Yin Rongyan never thought that Feng Qianmi would care about someone.

And Feng Qianmi never thought that he would one day behave so selfishly.

The boy raised his hands to cover his eyes and leaned back against the wall.

"Thank you."

……

Feng Qianmi.

When Feng Qianmi met Yin Rongyan at the age of five, he knew from him that he would not live to be twenty years old.

It's not a disease, it's a curse, and the fourteen-year-old Yin Rongyan came for this.

That year, Yin Rongyan told him that early death and late death are the same death, can you do him a favor later.

Five-year-old Feng Qianmi looked at Yin Rongyan at that time and agreed.

Because Yin Rongyan could let him see his mother.

Later, as he grew up, Yin Rongyan also fell in love with the red clothes, and became the right minister of Xuanlang's power, controlling Xuanlang's government.

When he obeyed Yin Rongyan's arrangement and became Xuanlang's Royal Highness the Crown Prince, Yin Rongyan slowly delegated power to the emperor, but he was still Xuanlang's irreversible minister.

The emperor was afraid of Yin Rongyan, and under the protection of Yin Rongyan, his wings were gradually growing.

Feng Qianmi knew his fate, and the fifteen years after he promised Yin Rongyan at the age of five belonged to Yin Rongyan.

It's just that Yin Rongyan didn't let him do anything, everything was still up to his own will.

Yin Rongyan seems to have fallen from the sky, wanting to protect his existence, and all Yin Rongyan asks for is that he lives and lives with dignity.

Living with a curse on his back.

Feng Qianmi knew that Yin Rong was here, he could act recklessly, and Yin Rong would never be angry. He didn't know what Yin Rongyan wanted from him, and even wondered if Yin Rongyan had taken a fancy to him.

After all, he only had one face left.

Until he saw Yin Rongyan's despair, it turned out that the person who played with the government at a young age also had his own vulnerability.

The white-clothed prime minister, the red-clothed sacrifice.

Since then, Xuanlang's powerful ministers have lost half of their hearts.

That was the closest Feng Qianmi was to Yin Rongyan, and that was when Feng Qianmi gave Yin Rongyan absolute trust.

Because he saw that Yin Rongyan's heart was as desolate as him.

Such a person is the most pitiful existence in the world.

Except for Yin Rongyan, Feng Qianmi has not accepted anyone in his heart, he has no need to have anything to do with other people, and in the end, he can't keep anything.

Since death is inevitable, then don't leave any traces in this world, and don't let people worry about him.

So when Feng Qianmi knew that someone maliciously targeted him and Yin Rongyan and released rumors about the improper relationship between them, Feng Qianmi did not stop it.

After Feng Qianmi solicited Yin Rongyan's opinion, he even added fuel to the fire and caused the rumors to spread throughout Xuanlang.

The young man who had the last trace of goodness left in his heart cut off any feelings that might belong to him with his own hands.

He lost his family affection, broke off love, gave up friendship, scattered enthusiasm, lost sympathy, and left warmth...... He doesn't need feelings.

Like the pain of the curse, there was no need for that cold to be brought to anyone else.

He only has a short life, so it's better not to harm others.

Even if he was sixteen years old, when he met the warmth that made his heart tremble, he would cut off all his retreats.

But allow him to be selfish in his last life.

He wants to keep the warm memories in his arms and disappear into the world.

Yin Rong.

Fourteen-year-old Yin Rongyan is still a teenager, and when he sees that lifeless child, he will feel sympathy and unbearable.

Master told him that those who bear the curse are not worthy of attention.

But Yin Rongyan didn't think so, because the child was so fragile when he called his mother, as if he would be broken if he pinched it.

Yin Rongyan secretly let the child see his "mother".

At that moment, the child hiding in the dark seemed to have bright sunshine and a bright smile.

Yin Rongyan didn't understand why the child didn't call the queen mother or the concubine, but used the most ordinary but affectionate title, mother.

He had seen another cursed man, completely different from the child he had met.

Spell twins, Yin Rongyan chose to seal Qianmi.

For no reason, Yin Rongyan just wanted to keep this child alive.

Yin Rongyan used his ability to deceive Feng Qianmi, who was still a child.

He told Feng Qianmi, "I have met your mother, and your mother said that she wants you to live well, if you don't believe it, I can use a special method to let you see your mother." ”

Fourteen-year-old Yin Rongyan let the soul of the dead queen "appear" for a quarter of an hour, regardless of the price, and injected a beam of light into Feng Qianmi.

It's not for the mission he wants to complete, it's just that he purely wants the five-year-old Feng Qianmi to have a reason to live.

Even if the last lie was still known to Feng Qianmi, the forcibly constructed light had no source and was easily dispersed.

Yin Rongyan was at a loss for what to do, but Feng Qianmi was just silent for a whole day, and finally walked out of the palace and smiled at him: "I promise you to live." ”

The child, Feng Qianmi, stood in the shadows under the eaves and stretched out his hand to him.

The young man Yin Rongyan, who was standing in the sun, only hesitated for a moment, then raised his foot and stepped into the shadows, holding the thin little hand.

Since I have chosen you as my mission, then I will not hesitate, even if there is no light in your world, and only darkness remains.

I am not your light, for I am the darkness I bring to you.

Sinking in darkness with you is the only atonement I can do.

Yin Rongyan led Feng Qianmi into the palace, and he wanted the child he was holding to become the most noble existence in Xuanlang.

Later, Feng Qianmi said that he just wanted to stay in the position of the prince, and forget about the position above, it was boring.

Yin Rongyan agreed, anyway, with him, no one can hinder Feng Qianmi, unless Feng Qianmi wants to play.

really felt Feng Qianmi's sincerity when he put on the red clothes for the first time, and at that time he was thinking, it turned out that Feng Qianmi had always felt like this.

It is more torturous and painful than when the curse is onset.

Yin Rongyan couldn't say who he was Feng Qianmi, and what position Feng Qianmi put him, but he was sure that except for him being able to make Feng Qianmi have a trace of sincerity, no one in this world could make Feng Qianmi show that he cared a little bit.

But what he got was just the trust that Feng Qianmi gave him, and the illusion it brought to people, that kind of sincerity was an accessory of Feng Qianmi's trust.

Feng Qianmi said that he wouldn't care about anyone, and he wouldn't have a heart.

In the eleventh year after meeting Feng Qianmi, Yin Rongyan saw Feng Qianmi's confusion.

Back then, Feng Qianmi was wrong, because the current Feng Qianmi has learned to seek for himself.

This is the first time in Yin Rongyan's eleven years that he has felt Feng Qianmi's longing and fear, a complex intertwined desire.

What is the relationship between them?

Rumored illicit relationships.

Sit down in front of her?

It is necessary to make false things become false facts in front of specific objects.

Feng Qianmi didn't want to get the heart that the person he thought might give, so he cut off all possibilities from the root.

Yin Rongyan tugged at the corners of his mouth, that was really selfish and pitiful.