Chapter 7 and Senior Brother Tang Ming's heart-to-heart conversation
Later, the seventh princess still came to Jiafu in the realm of the earth. I finally knelt down for her, and I said to her with tears in my eyes. How sad should you be as a woman who can't control her husband?
I burst into tears. I burst into tears again and said, you know that I don't like Jia Wang, why do you want him to pester me?
The Seventh Princess said to me. Get up, girl, I understand your pain. I will find a way to hold my husband's heart and make him forget you.
I cried and said to her, how can I trust your abilities?
The seventh princess also said sincerely with tears in her eyes, unless you die.
I said to the Seventh Princess with a cry. It's not that I don't want to die, it's not that I'm greedy for this earthly world. Indeed, my responsibility has not yet been completed, my dream of saving the common people has not been completed, and my dream of hoping that the people of the world will be reunified has not been completed.
With that, I burst into tears again.
The Seventh Princess said to me. Miss Yajun, don't cry, this princess is willing to let you go.
Later, the seventh princess still carried Jia Wang on her back and secretly sent me away, who was scarred.
At this point, I was finally free. I hugged myself again, screaming and beating myself. Heavens, I am finally free again.
Later, the little sister still found me and took me away.
When the little sister wants to talk to me. I said with tears in my eyes. Sweetheart get out, get out. Let me be quiet.
Then the little sister gently closed the door for me.
The little sister was gone, and I wailed and cried. I finally got this, unattainable freedom. The peace of mind finally came back to me again. I finally stopped being disturbed, my thoughts no longer being disturbed.
Then I cried and cried and fell asleep. In my dreams, I still dreamed, Yaxuan, Jia Wang, my uncle, my father, my master, my little sister. All of them, except for my little sister, made me tired. Although the master was an outsider, he was too strict with me, and he had already begun to make me hate and resist Chinese medicine.
Then I woke up from that dream, and I went about living my life day after day. Continue to practice medicine. Occasionally, I heard a lot about state affairs, but I no longer cared about it like in my previous life.
Slowly, I paralyzed my nerve center and just wanted to be a doctor. I don't want to be a king and a queen again. Because that kind of life really wears me out.
After a few days, I finally pulled myself together. My little sister and I started playing with my brothers again. We played soccer together. It's just that my brothers never see my happiness. They always saw melancholy and melancholy in my face.
Slowly, I regained my hope in life. Gradually, I said goodbye to my senior brothers and went down the mountain alone to collect medicine. Then heal and save people at the bottom of the mountain. Every time I see a recovered patient, I am always so happy, so stupidly happy.
Later, Senior Brother Tang Ming found me. We sat on the floor together. He asked me, little sister, can you tell me why you have never been happy?
I said sadly. Brother, do I have a reason to be happy?
When the senior brother said, why not? You have so many people who love you, and countless brilliant achievements. Isn't this worth your pleasure?
Hearing this, I cried again. I cried. Don't mention those people, brother, everyone makes me so disgusting.
The senior brother said, no. It's just that you didn't have the heart to accept them?
I cried. Don't talk about senior brother, the past is a humiliation, an insult. Now I don't want to come into contact with anyone but the people on the holy mountain of medicine and the poor people who heal the sick.
Senior brother looked at me a little stunned and said, Senior sister, can't this emotional injury come out?