Chapter 158: Back to Bland

After chatting with Cheng Xiang, Lin Shanghan put down his mobile phone and lay on the bed with his eyes closed.

Lin Shanghan seemed to suddenly understand why he liked Cheng Xiang, this girl always seemed to have some kind of charm. Although this girl is not outstanding in appearance, although her grades are good, this is not the point that attracts boys, in the end, it is because she has a unique charm, which can also be said to be an aura.

Lin Shanghan made a decision at this time that he might regret: reject Li Linxi.

Only Lin Shanghan knew how difficult it was to make this decision.

Lin Shanghan rejected Li Linxi, which means that the two of them will have few opportunities to chat again in the future, and they are likely to become passers-by completely. The relationship between Lin Shanghan and Li Linxi is not like between Lin Shanghan and other girls, once there is such a thing as "emotion", then in the days of separation in the future, this kind of thing will become an obstacle in the hearts of two people, which usually does not exist, once two people see each other or even think of each other, this thing will appear.

So, whether it's a split or a combination, this decision is really important. It may not last long to be together, but once it is divided, it is a complete separation.

Lin Shanghan thought that he probably had no regrets about making this decision.

Lin Shanghan used the cover of the night to sublimate his emotions, and sent Li Linxi a long paragraph very seriously:

I thought about it for a long time, and I thought we might as well be separated.

It's not that I don't really want to get back together with you, it's not that I hold a grudge against you for breaking up with me, you know I wouldn't be like that. But when you say I'm in love with someone else, that's true.

I've really thought about it for a long time, and I've been thinking about it for a long time, and I've been thinking about it since the past, so I'm really serious about making this decision.

I was separated from you for a long time, I really missed you every day, hoping to have the opportunity to get back together with you, you also know that the girl I kissed in front of you that day was actually just to get revenge on you, that girl did stay with me for a while, and I also admitted that I was quite hurt and got comfort from her during that time, but then I felt that I was still not suitable for her, so I still separated from her, which is indeed a bit because of you.

But then I fell in love with another girl, and to be honest I feel like this girl is like you in some ways, maybe I just like this type of girl. This girl's grades are also very good, anyway, better than me, I wonder if the girls I like have so good grades hahaha.

But this girl is different from you, she can make me have an urge to catch up, she can keep me fighting at all times, I can see that she is a single-minded person, although she has not said that she likes me, and I have not confessed to her, but I can see that she will not easily like someone. I don't say this to talk about you, it's just that the incident of you breaking up with me did have a bit of an impact on me.

Seriously, it's really hard for me to say no to you, after all, we've known each other for so long, from elementary school to high school, but in the end, I didn't get angry enough to go to college in the same university or city as you, if that else maybe we'd always be together, right?

It is undeniable that I am really happy with you, you also give me a lot of encouragement every time I encounter difficulties, and I am also very glad to have you in the last and most difficult days, and we spent the days before the college entrance examination together. Although we are not in the same school, if you print out the chat history of your chat with me, I think you can circle the earth three times, right?

Over the years, we have also been communicating each other's emotions through words, and occasionally face-to-face. To be honest, I was really happy and touched to hear you say "I know you like to say it in person" today, I really never thought that I would one day be able to meet you face-to-face again after being separated from you.

The previous time in the cinema, in fact, I knew that you wanted to say hello to me, and I also wanted to say hello, but in the end, neither of us took the initiative to break through the barrier between us, and I don't know if that encounter made you firm up the idea of being with me again, of course, there must be Deng Ziyi's promotion.

Speaking of Deng Ziyi, my acquaintance with her is also because of you, she is really good as your best friend, she will carefully adjust the relationship between you and me, and can also agree with the fact that you and I are back together, of course, I usually get along with her very well at school, she is really a good girl.

Having said so much, I just want to make our relationship clear to you. We may not be able to be lovers again in the next few days, just because the kind of fate between us is really not much left, if I really promise you, we will definitely break up again in the future, just like after you calm down, you will find that I am actually not that important to you.

What I hope is that we can always be close friends, and we don't have to be estranged because of our previous relationship, and you know that I won't be like that, and I think you can understand why I haven't taken the initiative to talk to you for so long.

In closing, I would say that we should really go back to being flat, and I hope you understand.

Lin Shanghan read these words carefully again until late at night. Lin Shanghan guessed that Li Linxi might be sleeping at the moment, so he slept after sending it, waiting for Li Linxi's reply to him the next day.

The next day, Lin Shanghan opened his mobile phone and looked at it, and it turned out that Li Linxi gave his reply an hour after he finished posting:

After reading your words, I suddenly understood a lot.

Like you said, we probably won't end up being as happy as we used to be. Seriously, I really, really regretted breaking up with you at the time, and after breaking up with that guy I kept thinking about what boy could be like you? That's why I wanted to get back together with you very, very much, not because I saw you in the cinema last time, but of course it was a bit of a boost.

Actually, I see your attitude today, I also understand, you shouldn't get back together with me, if you want, you should have agreed at the time, so I don't force you, although we are no longer lovers, but I will also be like you said, become a good friend of yours, if you don't understand, you can also ask me hahahaha.

Deng Ziyi, but she is a good girl, this time there is indeed her reason, she really wants the two of us to be together again, I heard that you are usually very good to her at school, here I have to thank you hahaha.

I also heard Deng Ziyi say the girl you like later, she told me that maybe because of her, you would not agree to get back together with me, but I didn't expect it to be like this in the end, but even so, I have no regrets, I said it, although the result was not what I thought.

Let's go back to the blandness together.

(End of chapter)