Chapter 117: A Corner of Graffiti
Looking at Wang Xiaoyang, who is still studying hard in the corner in front of the classroom every day, Lin Shanghan suddenly felt a small wave in his heart.
Wang Xiaoyang completely let go of his liking for Deng Ziyi, although Deng Ziyi would look down at Wang Xiaoyang when he occasionally passed by and met every day, but Wang Xiaoyang would never look up at Deng Ziyi again. For Deng Ziyi, Wang Xiaoyang's heart has been completely broken.
Lin Shanghan once wanted to ignore Wang Xiaoyang's dissuasion more than once and ask Deng Ziyi why he liked someone like Jiang Qiuchen? Why did Wang Xiaoyang, who had done so much for her, leave behind like this? Why didn't Wang Xiaoyang talk about this problem until he left? ......
But in the end, Lin Shanghan couldn't ask it, and these countless questions were rotten in Lin Shanghan's stomach, but Lin Shanghan felt that there were some cracks in the relationship between himself and Deng Ziyi because of Wang Xiaoyang, like some cracks.
As for Deng Ziyi, she didn't ask Lin Shanghan because of Wang Xiaoyang, maybe her heart was really throbbing, but Lin Shanghan couldn't see it at all on the surface. On the contrary, Cheng Xiang asked Lin Shanghan this question when he went to the office with Lin Shanghan, and Lin Shanghan described the relationship between the two of them in detail from beginning to end, but Cheng Xiang said: "Deng Ziyi, she really doesn't like Wang Xiaoyang, and this is something that can't be forced." ”
Lin Shanghan's heart trembled at that time.
Cheng Xiang is right, if the other party has no feelings for you, then this relationship will fail in the end, and in the end, someone will propose to separate, and there will definitely be someone who will be sad. Emotional matters are always a matter of two people.
Just like Li Linxi, just like Li Yixuan, between Lin Shanghan and these two girls, there is always one party who gives up first, and the other party who doesn't feel it first, so the final separation is inevitable.
Lin Shanghan wanted to ask Cheng Xiang if she had any feelings for Lin Shanghan, but Lin Shanghan couldn't help but ask in the end.
I don't know why, Lin Shanghan feels that Cheng Xiang always has something higher than he imagined.
Lin Shanghan felt a little upset when he read this night, so he went out for a walk under the pretext of going to the toilet. Lin Shanghan went up to the fifth floor and suddenly found that the staircase on the other side of the building could lead all the way to the top. Lin Shanghan walked up cautiously, and found that this was a place he had never set foot in, and the empty environment was quite suitable for relaxation except for being cold. Lin Shanghan stood in front of the fence and looked around, and accidentally found that a wall behind him was engraved with graffiti of some senior high school students, most of which were written with chalk, and there were a bunch of finished chalk heads under the wall.
"It's tiring every day, but it's persevered every day"
"Who can bloom snow lotuses in their brushstrokes, but they can't draw the symmetrical axis of the hyperbola."
"The landlord is really hypocritical."
"Who can't draw snow lotus, I will too, watch!"
"Who wouldn't know the hyperbolic axis of symmetry, I would too, look!"
"What did you draw upstairs, where is the hyperbola?"
"Doesn't the landlord just want to draw the axis of symmetry? What a watch! What a bike! ”
"Hey, it's annoying that the college entrance examination is coming soon."
"I just want to be admitted to the undergraduate, and I hope that the score will be up to 300 points."
"I want to go to the same university as XXX."
"Let those damn exams die."
This graffiti saved Lin Shanghan's mood. Although these campus graffiti are not civilized, they are really a kind of campus culture.
Some people are complaining about their grades, some people are naming and scolding so-and-so in a certain class, some people are scolding after scolding, some people are helping so-and-so to scold back, some people say that they must go out and drink until they get drunk, some people are making wishes, some people are making promises.
Will they remember these wishes many years from now? Have all those wishes come true? Wouldn't it be particularly ridiculous to look back at those troubles?
In the river of time, how many people carved boats for swords.
No matter how much they left unfinished, time moved forward steadily, driving them all out of Guangming Middle School. There is still a large blank space on the wall, perhaps reserved for the remaining high school juniors.
Lin Shanghan watched these interesting words with relish, from looking up to reading them to bending over, until he finally squatted down.
The large window behind it has cross edges, and the setting sun shines through the window, leaving an inverted cross shadow on the message wall. Those handwritings were shining in the sun, and Lin Shanghan suddenly saw a very light line of words in the shadow in the corner.
The handwriting is very new and very new.
"Wang Xiaoyang loves Deng Ziyi, but she doesn't know."
Many moments were like photos that had been accidentally touched in his mind, and Lin Shanghan didn't have time to pick them up, so he could only watch them fall from front of his eyes.
Lin Shanghan remembered that Wang Xiaoyang was very "shameless" when he first started school, and he rubbed next to Deng Ziyi to do it, and at that time, Wang Xiaoyang was embarrassed by Lin Shanghan and them, and he was teased by Lin Shanghan for a long time......
At the beginning, Lin Shanghan would run to ask Deng Ziyi every day because of Li Linxi, and every day he saw Wang Xiaoyang, who was a little jealous because Deng Ziyi was talking to him, looked at Lin Shanghan viciously, and Lin Shanghan was even a little inexplicable to Wang Xiaoyang at that time......
Lin Shanghan remembered that when everyone chatted before, many people said that Wang Xiaoyang and Deng Ziyi were definitely impossible, and at that time Lin Shanghan even agreed with them a little, but seeing that Wang Xiaoyang liked Deng Ziyi every day, Lin Shanghan suddenly sighed......
Lin Shanghan remembered Wang Xiaoyang's sad look when he once said to himself: "I like her, but she doesn't know", Lin Shanghan never thought that a strong man like Wang Xiaoyang would cry......
Lin Shanghan thought of Wang Xiaoyang, who is now moving to the corner but still working hard every day, probably what he is doing now is really stomaching himself.
Lin Shanghan suddenly felt that his eyes were a little astringent.
Lin Shanghan didn't know why he was sad for another boy?
Lin Shanghan didn't know the reason, maybe it was because he had witnessed everything Wang Xiaoyang liked about Deng Ziyi, maybe because of Wang Xiaoyang now, or maybe just because of himself.
We have been loved by our parents since childhood, and we take these things for granted, and everything is obtained unconditionally, but these will eventually spoil us, and in the future, when we learn that some feelings also need to be fought for, and we need to resign ourselves to fate, and even when we can't ask for it, we will panic.
Lin Shanghan pondered for a long time, perhaps out of inspiration for Wang Xiaoyang's incident, or simply because of the accumulation of his own emotions, after a little hesitation, he slowly picked up a piece of chalk, specially picked a place that no one had written, and wrote a sentence very seriously:
"Lin Shanghan likes Cheng Xiang, and I will let the world know."
(End of chapter)