water, and vomited it all up, and then she cried and hugged me, and made me swear never to touch that pickle.

I was young then.

But now I understand.

If you ask me, who did I learn from my narrow-mindedness, my extremism, and my ruthlessness?

I think you're knowingly asking.

Su Lingxi, she is actually a good sister.

But her biggest mistake was to be my sister.

I can't allow someone to snatch what is supposed to be mine.

My mother took me to Su's house and told me that my biological father was Uncle Su.

That is, her mom snatched my dad.

Stealing other people's things and deserving to die.

I don't sympathize with the woman at all.

As for Su Lingxi, it was just a stumbling block in the way, and she shouldn't have been born in the first place.

I'm not wrong!

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After Su Xi submitted the autopsy report and audio recording materials in the document bag to the relevant law enforcement agencies, Feng Qiao and the others were all punished as they deserved.

They will be in prison and reflect on the crimes they have committed.

Su Chunchun voluntarily left City C, as for where she went, she didn't tell anyone, and similarly, no one cared about it - after Gu Jiangchen heard that Feng Qiao was imprisoned, he immediately cut off contact with Su Chunchun, and he wanted to be covered with disinfectant to show his innocence.

Su Xi completed the task, solved the hidden plot, and sought justice for Bai Jingxian, who was poisoned to death, so that she could leave without regrets and go to the next mission world.

But, until then—

"Assistant Huo, I remember that you seem to have promised to dance for me?"

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[-End of the first world--]