After breakfast, Guan Jinyao left, Pei Fengnian also went to the company, and Mu Xi and Pei Xingbei, who was resting today, were left at home.

Walking to Pei Xingbei's room, Mu Xi sat down slowly and asked gently, "What is Xingbei looking for me?" ”

Pei Xingbei walked towards Mu Xi and stopped in front of her, his face was gloomy, and he looked very much like Pei Fengnian at the moment.

Mu Xi was a little confused, she didn't know why, she felt that Pei Xingbei was not very happy?

"Mom......" Pei Xingbei raised his eyes and suddenly said, "The original mother is not like this. ”

Saying this, Mu Xi felt that her whole body was going to be scared to death, she didn't expect a child to be so sharp, cold sweat broke out on her back, and her hands became cold.

"You ......"

Mu Xi just wanted to speak, but was interrupted by Pei Xingbei: "Mom...... You've never paid attention to me, you've always hated seeing me, you've scolded me every time you see me, I know, Mom, you've always disliked me. ”

This passage made Mu Xi panic and distressed, and the hand that wanted to touch Pei Xingbei's head froze.

"One day my mother suddenly changed." Pei Xingbei suddenly smiled, "My mother will read me stories, kiss me, take me to school, and suddenly have a better relationship with my father, just like other people's parents." ”

Mu Xi opened his mouth, not knowing what to say for a while.

The corners of Pei Xingbei's mouth suddenly fell: "Mom is very gentle, but I don't think my mother seems to be very happy, I like this kind of mother, but I also hope that my mother can be happy." ”

Mu Xi's eyes were a little red, she knew that Pei Xingbei's childhood was very bad, her father didn't love her mother, although she would be good to Pei Xingbei when she crossed over at first, it was only because she was afraid that Pei Xingbei would send her to prison like in the book when she grew up.

For a while, Mu Xi felt full of guilt.

Suddenly, Pei Xingbei raised his head, and there was a thin mist in his eyes: "I just hope my mother can be happy." ”

He saw his mother and Aunt Jinyao playing together at the door just now, that kind of mother is different, my mother is smiling very happily, and she looks very funny when she dances.

And although the smile on his face is very gentle every time he is with his mother, he can feel that his mother is not very happy, and his mother is not so happy when she is with him.

Listening to Pei Xingbei's words, Mu Xi's heart twitched, she suddenly thought that Pei Xingbei's childhood in the novel was very dark, which also led to his selfishness and indifference, paranoia and inferiority complex when he grew up, she gently hugged Pei Xingbei, her voice trembled: "No, my mother is very happy, how can I not be happy with Xingbei?" ”

She was suddenly very glad, glad that she had traveled to the time when Pei Xingbei was still young, if she wore it a little late, then maybe Pei Xingbei was no longer the age to hope for family affection.

"Mom, it's okay." Pei Xingbei patted Mu Xi's back, "As long as my mother is happy, I just hope that my mother can be happy, and it doesn't matter if she doesn't like me." ”

Mu Xi cried, she hugged Pei Xingbei tightly, her voice was full of guilt: "I'm sorry, Xingbei, this is my mother's first time being a mother, my mother likes you very much, can you tolerate your mother more, my mother really likes you very much......"

She doesn't know how to be a mother, she thinks that being a mother is to be gentle everywhere, and to be gentle and considerate to her children, so she is very gentle in front of Pei Xingbei, she thought that this would make Xingbei feel loved, but she didn't expect Pei Xingbei to be so meticulous in observation.