Chapter 88: Another Sudden Confession
After the bar incident and the drunken incident, Cheng Qingge only felt that his small life was getting easier and easier. There is a lot less uncertainty in life, and the days of working towards happiness are becoming more and more energetic.
In terms of learning, it is natural to take it seriously, and the students who make good progress in the eyes of the teachers of each subject; In terms of work, a series of work of the Propaganda Department of the Student Union has also begun to progress vigorously, and the teachers have become more and more fond of Cheng Qingge's serious and down-to-earth work style; Emotionally...... Although I still can't say that I like it, I and Shi Ning meet almost every day, eat, go to class, go to the library, and often go to Shi Ning's various small performances as relatives and friends at night, and the days are busy and happy.
Of course, you will still often meet Wu Jiahao.
Since the drunken night between the two of them, it seems that it is a tacit understanding to meet again, and no one mentions the past again. The two of them seemed to know each other again, hiding the past deep in their hearts, and their polite attitude towards each other was worse than before. There is no quarrel, let alone old age and death, and they can know how each other is doing, Cheng Qingge feels that this is already the best ending.
However, Cheng Qingge regretted that after that night, the relationship between Ma Xiaoya and Wu Jiahao did not make substantial progress. The rumored Ma Xiaoya is still repeatedly hitting a wall in the process of chasing Wu Jiahao.
On this day, I accompanied Shi Ning to perform again. When they came back in the evening, the two of them habitually walked on Huaxi Road, feeling the breeze.
The begonia flowers on both sides of the road have already fallen, and Cheng Qingge feels that good days always pass quickly, and it is already summer in a blink of an eye
She seemed to remember the song "Goodbye, Huaxi Road" written by Shi Ning to herself.
If we meet
It must be spring on campus
There is the beautiful Huaxi Road there
If we meet
It must be on the beautiful Huaxi Road
There are begonia trees that we all love
I must use the upturned corners of my mouth
Meet your crooked smiling eyes
If it is said to begin
My story must be made of you
During the performance, Shi Ning had just sang. This song seems to have become Shi Ning's masterpiece, and every time he goes out to perform, this song is a must-sing repertoire that cannot be struck. The students also seem to buy the song. Even the school celebrated its celebration two days ago, and this song was also pushed by the official public account.
When Cheng Qingge listened to this song before, he always felt that he had not met Shi Ning on Huaxi Road as written in the song.
Now, Shi Ning gave her the answer, she really didn't have it before, but now she can walk hand in hand together on Huaxi Road almost every day. Because this scene has been played out countless times in his heart.
Shi Ning walked and walked, suddenly stopped, took Cheng Qingge's hand and held her. Cheng Qingge turned around and crashed into Shi Ning's arms.
"Cheng Qingge, are we together?" I don't know what's wrong, Shi Ning is a little strange today, Cheng Qingge was suddenly caught off guard.
She got out of his arms and looked up at Shi Ning with all her might: "You, what's wrong with you today?" β
Shi Ning replied differently: "Cheng Qingge, I like you, I know you like me too." During these days, we can be happily together every day, just like every couple on campus who are holding hands and walking on Huaxi Road, isn't it? So, don't reject me again, okay? Let's start today, can we be together seriously? β
A series of good or bad made Cheng Qingge stunned again. In Cheng Qingge's heart, she still thought that the two of them could go on like this forever, no one would touch that sentence again, and there would be no need to think about those annoying things.
But this sudden confession seemed to turn over all the problems between the two of them in an instant.
Cheng Qingge opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to answer. Shi Ning was right, they liked each other, but the answer was blocked by a hundred questions in Cheng Qingge's heart.
The legendary Shi Ning's fiancΓ©e, what is going on?
If it's true, then how should the two of them face Shi Ning's family?
Will his parents vehemently oppose it?
With an ordinary family, can she be accepted by Shi Ning's parents?
Even if they are accepted, with such a disparate family environment, their future will be unknown, right?
In fact, during this time, Cheng Qingge did not think about these problems. She also tells herself from time to time, don't think so much, don't think so long-term.
The love on campus, isn't that pair in love?
How many people's first love is just an experience on the road of relationship, and they don't really go together?
But there is no way, Cheng Qingge has been thinking about the future, the things of a lifetime. Maybe it's because of the seriousness of love that I think long-term.
But this long-term can't stand up to scrutiny after all.
looked down and saw that Cheng Qingge didn't speak, but Shi Ning's arms around her tightened.
Cheng Qingge, who had just replied and came out of Shi Ning's arms, was almost stuck to Shi Ning's chest again.
Suddenly, Shi Ning's eyes became fiery, he let go of the hand that was hugging Cheng Qingge, and suddenly held her face. Cheng Qingge only felt Shi Ning's breath getting closer and closer.
Was he going to kiss her?
Cheng Qingge felt that his heart began to beat wildly, and his brain suddenly went blank.
At the moment when Shi Ning's lips kissed down, Cheng Qingge suddenly broke free, pushed Shi Ning away, and kept a distance from him.
"Shi Ning, wait, don't be like this!"
Shi Ning saw that he was rejected so thoroughly by Cheng Qingge again, and his face was full of frustration.
For more than ten seconds, both of them stood stunned in place, staring at each other without speaking.
Then Shi Ning suddenly stretched out his hand to cover his face, took a deep breath, and then frowned and said, "Cheng Qingge, I don't understand, it's impossible for you not to know my intentions, what are you hesitating about?" What are you worried about? β
Cheng Qingge felt that he was about to suffocate just now. Her heart was still beating suddenly, and she only felt that she had no way to calm down and face Shi Ning in front of her.
Although she wanted to say something to him, she felt that her thoughts were too confused, so she had to turn around: "Shi Ning, it's too late today, we're all tired, let's go back and rest first." If there is anything to say, we will talk about it tomorrow. β
Shi Ning stood still and didn't move, but shouted her name loudly: "Cheng Qingge!" β
Cheng Qingge had no choice but to stop again and turn to look at Shi Ning not far away.
"Shi Ning, I like you, that's right. I really like you. However, I rejected your confession. That's all right. Do you know? How difficult is it to refuse a confession from someone you like? I rejected you before, and if you ask me again today, I still can't give you an answer. β
When Cheng Qingge said this, his voice suddenly trembled. She didn't have a chance to organize any language, she just said all the questions buried in her heart.
"Shi Ning, but you know what? I don't think the problem is with me. Don't you think there are a lot of things that you haven't explained to me clearly? Or is there something you haven't taken care of yet? Isn't every time you confess something? When we are together, is it really as simple as a confession and a nod? If so, we would have been together a long time ago. β
Shi Ning was stunned when he heard Cheng Qingge suddenly say this.
He didn't know how to answer these questions, he just stood there and slowly lowered his head.
Tonight's beauty suddenly changed.
Those hidden real problems are brutally coming.
Shi Ning shouted in a low voice: "Cheng Qingge......"
The momentum of Cheng Qingge, who had just asked Cheng Qingge, had all disappeared.
He knew in his heart that every time he made an eager and impatient confession, he was really afraid of losing. He wants to be with Cheng Qingge, and every time he wants to be desperate, but the reality is always inescapable.
Just yesterday, he received a call from home and had just had a big fight with his family.
His parents informed him that he had applied to the school to go to the UK for exchange study next semester, so that he could prepare for a series of exams. But he simply refused.
He knew why they made such an arrangement, because Han Jingyi was also going to study in the UK next semester. He knew that his parents arranged it this way so that the two of them could be together. However, he didn't have Han Jingyi in his heart, he had treated her as a sister since he was a child, and he never thought that he would spend his life with Han Jingyi in the future.
However, his parents did not think so.
The master family is in business, and the Han family is an official. From Shi Ning's memory, he knew that the relationship between the two families was very good. At that time, the Shi family did not have such a big industry as it is now, and the Han family was not as powerful as it is now. Shi Ning has played with Han Jingyi since he was a child, and in his eyes, Han Jingyi has always been a little princess who can't be provoked. Because, since he was a child, his parents told him to take good care of his sister. He has always treated her as a sister and let her do everything.
Later, the two families gradually became prosperous in their respective fields, and each other's help was naturally indispensable. In recent years, the expansion of the Shijia industry has become more and more dependent on the power of the Han family. Although the children are still in school, since the two of them became adults, the teacher has hinted many times openly and secretly, hoping that the two children can come together. And the Han family is also noncommittal, every time they talk about this topic, the parents on both sides seem to be very happy.
Last year, the teacher heard the news that Han Jingyi planned to study in the UK, so they tried their best to promote it from all aspects. Shi Ning also knew that his parents took the initiative to take out a large amount of money to help Han Jingyi go abroad. Since then, Shi Ning has been particularly disgusted with this relationship.
Although Han Jingyi is a very good girl, he knows that it is not what he wants, and after meeting Cheng Qingge, he rejects the relationship imposed on him by his parents even more. He couldn't get used to seeing his parents currying more and more favor with the Han family, and he couldn't accept that he had become a bargaining chip for them to curry favor.
Therefore, after a big quarrel with his parents, when he saw Cheng Qingge, he suddenly felt so scared. He was afraid that the beauty of all this in front of him would be lost. He worked hard to win Cheng Qingge to finally stay by his side, but the urging of his parents to study abroad suddenly made him feel that all this was about to come to naught.
So, that's what made him so impulsive tonight.
He wanted to explain his impulsiveness, he knew that he was doing something wrong, but he didn't know how to explain it to Cheng Qingge.
What Cheng Qingge said was not wrong at all, it was that he still had a lot of things to deal with, and it was the explanation that he still owed her a lot.
Cheng Qingge looked at Shi Ning's face full of sadness, sighed again, and said, "Shi Ning, there are some things that we have to face. However, it's too late today, so let's get here first. I'm going back first. Let's think about it when we go back. β
After speaking, Cheng Qingge turned around and began to walk in the direction of the dormitory.
Shi Ning stood in place and watched Cheng Qingge gradually walk away, and did not catch up again.