Jian Feng, an unruly and arrogant boy, Qin Xin, a gentle and quiet girl.

The rigid imperial examination system and the short-term standard score model made them fall into the same ordinary university. The same fate of Datong and the same loss of the minority made them collide with sour sparks in the depths of their hearts.

He admired her meekness and loveliness, and she admired his brilliance.

In their respective cautious hearts, they accidentally and secretly fell in love with each other. But the boy still couldn't give her a clear promise, because there was a so-called lover of his many years in the distant ancient city of Guanzhong.

It's just that at that time, such an extremely ordinary university was even more useless than ordinary technical secondary schools and some private technical vocational schools.

went in, and it was in the muddy mix for two or three years. It's basically all chatting around, except for crazy games, just under the shade of the tree.

It's not so much the country's formal colleges and universities as it is a big dye vat that wastes everything. The dogmatic teaching, the increasingly numb and lethargic frustrated students, and the old-fashioned and flawed management system are full of repression and indulgence.

The teacher doesn't recognize the student, the student can't remember the teacher, you earn a salary according to the class hours, and I waste my youth according to the schedule, but it is indescribable natural harmony.

After studying there for three months, Jian Feng could no longer stand this atmosphere of collective drunkenness and dreams, and he resolutely gave up this so-called formal college study and went through the withdrawal procedures by himself.

He resolutely walked out of the university gate, left the gentle girl he loved but couldn't really love, and began the so-called dream road of his own life.

Qin Xin quietly watched him fade away, biting her lip tightly and lowering her head, her flowing hair unable to hide her tearful eyes.

Jian Feng left the country with nostalgia and deep guilt, and began to chase the confused tomorrow; Qin Xin waited silently at their desks alone, and many of her friends thought that she was waiting meaninglessly, but she still waited quietly like this......

An accidental car accident caused the exhausted Jian Feng to suffer great pain, and while lying on the hospital bed, he suddenly received a breakup letter from his girlfriend who had been in love for many years.

His girlfriend was an avant-garde and fashionable beautiful girl, and they used to be deeply in love with each other.

But for her better tomorrow, she waved her once gentle little hand freely, shook her long flowing hair, and left.

After reading his girlfriend's breakup letter, Kenshin's heart is broken - the disillusionment of love and the cold reality break his heart. He was confused about life, and even a little hopeless.

At that time, he wrote the sad sentence "Clear tears and turn into turbid wine, I can't wait to be drunk and sad for a long time". At one point, he had the idea of cutting himself off from this "ruthless society".

He dragged his double pain and ran away from home, and returned to the school where he and Qin Xin were in a trance.

Qin Xin looked unusually calm and natural in the face of his sudden return, as if she had already calculated that all this would come sooner or later.

Under Qin Xin's careful care, his physical and soul pains were slowly healed.

From then on, they truly fell in love with each other. He once said, "From that time on, I was no longer who I used to be. In order to forget the past, he also deliberately changed his name.

They truly loved each other and began to live together. The trauma he had suffered in the past made Jian Feng extremely narrow and selfish. He was firmly guarding this love of his own, and for a while his control of Qin Xin's love was even almost crazy.

He controlled her almost completely by his side, and his almost perverted love shackled his freedom. The docile Qin Xin always silently bears his narrowness, and at the same time quietly enjoys his crazy true love.

Whenever he fell asleep, she always looked at her little man affectionately with loving eyes. They stayed together happily and happily.

Some of Qin Xin's best friends are often worried that she has been in love for a long time and can no longer endure Jian Feng's almost perverted love, and often secretly asks her why she doesn't resist.

And she replied like this: "Why should I resist, isn't it enough to have a man who loves you so sincerely?" ”

After the suspicion of friends and the criticism of Qin Xin's parents, they finally entered the palace of marriage, and there was not even a grand ceremony, which is a sense of guilt he still feels for her. After getting married, they began their own warm and poor life.

But this poor life did not bring them any unhappiness. With her silent company, in this rare leisure day of his life, he began to study his favorite classics of Zhou Yi, Kanyu and Zhuzi literature.

In this period of poor and quiet days, he wandered around the mountains and rivers during the day, visited the people who cultivated the truth and enlightenment, climbed the mountain and looked into the distance, played the wine and sword, remembered the sages and heroes of the past, and buried himself in the book series with a lonely lamp at night, deduced the number of Yili images, and devoted himself to self-cultivation.

He still believes that that life may have been the most peaceful and fulfilling of his life, and that the gains of those days would affect him for the rest of his life.

The two lived lovingly, although they had borrowed money to support their lives at that time, but they were still content.

At that time, the two people reached a perfect spiritual fusion, and they wished that life would be eternal and solid, at that time, Jian Feng once wrote: "The breeze is at ease, and the fragrance of Yuan Pu's ink is strong".

A chance opportunity, a long number of performances, so that Jian Feng still went to the southwest alone.

During that period in the southwest, he seized the first opportunity in his life with extraordinary courage and dug his first pot of gold. In the past few years outside, the sword wind galloped across the north and south of the river, like a true swordsman, free and horizontal.

During that time, he developed a character of being cold-eyed and lonely in the world. He wrote: "Alone in a foreign country and not a guest, wandering in the four seas".

His favorite time in Mount Qingcheng was like a devout pilgrim, with a reverent heart of refuge.

In the endless mountains, savor the empty valley of silence. Those distant ancestors of the hangers collided and blended with the sages of souls. I feel the ascending realm of "heart fasting and forgetting", "heart and mind at the beginning of things", and "all things are one".

I don't know what the reason is, Jian Feng has had an urge to convert to Taoism since he was a child.

In these turbulent and clear days, he wrote: "Bodhi Mingjing Jun is also a beggar, and the heart of the world is indescribable" and "Qin, chess, calligraphy and painting are laughing, and the tea and sword are easy to love".

And Qin Xin silently waited in their nest, calmly blessing and looking forward to an early reunion. She never worries or fears him, thinking that in the depths of her soul she has always believed in her precious wind - he is the best man.

However, the heavens seem to be jealous of this happy lover, and they have been married for many years without getting the crystallization of love. For this reason, they have also suffered deeply, silently bearing the pain of their souls.

Even, they silently agreed to cherish the days of their lives, and finally joined hands in the temple of the soul - the underworld.

They hope to truly realize the swan song that has been passed down through the ages: "You can't be born on the same day and month of the same year, but you want to die on the same day and month of the same year!" ”

At that time, they also wanted to maintain a girl in order to harmonize the relationship between their family and society, but due to various unfortunate reasons, it never materialized.

Jianfeng has always regarded Qinxin as his "child", cared for her, and never even let her go out to work independently to participate in society, so that she will always maintain a quiet "childlike heart".

Qin Xin also regarded Jian Feng as his life pillar in the depths of his heart, clinging to him like a dodder grass.

Of course, they do have occasional small bickering, but this usually does not last more than twenty-four hours. Unconsciously, more than ten years have passed, and they are living in harmony and happiness in the incomprehension of the world.

In today's day, they are still living lovingly. Qin Xin always divides Jian Feng's favorite food into many portions to ensure that he can eat happily at every meal.

She even indulged in his drinking, as she thought it would make him excited in a misty drunkenness.

She likes to cook the harvest of his wild fishing into a delicious soup for him to nourish. She would even make a cup of tea while he was reading. She would quietly be a loyal listener to him when he was upset.

She never restricts him from doing anything, nor does she force him to do anything, which may be their alternative "husband and wife".

Qin Xin often suffers from illness because of her physical reasons, and Jian Feng is also deeply heartbroken for her. But in the end, he performed a total incision on her like a real man, so that she would no longer endure the endless pain.

He believes that this is the will of God, and he is not willing to deliberately fight against his fate, not to mention that this struggle is still at the cost of the pain of his beloved.

For this reason, the sword wind also has a slight shortcoming, so I like the magic of wine even more. He smiled coldly in the hazy drunkenness, and wrote: "Hugging the wine jar and getting drunk in the haze, gently plucking the remnant kite wind silently" and "My favorite in my life is drunk, and I am obsessed with watching the green shirt floating".

Although sometimes Jian Feng feels that his edges and corners have slowly faded, his beloved Qin Xin is also a little lonely.

But they are still happily living next to each other, living in their own unique ways and attitudes. No one knows how far they can go happily, and no one will pay attention to this pair of people who truly love each other in the vast sea of people......

Here, I sincerely wish all people who truly love each other can truly tolerate and care for each other, and cherish every day happily......