Lin Shanghan had been standing at the bottom of the building, and only left after hearing the sound of the door opening and closing.

Every time Lin Shanghan separates from someone he cares about, he always feels as if he will never see her again.

Although Lin Shanghan told himself countless times that this was his illusion, this idea still had to control Lin Shanghan for a long time.

Lin Shanghan returned home depressed along the way, his parents had been waiting at home for a long time, and his mother greeted Lin Shanghan warmly, but Lin Shanghan was just answering weakly.

Mom said that in order to celebrate Lin Shanghan's holiday, the whole family would go out to eat hot pot together, and let Lin Shanghan pack up and prepare to leave.

But now Lin Shanghan is still worried about Cheng Xiang's reply to himself, he can't directly promise his mother, let alone refuse Cheng Xiang directly, Lin Shanghan suddenly fell into a dilemma, on one side is an enthusiastic mother, and on the other hand is Cheng Xiang, who is undecided.

Lin Shanghan threw his schoolbag on the chair and fell asleep on the bed all of a sudden, without even holding his mobile phone.

Looking at the calendar of the countdown to the college entrance examination on the table, Lin Shanghan remembered that he bought it from the Internet one day when he suddenly got angry, but he only insisted on flipping it for a few days, and then only occasionally when his mother cleaned the room would he help Lin Shanghan flip it over, and now the numbers on it are still stuck a month ago.

I have collected all kinds of college entrance examination secret papers and college entrance examination question papers from various channels can be seen everywhere in the whole house, Lin Shanghan is a loyal believer in "question sea tactics", these test papers are more than 20 pounds when Lin Shanghan finishes after the college entrance examination, although most of Lin Shanghan has no time or energy to do them all, but Lin Shanghan still selected the more difficult questions above and did it again, Lin Shanghan spent more than half of his pocket money just to buy these test papers, I just want to be able to deal with similar problems calmly, which can be understood as the sequelae of not doing well in the college entrance examination.

Lin Shanghan remembered that he was going to sell them at that time, but he dragged it out until the day of the results, and he didn't do well in the exam, so he ended up piling up there, covered with a thick layer of dust, which seemed to be covering up the experience of failure.

Lin Shanghan closed his eyes, emptied all his thoughts, carefully felt the flow of blood, felt every beat of his heart, felt every breath in his nasal cavity, and truly felt that he was still alive.

I've been running around tiredly, and it seems that only at this moment can I calm down and relax seriously for a while.

The weather was very cold, but Lin Shanghan felt that the cold was blocked from him, and they couldn't enter the warm self.

When I opened my eyes again, there was nothing but the ceiling of white flowers.

Lin Shanghan got up and went to his mother to get his mobile phone back, and the mobile phone he secretly used was given to Zhu Zhishuang during the winter vacation when he was out of school in the afternoon.

clicked on QQ, and a little surprisingly, Cheng Xiang's message box popped up as soon as he clicked on it.

Lin Shanghan couldn't help but click in.

"I'm sorry, my aunt said to take me and my cousin out to dinner tonight, I can't push, I'm really embarrassed."

Lin Shanghan actually didn't have much hope, so he didn't feel so disappointed.

"It's okay, it just so happened that my mother said she would take me out to dinner tonight."

"Well, we'll meet in a week anyway hahaha."

Lin Shanghan wanted to say, "I want to see you every moment", but he was really embarrassed to say this kind of thing, so he had to symbolically reply a few words.

Lin Shanghan just wanted to talk to Cheng Xiang about something else, Cheng Xiang said that her aunt called her to leave, and she went offline with a goodbye expression, and it just so happened that Lin Shanghan's mother also began to urge Lin Shanghan to leave.

Lin Shanghan has the impression that the number of times the family has gone out to eat together since he repeated his studies is indeed only a handful, and the last time he ate seemed to be on the day of Lin Shanghan's midterm exam and vacation.

It's not easy to think about your parents carefully, Lin Shanghan is always careful not to disturb Lin Shanghan during the year of restudy, and he also carefully maintains Lin Shanghan's psychology, always afraid that Lin Shanghan will have too much psychological pressure, but Lin Shanghan, who is very casual, is definitely not as unbearable as his parents think.

Mother asked Lin Shanghan to choose whichever one he wanted, Lin Shanghan thought about it and thought that he didn't seem to have eaten hot pot for a long time, so he proposed to eat hot pot, and his parents naturally agreed.

When I arrived at the hot pot restaurant, there were already a lot of people in the store because of the winter vacation, and the steaming hot pot was bubbling and bubbling, and everyone's faces were beaming in front of the steaming hot pot.

As soon as Lin Shanghan turned a corner, he found Cheng Xiang sitting at a table next to him who was eating with his head down.

Lin Shanghan secretly sighed in his heart, and looked forward to Cheng Xiang looking up to see him.

But Cheng Xiang didn't do what Lin Shanghan wanted, he didn't look up until Lin Shanghan walked over, and Lin Shanghan was embarrassed to greet Cheng Xiang directly in front of so many adults, so he picked a table not far from Cheng Xiang's table and sat down.

Next, Lin Shanghan's mind was not on eating hot pot, and while eating, he casually replied to his parents' enthusiastic questions while quietly paying attention to Cheng Xiang's dynamics.

After waiting for a long time, he finally asked Lin Shanghan to wait for the opportunity, and Cheng Xiang stood up and seemed to be ready to go to the toilet.

Lin Shanghan hurriedly followed, and stopped Cheng Xiang in front of the toilet.

"Cheng Xiang!"

Cheng Xiang turned around with a questioning look on his face and saw Lin Shanghan who was happy.

His expression changed from questioning to happy.

"Hey, what a coincidence, you're there too?"

"yes, I saw you when I came in, but I'm too embarrassed to call you."

Lin Shanghan and Cheng Xiang chatted for a while, and then went back together after going to the toilet.

The picture of the two of them walking together was seen by Cheng Xiang's aunt's family and Lin Shanghan's parents, and then they began to ask who the boy/girl was.

Lin Shanghan talked to his parents about Cheng Xiang very enthusiastically, so enthusiastic that Lin Shanghan didn't realize that he seemed to be talking a little too carefully.

After hearing this, my mother smiled and said, "What's the matter, you have fallen in love with someone's family?" ”

Lin Shanghan already has a set of questions about his mother, "What can I do, people don't look down on me." ”

In the past, at this time, my mother would start to "increase my confidence" to Lin Shanghan and say that Lin Shanghan was like this, but this time my mother said: "Well, the little girl looks really good." ”

When the meal was finished, Cheng Xiang's side also finished eating, and then when the two families went to check out together, the adults on both sides naturally talked together with the children.

Lin Shanghan and Cheng Xiang came to the door of the store first.

"Hahaha, it's really a coincidence today." Cheng Xiang said with a smile.

Lin Shanghan didn't answer her immediately, and lowered his head and was silent for a long time.

"Cheng Xiang, did you say we would see each other again?"

"What's the matter, sure, it's only seven days at most, don't you say it so sadly."

What Cheng Xiang didn't know was that Lin Shanghan wanted to see her every moment.

(End of chapter)