Chapter 44: Unworthy
When Yi Qihui was flustered, he was about to say something, but the man noticed his appearance and opened his mouth first: "Did he go back?" The voice was gentle, with a bit of bleakness.
"Hmm." Yi Qiyang said softly, "Go back." β
"It's good to go back." Her tone was a little relieved.
"Wanxi." Yi Qiyang called her name, hesitated for a moment, and still asked, "He came from Shanghai to find you, why don't you want to see him?" β
"The way I am now, how can I see him." I don't know if it's because the wind is too strong and too cold, Yi Qiwanxi's voice trembles a little, "Let him laugh?" β
"Wanxi......" Yi Qixi only stared at Yi Qiwanxi tightly, for fear that one would jump off without paying attention to her.
During this time, Yi Qi Wanxi was looking for death, if she hadn't found it in time, I am afraid that she would have been dead for a long time. Yi Qihui was also afraid that Yi Qiwanxi would be stimulated again, and when she learned that Si Yu came to see her, she asked her what she thought first. Yi Qihui thought that when Si Yu came, Yi Qiwanxi should be happy, but she didn't want to see him.
Yi Qihui didn't know why, and he didn't dare to ask, Yi Qiwanxi didn't want to see it, and he didn't want Si Yu to know where he was, Yi Qihui could only follow Yi Qiwanxi's meaning.
But Yi Qihui knew to some extent that Yi Qiwanxi wanted to see Si Yu, but she avoided him, and even traveled thousands of miles from Shanghai to Nanjing, just to avoid Si Yu.
"Why are you avoiding him?" Yi Qiyang asked.
Yi Qi was silent for a few seconds, and exhaled a breath of hot air, the heat wafted in the cold night air, her voice was flat, but desolate: "I'm not worth his time." β
Yi Qihui frowned, sighed lightly, and said, "Wanxi, you'd better make it clear to him in person." β
"I want to, too." Yi Qi said gently, "But I'm afraid I won't be able to speak." It's better to let him figure it out on his own. β
"But what if he can't figure it out?" Yi Qihui asked.
"He'll figure it out." Yi Qi said lightly, the heat was gently exhaled, mixed with the cold, and then eroded by the cold, gradually disappearing in the night.
Si Yu returned to the hotel room, stood the umbrella by the wall, then took off his coat and hung it on the hanger, walked to the window and looked at the snow outside the window, closed the window, closed the curtains again, sat on the bed and covered the quilt after washing, looked at the ceiling, and thought about something.
After a long time, I felt a little sleepy, so I turned off the light and retracted into the bed.
At night, Si Yu had a dream, he dreamed that on a sunny afternoon, he confessed to Yi Qiwanxi, she looked shy, but nodded.
After waking up from the dream, Si Yu's mood was very complicated. Dreams were dreams after all, and he didn't know if they would be the opposite of reality.
There was no snow on the day, but the snow accumulated during the night. After Si Yu washed up, he stood in front of the window buttoning his shirt, pulled the coat on the hanger and put it on his body, watching the snowy streets glow in the faint morning light, thinking about today's arrangements.
Last night, Si Yu went to find Yi Qi Wanxi, but Yi Qihui told him that Yi Qi Wanxi was not there. Si Yu couldn't find a reason for Yi Qihui to deceive him, so he chose to believe it, and after coming back, he thought about it carefully, and thought of a reason why Yi Qihui might hide it from him. Yi Qihui didn't want to disturb Yi Qiwan by himself, this was the only reason that Si Yu could think of for Yi Qihui to hide it from him.
Perhaps, it was Yi Qi Wanxi who didn't want to see herself.
Thinking like this, Si Yu thought of last night's dream again, and couldn't help but smile bitterly.
After all, she still hates herself, so she hides from herself.
Si Yu is not a person who will sit still, nor is he a person who will make things difficult for others. Since Yi Qi Wanxi didn't want to see him, he would wait, he had been waiting for so many years, how could he be in a hurry for a while. She didn't want to see herself for a while, would she hide from herself for the rest of her life?
But let go of Yi Qi's graceful words in advance, Si Yu has other things to understand.
Mo's compound.
Si Yu appeared at the gate of the Mo family's compound with his luggage, and happened to meet Mo Mo, who was going to go out.
"Eh, I was going to look for you." Mo Mo's makeup is still gorgeous, his clothes are still gorgeous, and he wears a blue embroidered cheongsam, and his posture is very graceful. As he spoke, he hurriedly walked to Si Yu, took the box in his hand, handed it to the person behind him, and instructed: "Take Young Master Si's luggage to the room arranged for Young Master Si, and then inform my father and mother that the eldest young master of the Si family in Shanghai is here." β
"Yes, Miss." As he spoke, he took the box and ran inside.
"Young master, please come inside." Mo Mo said, raised his hand sideways and pointed to the door, and said to Si Yu with a smile.
Si Yu nodded lightly: "There is labor." β
Mo Mo took Si Yu into the house, introduced him to the Mo family's compound all the way, and then asked him: "I heard Miss An say that the young master came to Nanjing because of important things to do, but I don't know what the important thing is, but he came alone?" β
"It's just someone to come to." Si Yu replied simply.
"Who's looking for?" Mo Mo became interested, "You must be a very important person to let you come in person, right?" β
"Hmm." Si Yu replied lightly.
"Why didn't Miss Ann come with you?" Mo Mo said, glancing at Si Yu with a sideways face, "The person you are looking for is just your private matter, right?" β
"Not bad." Si Yu did not deny it.
"Is it related to Yiqi Mansion?" Mo Mo took Si Yu to stop in front of a door, pushed open the door, and asked Si Yu.
Hearing this, Si Yu was taken aback: "How do you know?" β
"It's just my guess." Mo Mo said, and took Si Yu across the courtyard to the house, "Miss An said that you like quiet, so I chose this more secluded place to live, and you will live here for a few days." β
"Thank you." Si Yu said, nodding slightly at Mo Mo.
"I wonder if you can have breakfast?" Mo Mo asked.
"I came here after eating." Si Yu said.
When Mo Mo heard this, he was silent for a second, and then said: "Then you clean up and rest first, and if you have something to order, I won't bother." β
"Hmm." Si Yu replied simply and sent Mo Mo out of the house.
Si Yu's box was placed on the shelf against the wall opposite the door of the room, and Si Yu had just opened it and was about to clean it up, when an unfamiliar but not very unfamiliar voice came from the door: "Brother, what a coincidence." β
Hearing this, Si Yu was stunned, closed the box, turned around, and met a pair of good-looking eyes, it was Mo Li. She was wearing a light blue Western-style cashmere jacket and an aqua blue embroidered cheongsam inside, and her fair face looked harmless to humans and animals. Si Yu's first thought was that she had thought about her gun, so she instinctively frowned.
"My brother doesn't seem very happy to see me?" Mo Li smiled and said, "I heard my sister say that my brother will stay in our house for four or five days, so we will get along for four or five days." β
"Day and night?" Si Yu looked puzzled.
"My place is next to my brother, and my brother said, isn't this a day and night?" Mo Li said, raising his feet and walking into the house, "I thought I would never see my brother again, I didn't think that my brother was my sister's friend, did my brother think this was fate?" Heaven let me meet you and send you to me. β
Hearing this, Si Yu faintly felt that something was wrong, and saw that Mo Li was getting closer and closer to him, so he took a step back and frowned: "Miss Mo, you seem to have misunderstood something." β
"Misunderstanding?" Mo Li stopped and looked at Si Yu slightly, "What is the misunderstanding?" I'm not married, and my brother isn't married, what's wrong? β
"You and I are only meeting for the second time." Si Yu said indifferently, "Miss Mo, as a girl, please be more reserved." β
Mo Li looked at Si Yu in a daze for a few seconds, but the next second he chuckled: "What era is it, are you still so conservative in your thinking?" β
Feeling that Mo Li didn't take his words seriously, he said with a serious expression: "I'm not joking with you. β
"Okay." Mo Li was a little helpless, and said with a smile, seeing that Si Yu was a little relaxed, he suddenly rushed to him, stood on tiptoe and raised his head to close his eyes and sniff the smell on his body, "I like the smell on your body." β
Si Yu frowned, and before he could speak, he felt his waist being hugged, and Mo Li's voice came from his ears: "It smells very good, it makes people feel very relieved." β
At that moment, Si Yu was stunned. He thought of Yi Qi Wanxi.
"Miss Mo, I'm sorry, I have a sweetheart." Si Yu's tone was calm but indifferent.
Mo Li was obviously stunned for a moment, let go of Si Yu, took a small step back, raised his eyes and looked at Si Yu with a smile, and said in a brisk tone: "What if you have a sweetheart?" Does she please you? If you don't have a reciprocal relationship, will you stick to it for a lifetime? β
"I'm here to find her." Si Yu didn't answer Mo Li's question, but said.
When Mo Li heard this, he smiled and said, "Have you found her?" Can you find her? Does she want you to find her? β
"Found it." Although Si Yu's confidence was a little insufficient, thinking about the information given by An Jie, he still said so.
Hearing this, Mo Li frowned slightly, and then asked a little unwillingly, "What about her?" β
"I haven't seen her yet." Si Yu replied truthfully.
"Who's going to find that?" Mo Li chuckled, his tone like mockery and relief.
Si Yu was dumbfounded for a while, strictly speaking, he really didn't find Yi Qi Wanxi, he just had the information given by An Jie, and he believed that the information given by An Jie was accurate.
"The person you need to find, you don't deserve to find." Morido.
This sentence, Si Yu felt a little inexplicable for a while, but when he thought about it, it was so reasonable.
"Brother must have been there to see her, right?" Mo Li looked at Si Yu.
When Si Yu heard this, he frowned slightly, didn't speak, just looked at Mo Li, his eyes were deep, as if asking her: How do you know?
Seeing Si Yu's doubts, Mo Li chuckled: "My brother came to find her, if I hadn't gone to see her, I'm afraid I wouldn't have appeared here at this moment." β
"Not bad." Si Yu replied.
"But my brother didn't see her." Mo Li blinked her big beautiful eyes and said, "Is she hiding from her brother?" β
Si Yu didn't know how to answer Mo Li's words, so she chose to remain silent.
"She doesn't want to see her brother, so he won't look for her." Mo Li said, taking a seat on the chair next to the table.
Si Yu glanced at Mo Li and said lightly: "She is the woman I want to marry." β
"Is she my brother's fiancΓ©e?" There was a hint of nervousness in Mo Li's tone.
"Not yet." The corners of Si Yu's mouth unconsciously rose, "Prospective fiancΓ©e." β
"Then why doesn't she want to see you?" Mo Li's tone was a little hurried, but he deliberately calmed down to hide his nervousness, "It's too irresponsible." β
"Not responsible...... Si Yu thought about something and muttered softly. He never felt that Yi Qi Wanxi was irresponsible, and he never thought so. It seems that he has always been pestering her, and he has always been bothering her.